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Leighton Meester and Ben Barnes - By The Gun Still [x]

S.L.

The Disappearance of Eleanor Rigby (2014)

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Clementine von Radics (via citythatistocome)

           emotionally constipated ; what other word is there to describe the feeling they are receiving from their so said HUSBAND ? perhaps, in any other circumstances, with any other person … they would’ve felt the urge the make fun of it. tease & laugh. speak up about just how not only strange but absolutely ridiculous it seems to them. but no such thing is expressed, not aloud, at least. for dark hues are too focused on staring at the other’s, ever so interested in analyzing any possible emotion to try & hide behind them … although, at the moment, they aren’t exactly sure why ———— an attempt to read caelix like they used to, back in the time. to see if, after all this time, they can still do so … because, if that’s so, if they still know him well enough …                                                     perhaps there’s hope.              ❛ i’m quite alive, in case ye haven’t noticed. ❜       the thought is shoved off quickly ; the possibility of an outcome in which the both of them fix their issues & end up, as a matter of fact, back together seemingly impossible, for the time being. however much of a pessimist thought, they can’t help but think that, mayhaps, it’s not WORTH the effort. hadn’t   ( vegas )  happened, would they have managed to stay together, either way? —  hadn’t any of it happened, the wedding & it’s unfortunate ending, what is there to assure they that things would’ve been alright between them? that they wouldn’t have ended up KILLING each other out for real, at some point?                                                  ❛ gotta play by this world’s rules, if                                                  ye gonna survive here. ❜

      fall in love with a demon.        have him fall in love with you.        marry him.        watch him die.        watch him come back but not pull        you back to his side.