amanda

“Even though I’m with someone new, I still have my guard up because of you.”

“I just wish I had a normal family. A family that spends time with each other and eats dinner together. But instead I got a mom who cares more about her boyfriend, a dad who isn’t around, and a brother that’s been shitty since I was in the fourth grade.”

“Because of you, love hurts. I’m terrified to tell someone new that I love them. I’m terrified because no matter how badly you treated me and made me feel, I still loved you unconditionally. I never want to be hurt like you hurt me ever again.”

“All you ever did was hurt me and I thought it was love.”

“You taught me that no matter how much you love someone and no matter how good you treat them, they can still turn around and treat you like you never mattered to them.”

“I feel like I’m going to be hurting for a long time.”

“I don’t know if I am going to be breaking my own heart in the long run.”

“No matter how much you hurt me, I will always love you.”

“I agreed to this just so I would be able to see you still; I know we aren’t good for each other.”

“I’ve never had good experiences with love.”

“Maybe we’ve outgrown eachother...”

“That’s my problem. My happiness is rooted in other people, instead of myself.”

“Sometimes I wish something bad would happen to me just to see if anyone would care...”

“I haven’t felt like myself in so long...”

“I just want to be happy.”

“When I have kids I am going to give them the family I never had.”

“Maybe you’re the right person at the wrong time.”