Sometimes I forget how much Stuff I’ve genuinely come up with in my lifetime. I have So many little seperated characters and story ideas and little plots or emotional endings for all these little things and that’s really beautiful. I really hope throughout my life I can manage to be able to get the funding and support to keep making stories for people to hopefully enjoy, see themself in characters and what happens to my characters - feeling represented in strange ways you might not get out of a everyday popular series or so on.
It might sound weird but I think the thing that really means the most to me is when people emote because of something I’ve made, get happy, scared or angry for these fictional characters and what they go through, or even cry. That makes me feel like I’ve managed to make something real, something cohesive and understandable to the point other people get it. It’s really special to me, because I’ve felt all of those things too.
I’ve gotten sad or even angry at myself for writing things because it’s cruel or too fucked up even for my own liking or comfort level but I Am Glad. I’m glad i can push my own boundary. I am glad to feel like I’m making something like no other , I hope people can feel and see it too , and feel a part of what I have , or maybe even more than myself