Lady FatCatMcCatterson

aftg but neil just straight up refuses to give andrew any power over him from the get-go. andrew's like it's gonna be fun breaking you and neil just ignores him. andrew breaks in to look through his things but neil just lies about it existing in the first place, feigning confusion so well that andrew is almost convinced his drugs made him hallucinate it. andrew tries to force him to go eden's and neil's just like no ❤️ and then simply does not go. andrew says he's gonna get neil kicked off the team and neil calls wymack on the spot and asks if andrew can get him off the team, then hangs up and is like wymack said u can't actually do that, better luck next time ❤️ andrew pulls a knife on him and neil just stabs himself bc it wouldn't be the first time after all, and everyone freaks out about it so andrew isn't allowed to pull knives on neil ever again, on the threat of wymack shredding his contract and kicking him off the team. andrew tells neil he hates him and neil is just like i don't care ❤️ andrew's just constantly trying to threaten this guy effectively and neil is like you're literally five feet tall and can't even hold knives right, what can u do to me? ❤️ andrew is trying so hard to beat neil at a game neil doesn't even know they're playing, and neil is nonchalantly winning every time anyway without realizing it. andrew is rock hard around neil 99% of the time throughout all of this. btw.

sometimes when im writing neil, i ask myself "am i going too far in how oblivious he is? wouldn't he have realized his own feelings yet at least, if no one else's?" and then i remember he went into the torture cult school he swore he'd never go to just in case it could spare andrew some pain and then did not regret it when it didn't work and also said verbatim that andrew is everything that matters and still had no clue he wanted to kiss him until andrew kissed him first

hey i know we don’t really talk about this or anything but it’s fine if you tell neil im gay and single. like if it comes up in conversation where hes wondering about my sexuality or relationship status its fine to tell him that i am gay and also single. and its even fine if you tell him that im gay and single when hes not asking about it its fine if you casually tell him that. you can tell him i like men and am currently not in a relationship. however you want to tell him is fine with me. really, it’s fine, renee, if you tell neil that im gay and single, i have no problem if you mention to neil that i am not only gay but i am also single. if he was wondering. or not wondering. or whatever. i don’t care. but if you wanted to tell him im gay and single it’s fine

Maybe Andrew hated Aaron loving Tilda because he saw himself in him (literally)

i love this. I'm obsessed with this. oh my god. oh my god you're a genius

oh my god I'm LIVING.