welcome to the slums motherfucker!

i think people really under sell the physical side effects of mental health disorders sometimes. like sure the depression and anxiety may be 'just in your head' but when what's in your head happens to disrupts your sleep schedule and prevent you from going outside regularly and eating consistent meals and exercising and generally taking care of your body. well it sure takes its toll huh.

This just altered my brain chemistry

Like why am I nauseous now. Like there’s already enough to deal w plsss

🤞🏽

This is what it felt w h. Doesn’t have to be that way actually

Me when all of my fav fanfic writers are killing theirselves, privating their work, or ghost. So many back to back damn I’m in grief

Me talking to all these new girl drunk asf and getting tea and good impressions. I’m baaaaack bby

Me getting w vh soon I feel. It’s going to happen

all that and i havent killed myself yet i must really love this stupid fucking life

It was all for a night like tonight. Drunk and not in pain, with girls my age. Laughing and feeling young and hot. It happened. It was everything. I’m excited for the rest of the summer. And I’m ready to be out more. I’m only one person away from vh and that is fucking wild. Me 5 years ago would DIEEE