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watanuki pst time skip is so jaded and slutty he just sorta flirt with doumeki by referencing the ways that Shizuka showed him love in an attempt to ridicule his past naivete and the belatedness of his realization. Like, he will never be that innocent and oblivious again, but he knows that secret love, and can he sneer at it like he doesn't also want that? But he couldn't have it, could he?

My otp in different fonts lol I'm in so much denial this is my most private timeline to travel on, from one ship to the next where my ocean is only a metaphor and safe

Self inserted tragic mother figure

The gender envy is strong with these two ancient hotties

my theory is that the original doumeki is Haruka and that watanuki had been here the whole time, only that the price he has to pay/his choice is reliving that period where he met yuuko for the first time many times over and everytime its a different doumeki 😆 anyway he is slutting outtttt with haruka here i see

you can't tell me this ain't angsty Kim Dokja x Yoo Joonghyuk

yeah this couple weirdly translates to Twittering birds never fly and ORV. Their stoicism really gets me. TBNF's Doumeki got me feral and ORV's YHJ is a hardworking young man. I love devoted guys 🤪

CLAMP really did raise me I am actively both of these people

Almost the same dynamics as ORV except the tone of angst is less family friendly i guess. I love their (and yuuko's) relationship 😔

I suppose one of the reasons why I am so utterly obsessed with Kim Dokja is because he is the type of man you only see in a lifetime. He's like a rare gem of a star, glinting for one moment and turning to dust in the other. He's a person who lives in-between sentences, who haunts the narrative and never actually appears in the story, only the ghost of him held together by his companion's memories. He is barely found at the beginning, and at the end he ceases to exist as "himself", only appearing briefly for one regression turn. It's horrible to learn to know him as the character "Kim Dokja", only for it to fade into some sort of legend, someone unreachable, a story told and retold ad infinitum, until it becomes a memory that scratches at your brain, that drives you mad with grief. Kim Dokja, your salvation is cruel indeed. The price to pay is simply too high.