heartbreakbeats

+ mother falcon // marigold +

it's love, yes

and i realize now that i'd been wrong

for so.                                            long.

because these are the things that 

LOVE

is.     NOT.  :

- a flower, plucked or tended

and - not the sound of carriage wheels

drawn by four white horses.

- not the stars

- plucked from the heavens or - glistening

in our eyes.

it couldn't be - the language of quietly

holding-hands.

love is.

-waking up with your scent on the pillow.

-turning to look.

into eyes that are tightly. closed. shut.

love is the

-dull ache

of

-inevitable silence

-hitting the moment

+ ra ra riot // can you tell +

funny story, one time i handed wes miles a love note and it looked like this:

do you like me? 

[ ] yes :) <3

[ ] no :( </3

[ ] maybe? :| ? 

love, 

girl in the scarf

(xxx) xxx-xxxx

but he never called me, i think maybe he thought i was 14. but i was not! i was, like, 21! legal to drink and everything!

+ voxtrot // raised by wolved +

i will never live like you do but you will probably die like me

all lovelessly and empty

(but i'd rather that you love me) 'cause i want to settle down

+ otis redding // (sittin' on) the dock of the bay +

heartache follows everywhere.

+ my chemical romance // i'm not okay +

+ ellery james roberts // kerou's lament +

+ cary brothers // can't take my eyes off you +

you told me you would help me put my nail polish on right!

but then you flaked. and then you said 'i never wanted a relationship'.

from the album Phantasm

+ kelly rowland // turn it up +

"let's not talk about the catalyst" you said

"catalyst? you mean that time we made out?" i asked (in my head) & i laugh & look away.

+ j. cole (feat. miguel) // power trip +

+ the pipettes // it hurts to see you dance so well +

AND NOW I HAVE TO CLOSE MY EYES and it's going to take A LOT OF RUM before i can properly dance the pain away,

which is what i came here for in the first place,

i should never have dated somebody who dances better than me!!!

+ the postal service // a tattered line of string +