hushedflirt

i desperately need a friend i can speak french with. no one in my classes ever actually cares to learn it on a deeper level, but i really want to get better at it. i’m not great at it yet though, so many i need to take a few more classes before i try to speak it…

my parents remind me everyday me i am far too old now to keep living in my daydreams. they say i am an adult now, and that i need to be present, or one day i will be sorry these moments passed me by. the real world is so uninviting, and my absence from it has made my life indisputably plain, so why would i want to return now?

my final exams start tomorrow, and i haven’t begun studying at all. ever since i’ve switched majors, i have been so unmotivated in my classes. i am so dispassionate about the subjects that i almost don’t care about my grades at all, which is so unlike me. all of people around me don’t really care much about school, and it’s making me feel like not even half the academic i usually am. i need to romanticize studying, so i will want to do it, but even that seems like such a chore right now…

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she’s my perfect baby angel