Tim Tharp: The Spectacular Now
Publishing date: July 2013
Main character/s:Ā Sutter Keeley, Cassidy- his gf, Ricky- his best friend, Aimee Finicky- the qirky girl, Holly Keeley- Sutterās posh sister, Bob- Sutterās boss aka Father Figure, Sutterās ex girlfriendsā¦
Storyline: Sutter is living a day at a time, party to party⦠then he meets Aimee and makes his mission toĀ āsave her soulā ⦠Amiee gets caught up in Sutterās spontaneous lifestyle but she learns some things along the way.Ā
Upsides: It started of like a typical YA fiction but it was not entirely so⦠once I would have said that the ending was the downside of this novel, but rn I say- Ā I get it. I do. Sutter cannot move on- he doesnāt want to, he is scared to⦠And oh boy if I havenāt felt that way.Ā
Another plot twist- I was sure Sutter will fuck Aimee up and leave her in worse shape than before⦠but somehow I feel like he helped her in a way and let go off her- which was the best he could do for her.Ā
Sutterās friends- Ricky and Cassidy mostly, were great⦠they knew they couldnāt help Sutter, they were not able to help him (cuz he didnāt want to be saved) and still they worried and tried to steer his actions and then intervened on Aimeeās behalf.Ā
Bob- he is really chill and a great guy, but he aināt Sutterās dad and itās not his place to raise him and teach him⦠he tries tho⦠and belss him for this.
Downsides: I know that Sutterās mom was supposed to be this absent parent⦠but she was invisible in the novel. She should have a chance to explain why she left her husband and so on. It would have helped Sutter imho.
Aimee was kinda bland⦠If I am being honest I liked Cass better- she was way better, more in-depth character. Aimee seemed like a liquid person- she tried to fit into every envrionment she was surrounded by⦠so I guess I disliked her passivity. I hope sheās doing better when Sutter breakes up with her. I really do!
Sutter is a fucker, a typical jackass who does not give a single shit about anything. And yet- I liked him, I did not condonde his actions, but considering the trope he could have fucked up waaaayyy more! So letās just appreciate he didnāt.Ā
I also felt for him.. more so in the end⦠cuz I feel that Peter Pan Syndrome and I get it. I do. And yet I know how lonely it feels and how sad one can be when everyone moves on and grows, and you are just stuck. U tell yourself that being NOW is the most important and that it will give you all the joy and purpose you need⦠but itās a lie.Ā
Sutter is hovering on the verge of adulthood and he cannot make the final step, he just canāt do that.Ā
Aimee sort of appears in his life makes it intense and meaningful and he has a goal but it was not about him changing but about him helping her. Sutter, essentialy does not change- he gains yet another reason to care only about the NOW, and he constantly convinces himsef that now is SPECTACULAR, that each and every NOW is special⦠but it is not, not unless you have some dreams some (even far-fetched) plans for the future.Ā
In the end itās a really sad story, about realization of the inevitability of growing up⦠and also the necessity of it.Ā