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I believe in freedom, in the option to choose whatever you want in life as long as it does not harm others.

The freedom to be single forever, coupled up, have many children, or to decide after trying many relationships live and nurture yourself. It should be optional after the death of a spouse or breakup to nurture yourself, have a quiet clean house, return to school. and start over. It is my belief that from this you might find a better partner. If not it doesn’t matter since we all die alone in the end. You might as well be accountable to yourself, instead of the rules of your former self, or spouse. It is to only myself that I am accountable, and my personal Christian beliefs after studying every religion in the world modern and ancient with visits to many countries. You can only control yourself and never truly believe what others say. It is my desire to become anything I want, although most people say I am an very feminine pregnant female. However if I wanted to do things like a man, or be paid that way it should be an option. If I cannot find the perfect husband to pay my bills, I should be able to provide due myself. Honesty is your word or bond and the only thing of value that you have. I should deal only with honest people, unless I study the others who are flawed and dishonest as people that science should learn from. I believe everyone is talented in different ways, and they should be put on display. In fact I should be able to be abused and astounded by others and never be the most intelligent person wherever I go. I believe there is a missing person, I might meet to complete me, and if there is not then plenty of attractive men to meet me. It is my belief you are never too old to begin again, start over, or learn from past mistakes.

It is my goal to become a better me, and learn to worship my body as a temple. If I want to start a diet everyday, or eat comfort food then decide I need yoga and martial arts I should be allowed to do that. If I want to meditate and pray in contemplation then I should be allowed to do that. Perhaps I should meet new sinners who go to church and envy their sinful thoughts. Then I will study the trendiest narcissistic people to figure out what type of make over I need on my search for new love. After that I will hire a work out trainer until I am as good as physically fit as God allowed. Then a career coach to tell me what I need to be competitive. I will write down every goal I have ever had, and continue to achieve them until I no longer can. It will be my desire to be youthful forever, or possibly have a youthful mind.

My wisdom is listen to your enemies or people that are mean as constructive criticism, although they might be mirroring what they hate about themselves as most people do.

Inspiration from the Mona Lisa

Mona why is it that you smile?

Is it to show your charm and gile?

Did I paint you and wish you into being, a mirror image of me without seeing?

I painted you in a female likeness of myself, I found out that is the only pure love, love of self.

I hope to meet you one day,

My lover did not know what to say?

I made them paint you or part of me, beside me.

It was as if you were a Frankenstein lover I wished into being, seeing is believing.

Whatever path you choose know you will be loved.

Heaven or hell if it does not work out you will meet me above.

Human hearts are fickle,

Death always looking over mortals with it’s sickle.

There has to be something really special about this one, since I have truly loved none.

If I custom order you and make you from a base of myself, then I should keep you on the highest shelf.

A perfect marriage and nothing could come between me what I am missing to be complete, in fact I will make you so fine we can compete.

Hopefully nobody else will notice my fete.

Then decide to try and take you from me, or take me from me since I made you out of me.

Photographers Eye

This series of photos can be seen as recycling or reincarnation with assistance. Would you prefer to be trash in a landfill waiting to become biodegradable, or reincarnated through a water bottle into a water bottle or from tin cans into a flask. If you were a flask, there would never be any water bottles. However there is the problem of storing more water and giving guests water, which means we will need water bottles for years to come. Most people find the purity and cleanliness of the water bottle preferable, and I is indispensable in emergencies. What we have figured out is that we need to recycle, as becoming waste that takes forever to biodegrade in a slow death senseless. If it were your soul or energy you would prefer to return the same which is a disposable water bottle, or better a reusable flask. If you became a reusable flask then you would no longer be disposable and lead such a shallow life subject to a single use. Then you could remind other humans to recycle, or how much less expensive it would be to refill a flask. The water bottle refill stations need to be accessible and preferably have filtered chilled water similar to the drinking fountains at the gym. Additionally they will need to be hygienic after the issues with Covid-19, and other illnesses. In order to make this economically feasible and insure that you choose a reusable container, perhaps a newer bottle with a charcoal filter included would be the best option. Then calculate the savings, I buy store brand purified water and drink two bottles a day it would save me about eight dollars and forty cents. The only time I should buy bottled water is if I am camping where there is no water, questionable water, or for emergencies.

Your Musical Theme

The theme of my playlist is temptation which can be about greed, money, cheating, or anything you should not do or desire The first selection is from Pink Floyd, and it is called Have A Cigar. This song is about the beginning of fame, increasing finances, and fortune. The yes men from the record label are trying to get the band to sign with them and make the most money, on their “Gravy Train”. The second song on the playlist is Material Girl by Madonna which transitions into the 1980s with a practical materialistic yuppie attitude. You have made money. Others who date you should be as successful or more financially successful than you are. Third song on our playlist is Like A Boy with Ciara and tells the comical tale of all of the mistruths your materialistic eligible bachelors tell you while hunting for other shallow people to date. There might at some point be a problem with cheating on either side of a relationship based on greed which brings us to song number four Carrie Underwood and Before He Cheats. Hopefully things don’t get so bad anyone hires a hitman but we have a song for that by AC/DC called Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap. It details getting rid of issues by paying someone to fix them for you. Then at some juncture you think you are better than others, and money entities you to be able to buy off the justice system, drink or drug to excess, and always need more money The song that describes this is Pink Floyd with Money. If your high priced lawyer does not buy off a legal charge, you can kidnap the jury and judge as described by The Notorious B.I.G in bonus song seven Hypnotized.

Temptation Playlist Track Listing:

1. Pink Floyd Have A Cigar

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tbdpv7G_PPg

2. Material Girl Madonna

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6p-lDYPR2P8&pp=ygUVTWF0ZXJpYWwgR2lybCBNYWRvbm5h

3. Ciara Like A Boy

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_HKH7Emy1SY

4. Carrie Underwood Before He Cheats

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WaSy8yy-mr8&pp=ygUhQ2FycmllIHVuZGVyd29vZCBiZWZvcmUgaGUgY2hlYXRz

5. AC/DC Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jsjdjWGDvFk&pp=ygUbZGlydHkgZGVlZHMgZG9uZSBkaXJ0IGNoZWFw

6. Pink Floyd Money

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-0kcet4aPpQ&pp=ygURUGluayBmbGl5ZCBtb25leSA%3D

7. Bonus track Notorious B.I.G Hypnotized

Plotting

Moving to Florida was fraught with some anxiety and I wondered where I would end up. This student was offered a bargain on a living space that was surprising and made me anxious to see what my new home. Architecturally it was an older structure and a duplex which I rarely see in new construction. The inside of the duplex was clean with tile, and new paint. Somehow my side contained two bedrooms, and the neighbors had three bedrooms. The space had an open concept with the kitchen, dining room, and living room undivided. The bedrooms had generous closet space, and wood flooring. This is where I discovered my secret new pets waiting fir their owner and had random visits from a squirrel and lizard. The only issue with the space was the fact it was in the first floor in a flood prone area.

Module Three Discussion

Black Untiled - Willem de Kooning

I chose the painting Black Untitled by artist Willem de Kooning. I researched this painting and he is using industrial acrylic in black and white only. The sensa or shadow and shade on this painting aptly titled black is very dark, and the figures are hidden or obscured by the use of so much black. It challenges you to look at the lines and perspectives to figure out where the figures are in the painting, and what they are doing. There is lots of activity going on in this painting with what seems to be pets and people in the painting which I am not sure if others have reported, or interpreted. In fact if you take a break then return to viewing and interpreting the painting you might see something different. It looks like fish or angel fish at the top of the painting if you glance at it. Then look again and it is a part of another figure. The artist Willem de Kooning was mature for a painter, and did not accept invitations to the usual coveted groups and galleries, he seemed to avoid invitations from society patrons of the arts. In choosing the black and white modern art to review I am avoiding the color coded modern art in which primary colors seemed to specify emotion. The modern impressionists seemed too cliché for me, if they were going to color code moods into primary colors and almost seem to agree upon the colors as a group.

Public Art Module Four

Jupiter Inlet Statues

This student researched nearby statues in Jupiter Florida which is on the east coast of Florida. I found a very recent statue installation regarding boating safety. The statue is bronze, and depicts two worried parents looking towards the sea. It depicts them gazing to the sea in search of their fourteen year old boys who never returned from a fishing trip. The worried parents seem to be at a loss for ideas on what action to take next. The sea is a formidable foe and part of Mother Nature and sometimes tragedies happen. Should they radio the coast guard, call the sheriff, keep leaving worried messages? If you look at the facial expressions of worry on the bronzed statue they make the parents look decades older than they do several years later. The look of grief with sunken facial features, circles, and shadows in their facial features tell of sleepless nights and despair. The endless worry and staying at the inlet watching for children that never arrive is portrayed well. We know that years later the children’s boat, and iPhone were found off of Bermuda with no trace of the children. The foundation that raised funds for the statue Blu Stephanos was created by Austin Stephanos father, and in honor of the disappearance of Perry Cohen and Austin Stephanos who were 14 at the time of their disappearance. The charity they created Blu Stephanos had asked for a bill that would make an alert similar to an Amber alert for children lost at sea, and boater safety. I wrote this entire article not knowing they found the bodies of a boy and vent they’re boat had been tampered with, which is very sad. That must be the worry shown in the statue.

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.wpbf.com/amp/article/monument-unveiled-honoring-austin-and-perry-all-those-lost-at-sea/37108031