Mom tell me how we went from the point where you'd check on me in my room so many times I often found my self annoyed, to the point where I find myself looking over my shoulder to the door every time I hear yours open.
ย How did our elaborateย late night talks that I cherished so much become occasional conversations that merely touch upon what I really want to say, if even at all.ย
Tell me mom when did you go from the mother that went to all of the school functions to the one that is only a name to your daughters teachers.
Because I cant remember, although you claimed to have been there for my siblings.
What ? Did I not matter to you?
Was I so unimportant that you felt that you no longerย had that job.
Why did you give up with me?
Why haven't you taken the time to nurture and mold me?
ย IM LOST.
I NEED HELP.ย
I like that you hold me to higher standard than the rest but that doesn't stop me from feeling like you use that as an excuse to be a lazy mother.
One who will let the child do all the work and one day take credit for it all.
Mom this is my cry out. To you.
IM LOST. I NEED HELP.
