all friends do in the end is betray you. fuck them all

when waking up is the nightmare.

the girl dressed in white

love and hate what a violent pair jealous and angry and the thought that nobody's here here for me when i've tried for you i traced a heart on your window last night and sat still to see how deep you'd cut me sometimes i burn things, our memories but every step away i take is one closer to you i have no right to ask for help but tonight you count the stars alone the sky is empty and wishing doesn't work i'm stuck alone again i'm alone again i've let you ruin me your name is like swallowing coals just smile and know you make me choke it's all my fault that crippling pain i dealt the unfair hand and now all is lost "good luck with me," they said maybe you should listen this cursed light will only burn me i'll let you ruin me

when you were right all along....