What Made Me Mad Today Was...

One of my shit head roommates told someone I didn't want to know at all I was applying for a new job... So that person went to apply for it too! That's why I didn't want them to know... Now the new job I was so excited about may be ripped out from under my feet before I have a chance... It was all I was excited about for the new year it was my new fucking start. Well now it may be gone.

Cuz I sure don't know! If I were to ask someone go to the right I always find out later they went to the left. That's neither here nor there I'm kinda like whatever this is normal... What I am most peeved about is the fact that one of my roommates just called me fat in front of her friends... Like really. After they were already making. Fun of me to my face together.... Like wtf. Whatever I have 20 more months on this lease and I know time flies when your having fun (she said sarcastically). Deep breath deep breath!

So my roommates always are like: I'm going out with friends... Bye. So today I was like I'm going out with friends (I never go out) and boom they invited themselves! WTF I never do that to you! But they backed me in a corner like ohhh we can go right... And my friends are so nice they would invite everyone. But they didn't ask them either they are now going and I can't even vent to my friends in a pub like I wanted... 😢

So one of my roommates was cool and apologized and talk to me like a person for a little bit and I was like man this is awesome.... Feeling good and happy I went back only to have the other one mean mug me in the ugliest way while they said something to my other roommate. Like why did I get mean mugged! WTF! For being treated like a person I am not one.... Like man there is really no winning here. Whatever.

Both my roommates are on there laptops not even face the TV. During my shows commercials I just casually flip channels and they both hear a movie we all agreeably like but it's already started (and again I am the only one actually watching tv) it then becomes a screaming match cuz I changed it back to me show. How I never let anyone watch what they want to and I'm the worst cuz I don't like the movie (even though I'm the one who owns the movie!) So I change it to the movie off my show.... Get no fucking thank you and am still the only one watching the fucking TV! ...

I need them to hold it for literally 3 hrs so Ivan get there and no... I better not drive 3 he and it be gone. I will literally set the store on fire!