my mental illness

the world is a fucked up place full of selfish people. this is not to say that all people are selfish. however the amount of selfishness outweighs the amount of support, and who are we to say that no one struggles? that we do enough? no one could ever be good enough. no one could ever be kind enough. if you feel you need to be a better person do it. we need it. we need every ounce of goodness there is. those who feel they are good people, be better. because you need to fill the missing goodness someone else has replaced with power and greed. i used to think that people could change from bad to good. but this is no longer true to me. if someone believes they weren’t always a good person, they either were and they were just making poor decisions or now they’re lying to themselves that they are good. the world isn’t being greedy by needing more goodness. we have just gotten so far from what good is, and we need to fix it. too much shit happens that we cannot always control. why would anyone want to add to the badness and the shit that the world is put through?