(¸.⢠â â âI donât like that either, I mean, feeling that I canât speak my mind, I usually do that though.â And thatâs why some people avoid her because she can be sometimes very honest and brutally about that, she canât deny that. Now the blonde was listening to what he was saying and she couldnât help but clench her fist when he mentioned Kai. âHowâŚhow that can be a good thing? Now I understand why Lizzie was that wayâŚyou even know what he did? He killed his entire family, including his twin. Even if you say that as a good thing, the way I see it is that you also think Iâm capable of doing something like that.â And thatâs something she struggles everyday, not about killing but about her dark thoughts. âIâm not dramatic, and is not a good thing, I have a lot in my head that doesnât leave me alone, no one knows thatâs why they talk things about me but I donât really care as long as my twin knows how I am.â No, she really didnât care what the others might think, maybe she did care a bit what Orion thinks because he was a friend but still. Her gaze now met his. âWhy it does feel like you did? Why did I ask?â
đž â The look on her face was enough to send him reeling. He didnât know what he expected. Even Josie took a moment to see that he had let the wrong words slip, that they were just words, so to expect Lizzie to feel different towards it was where he went wrong. âI didnât -- I-I barely know anything about him...â It was true. The thought that her family had come back to haunt her like that terrified him, so much so that he even began to softly shake, right there on her bed. âI said dramatic, Lizzie, not destructive..!â he cried, feeling like he was drowning all over again. âJosie was talking about his flair for stormy nights not.. the way h-he tried to h-h-hurt you...â He stood up in a flash, his own fists clenched and bleeding. His claws had extended and they were tearing through the flesh of his palms. âI get overwhelmed and I say things, anything, to distract myself from what I really feel. I hate him. I hate him so much and I donât even know what he looks like or that he even existed until a few weeks ago.â The anger he usually kept under lock and key was started to spill out from under the lid. Pain flickered through gold eyes as he looked upon the witch. âBut you, I could never hate you, or think bad of you, I just fucked up. Iâm sorry... I am so sorry.â And then heâs sprinting toward the door and down the hall, going nowhere but anywhere that wasnât there.