K-Pop FanFic

“Baby?” You called out. You couldn’t find him anywhere. He mustn't’ve come home last night; or left early for dance practice. The past month has been this way. The same routine and you’ve just learned to accept that he’s an idol so you probably won’t see him as often as you wished to. You saw his dirty clothes scattered across your bedroom floor and picked them up to throw them in the hamper until you smelled an unfamiliar scent lingering on them. You sniffed them closer and it smelled of a sweet, floral perfume that you know you do not own.

You closed your eyes for a few seconds to force the thoughts away. The thoughts of him with another woman. You slammed the clothes roughly into the hamper and sat on the bed. You put a hand up to your face and let out a strangled sob. Why did he have to play you like this? Why can’t he just save you from this heartbreak and just break up with you? Why can’t you leave him?

Simple. Because you love him. You don’t know why you are so hung up on him when he clearly lost all interest in you months ago. After you wiped the tears from your cheek, you decided to call him. Just to check up. After it rang for a while, he finally picked up.

“What do you need, jagiya?” He sounded sweet, and you wanted to slap his stupid, handsome face.

“Oh, I was just seeing how practice is going? You didn’t come home last night so I’m just making sure everything is fine with you. I’m sure you were just working extra hard for your upcoming comeback!” You let out a fake chuckle. You knew why he didn’t come home last night but you wanted to see what he’d tell you.

“Ah, well yeah. Practice is going well. We’ve been trying to learn this stupid dance move for a while. Also, no need to worry, baby. I stayed with Namjoon last night. I was helping write some lyrics and just fell asleep.”

You picked at your nails nervously and let out a sigh.

“I’m glad you’re putting so much into your work lately. When you get home, I’ll make a big meal. Six o’clock?” You asked.

“Yes, I’ll be home at six o’clock sharp,” Jin replied, and you knew that was a load of bullshit.

“Okay, Bye, I love you!”

“Yep, bye.” He said before hanging up. That reply made your heart ache and not in a good way. He used to say it even if it was untrue, but now he won’t even say it at all. After the years worth of love and affection, you expected more from him.

Namjoon was your best friend. In fact, he was the one who introduced you to Jin. Although you feel bad, you haven’t told Namjoon a thing about how shitty your relationship is. You didn’t want him to think badly of Jin. He really was a sweet guy, just not towards you. He wasn’t necessarily bad, he just lied and kept you hanging on to nothing. You texted Namjoon after you thought how Jin might not have packed a lunch for practice.

You: “Hey, did you guys have lunch or should I bring something? I don’t like the thought of you all going hungry during practice.”

Namjoon: Hmm? What a loving gesture but we have the day off today. No practice.

You: Oh! Yes, right, sorry, I forgot!

Namjoon: Is everything okay?

You: Of course, don’t worry about me!”

You were pissed and hurt. Jin lied. He didn’t tell you the truth even after you called him. Where could he be? With his other lover, probably.

Once it was around six, you were sat at the dinner table with your arms crossed, staring at the door. You didn’t prepare supper like you said you were going to. You were mad. No, you were enraged. You knew he was sneaking around behind your back but you so easily caught him in a lie. And you knew that if you don’t talk to him now about his adultery, you never would. Because despite all this fucked up shit he put you through, you loved that boy more than life itself. You wished you didn’t though.

At 6:23pm, the door opened. It was him of course. He saw you sat at the table and he looked confused but took off his jacket and hung it up before coming towards you.

“Hey, babe,” He said while looking into the kitchen for the food you said you’d prepare him. “W-where’s the food?” He asked.

“Can you sit down, please.” You said in a monotone voice.

“Why? What’s this about?” He raised an eyebrow. “You’re not pregnant are you?” He joked with a little chuckle.

“Please, just for a few minutes.” You tried again. He didn’t question you any further as he sat in the chair across from you and had a worried look on his face.

“What do you want with this relationship?” You asked. He widened his eyes.

“What do you mean? What a vague question...” He scoffed.

“I mean, why are you keeping me with you when you don’t want to.”

He looked into your eyes as if he couldn’t believe what was coming out of your mouth.

“I do want to-” He started but you were quick to retort.

“No! Stop lying! I can’t handle being here if all you’re going to do is feed me lies.” You brought your hands down to your chest and held them there for a while. You were trying to slow down the rapid heartbeat in your chest.

“What are you talking about?” He raised his voice slightly to show his impatience getting to him.

“I know you’ve been seeing someone else. Don’t you dare lie, I’m not as fucking stupid as you think I am.” You felt your face heat up with anger as the memories cut deeper into your sore wounds.

“It’s not like that-” He waved his hands in front of you.

“Do I know her? Does she give you more than I give you? Was she worth it?” You felt tears brim in your eyes.

“No- I didn’t cheat! I swear, we kissed a couple times but it didn’t mean anything! She’s just a friend!” He stood up and ran a hand through his hair dramatically.

“Kissing and flirting and staying the days and night with her instead of your actual girlfriend is cheating you fucking asshole!” You stood up as well and clenched your fists so hard that you could feel your fingernails digging into your palm.

“I-I don’t know what to say...” Jin said with a sigh following shortly after.

“Let me help you out. Get the fuck out of this apartment and stay with your new lover instead. Obviously, I’m not good enough!” You felt warm tears stream down your rosy cheeks.

“I don’t know my true feelings, okay?! I don’t know if I’m still in love with you.” Jin slammed a fist down on the dining table with a loud thud.

“Well, I won’t be here to help you figure it out. It’s sad really. I loved you. I still do. But I’m too hurt to live like this any further,” You walked to the front door and put on your jacket and grabbed your purse.

“I’m going to stay with Namjoon. I expect you and all of your belongings to be gone by tomorrow.” And with that, you walked out and drove to Namjoon’s place.

Once you reached Namjoon’s, you knocked lightly, hoping you didn’t interrupt anything important. The door opened in a short time and Namjoon looked at you with a worried look. You must look like a complete mess with red, puffy eyes and a puffy face.

“What the fuck happened to you?!” He said while ushering you in.

“Jin and I broke up.” You said simply. You wanted to stay strong but as soon as the words came out of your mouth, you broke down. Before you could hit the floor, Namjoon caught you in his arms and held you tight while you sobbed loudly into his shoulder.

It took you a good twenty minutes to calm down and pull away from Namjoon’s grip. You wiped your eyes before noticing the tear stains on his white t-shirt.

“I’m sorry for just barging in like this.” You smiled with sympathy.

“It’s okay. I wasn’t doing anything anyway,” He scratched the back of his neck. “Do you want to talk about it?” He asked cautiously.

“The bastard cheated. He fell out of love with me, but kept me hanging on for a reason I’ll never understand.” You tried to sum up the story and keep it short to keep yourself from crying again.

“He cheated?! I’m gonna fucking kill him-”

“Joonie, it’s okay. Please don’t be mad at him. He was always a great guy. I think he was just afraid to tell me the truth.” You tried to defend his case. Yes, what Jin did was horrible. But he was truly a lovely man. He always remembered your birthday, bought you gifts, held you when you cried and most importantly, he loved you. Even though the feelings faded towards you after a year, you knew they were once real. You knew that the sex, the kisses, the hugs and the laughs weren’t all fake.

Of course, you were still fucking pissed at him, you knew you would probably find someone knew. You knew that Jin just wanted to save the hurt of telling you he didn’t love you any longer. You wish he would’ve told you instead of cheating, though.

“How can you defend him after this?!” Namjoon pulled at his hair.

“Because you need to understand that I love him and he did what he could to not break my heart and I’m asking you to respect that.”

“You’re fucking crazy you know that?” He chuckled and shook his head.

“Crazy for him, yes.”

-Admin Jazz

Jungkook. Hoseok. The only two names that ever crossed your mind. It’s been about two weeks since you felt Hoseok’s skin on yours. Since you’ve felt Jungkook’s lips on yours. Hoseok has at least made an effort to talk to you. Since then, Jungkook has ignored your existence and your texts. If you showed up at his place to hang out with Taehyung, he’d stay in his room. 

You didn’t know what he wanted from you. Why would he kiss you then ignore you for weeks on end? Why would he play with your fragile heart? Hoseok has taken you out multiple times since then, but your mind couldn’t stop immediately going straight to him. Jungkook. The way he ushered you out of the door after the intimate connection you shared. 

But when he ignored you, it sparked more interest for Hoseok. You were on your way to Taehyung and Jungkook’s place to play some video games with Taehyung. You already knew the drill. Jungkook would see or hear you and lock his bedroom door for the rest of the night. You didn’t even bother knocking since Tae knew you were coming. 

“Hey, (Y/N)! You ready?” Tae called from the kitchen. Jungkook saw you and instantly made a B-line for his bedroom until Taehyung grabbed his forearm to pull him onto the couch. 

“Jungkook, you have to stay and play some games with us!” Tae begged while pouting cutely. 

“No, I have things to do...” Jungkook said while trying to get off of the couch, but Taehyung wouldn’t let him budge. 

“Come on! We are all friends here!” Taehyung said while looking at you and Jungkook. 

“Yeah, let’s play Jungkook.” You said in a mimicking tone that thankfully, Taehyung didn’t catch. Taehyung didn’t know anything about what happened between the two of you and you’re pretty sure Jungkook wants it to stay that way. You think Jungkook is embarrassed and confused about what he did two weeks ago. Although, you miss him being your friend. 

“Fine. One round only.” Jungkook rolled his eyes. 

“Damn, Kook. You must be really tired...” Taehyung chuckled.

You and Jungkook were playing a round and Taehyung made you both be on a team like you always would do when he played video games with you two. You saw someone sneak up behind Jungkook’s character and you instantly shot them to protect Jungkook like the loyal teammate you intended to be. The match was about to end and you had the highest points until Jungkook turned his character around and shot you. 

“What the hell, Jungkook?!” You yelled, dropping your controller on the couch once you stood up. Jungkook looked away from you and also stood up. He started walking towards his room before you felt enraged, not just because he killed you in the game, but because of the games he’s been playing with you. 

“Goodnight, Taehyung.” 

“No, get back here and explain yourself.” You yelled once again.

“I shot you. It isn’t that deep, (Y/N).” Jungkook laughed.

“No! I mean with everything! Why have you been such an ignorant asshole to me? Why are you ignoring me? You’re the one who kissed me and then forced me away. We are supposed to be friends!” You felt all of your true emotions come out of your body as you spoke. You saw the look on Taehyung’s face from your peripheral vision. His mouth was agape and he looked very confused. 

“Is that true?” Taehyung said while looking at Jungkook. Jungkook had a shocked look on his face as if all of his secrets were just exposed; which multiple of them just was. But you didn’t care that Taehyung was just a cushion away from you. You didn’t care that Taehyung would know what happened between you and Jungkook. 

“No- Well yeah but I didn’t mean to. I don’t know what I was thinking, honestly. It was clearly a mistake. That wasn’t me trying to confess my feelings or something. I don’t like you and I never will...” Jungkook went on. 

“Why are you being such an assho-” Taehyung started before you cut him off. 

“It’s okay Taehyung, I understand. The feeling is mutual.” You said while picking up your jacket to put it on and put your hand on the doorknob of the front door. You looked into Jungkook’s eyes and you saw a glint of hurt in his eyes, but you were too angry to care. 

“Thank you for inviting me over, Tae,” You said while looking at him, but then you changed your view to Jungkook. “And maybe you should do us both a favor and stay the fuck away from me...again.” You said and slammed the door behind you. As soon as you felt the harsh wind blow at your skin, you knew that you would miss Jungkook. You’d miss the days when you’d lay in bed together, eat snacks and watch movies. You’d miss the feeling of his stupid hands wrapping around your waist when you would hug him. 

His soft lips came back to your mind. Two weeks ago. The strangest moment in your life, yet you somehow don’t regret it. You liked the way your stomach formed a knot in the moment or how his lips seemed to lock perfectly with yours. You didn’t like Jungkook. No. Even if you did, Jungkook clearly didn’t want you and that’s something you’ll have to get over one way or another. 

The tears began to fall from your eyes as you thought about losing someone dear to you. But it was inevitable. Something you were forced to accept. You felt your phone vibrate but you chose to ignore it until you got back home. When you got home, the tears were still flowing, just not as bad as before. You got plenty of strange looks from the running mascara on your cheeks but you didn’t care. You just wanted to go to sleep and pretend this evening never happened. 

The day was full of remorse. You were confused with your feelings for Jungkook- wait, no you weren’t. You didn’t have any, or so you told yourself. You couldn’t lie to yourself anymore, you thought as you sat lazily on your couch with your hair up and your grey sweatpants on. You finally checked your phone since last night and saw multiple texts from Taehyung asking if you’re okay. Of course, your reply was a lie, but you ensured him that you’ll be fine. 

While trying to distract your mind while scrolling through Instagram, your phone began to vibrate. It was Hoseok. You answered your phone hoping Hoseok would cheer you up. 

“Hey (Y/N), how was your sleep?” Hoseok said with his usual playful, gentle voice. 

“It was alright, could have been better though. How was yours?” you replied. 

“Oh? I should have come to your apartment. I could have cuddled you and grabbed some chocolates to make you feel better.” He said with a sad voice. 

“Awe, that’s sweet, but I don’t know. I think I just needed a little time to myself. It’s all good right now.” You replied. 

“Oh, are you still needing time to yourself? I was wondering if you wanted to go see a movie tonight around 10:15?″ 

“I’m good now, don’t worry about me,” You chuckled. “I’d love to go to the movies with you.” 

“Okay, great! I’ll pick you up before then. Talk to you soon!” He said while hanging up. You truly did like Hoseok, but your mind was spinning with all of this confusion given to you by Jungkook. Did you like him? Or did you want to punch him? It was all too much to think about so you decided to just get ready for your date. You did your makeup cutely, picked out a lovely purple dress and made your hair nice. A few minutes after you finished you got a text from Hoseok saying that he was outside. You slipped on your heels and grabbed your purse before walking out the door. 

The movie started and you were quite excited since you heard this movie was really good. You and Hoseok decided to share some popcorn instead of getting separate ones. The beginning of the film was good! You thought it was going to just keep getting better. Hoseok reached over and held onto your hand gently to show his affection and you loved it. You really felt something for Hoseok. More than Jungkook? Of course. Well, that’s what you told yourself.

As the movie went on, a scene came on where the man was ignoring the girl because he had feelings for her that she could not deliver back and it caused your mind to think all about Jungkook. All about his behavior these past few weeks and how he was ignoring you too. Just like the film. It hurt your heart and you’re pretty sure Hoseok began to notice your uncomfortable shifting and expression because he took his hand away from yours and drug the popcorn bucket onto his lap to indulge into. The movie just happened to be the situation you’re living in and it was quickly driving you crazy. Crazy for Him? No, of course not, just like what you’ve always told yourself...

In the movie, the man kissed the girl and she pushed him off. After that, you couldn’t help but let your mind go to you and Jungkook. You didn’t mean to torture yourself like this. You got up so abruptly that your hand knocked over the bucket of popcorn that was sat on Hoseok’s lap and spilled it on the floor. Hoseok gasped at the sudden action.

“I’m s-sorry, I just really need to go.” You said trying not to let your weak voice show, but judging by Hoseok expression he was worried. You ran off to find the exit of the theatre when you bumped into someone else. 

It just had to be Jeon Jungkook of all people. 

“(Y/N)? Are you okay?” He asked, almost like he forgot to stay mad at you. You didn’t know that you were actually crying until you felt a tear roll down your blushed cheek. You looked at him, but your eyes traveled down to his hand and saw he was holding another girls hand. She looked like she felt bad for you. You felt so embarrassed.

“(Y/N)?” You heard Hoseok call out for you. You didn’t want him to see you in this state so you looked at Jungkook once more before going straight into the bathroom. Jungkook looked behind him as you ran away, watching you but then remembered that you asked him to leave you alone during your argument. He contemplated going to you and telling you that everything will be okay, even if he knew nothing about what you were crying about. But, he also remembered the girl attached to his side. 

Jungkook walked up to Hoseok once he spotted him and told him that he saw you running to the bathroom. Hoseok thanked his friend and walked in when no one was looking. 

“(Y/N),” He started. “I know you’re in here...” 

You just sniffled and tried to wipe away as many tears as you possibly could before unlocking the stall and revealing yourself to him.

“Babe,” He said before pulling you into a hug. “Did I do something to hurt you?” He asked while stroking your hair. 

“No- It’s not you. I’m just emotional lately.” You giggle while wiping more of your tears away. 

“Do you want to talk about it?” Hoseok grabbed onto your hand. 

“No, I’ll be fine, just being a baby.” You smiled at his caring gestures. He handed you some toilet paper from one of the stalls to blot your tears away. 

“Do you want to leave? I don’t like the movie that much anyway...” 

“Please.” 

While Hoseok drove you to your apartment, you let your mind wander since it was only silence. The only noise was the radio quietly playing and Hoseok humming along to whatever song was playing. You fidgeted with your hands while you thought. 

Seeing Jungkook again, but in a less enraged state didn’t help much with your feelings. He was your best friend but now, when you think of the way he kissed you, you can’t help but imagine what it would be like to date him. You’ve already seen his best and worst sides. You’ve seen him cry and be happy and you’ve been through all his hardships and always was there to boost his ego when he needed it. And of course, he returned all of these favors when you needed them for yourself. 

But you wanted to see what Hobi could do for you. You didn’t just want to fuck him then throw him aside. You wanted to see his potential as boyfriend material. And so far, he was succeeding. He showed that he cared. So far, better than Jungkook. You decided to stop thinking about this topic to calm yourself from the recent breakdown you just had. 

When Hoseok pulled up to your place, you turned to him. 

“Do you want to come in for a bit?” You offered. 

“Oh, Sure!” He smiled.

Once you were inside, you took Hoseok’s jacket from him and hung it on the rack beside the door. 

“I love the decorations in your apartment!” Hoseok Complimented. 

“Thank you. Do you want to watch something else now or...” You offered to him. 

“Yeah of course. Maybe something less romantic and more action?” He suggested. 

“I one-hundred percent agree.” You laughed.Once a movie was picked, you say side by side on the couch with his arm around you and you leaned into his figure. As the movie went on, you felt yourself get tired. That is until Hoseok attempted to get intimate with you. He took his hand away from around you to put a finger under your chin and pull your face to his. He looked into your eyes before connecting his lips to yours. 

You liked Hoseok a lot, but you couldn’t help but think about how that pleasurable knot in your stomach that Jungkook caused when he kissed you, wasn’t in your stomach when Hoseok kissed you. You lost yourself in the kiss, even when he pulled you onto his lap. You didn’t stop even when his tongue entered your mouth. You didn’t stop when his hands grasped your ass. You didn’t stop when he moaned into your mouth. But you did stop when you felt his hips grind up into yours. You pulled away from the kiss quite suddenly and you stood up to get off of his lap. 

“I’m sorry.” He apologized breathlessly.

“It’s not your fault,” You sighed. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me! I thought it wouldn’t be so different since we already had sex once, but I just can’t...” You sat back down beside him and put your face in your hands. You weren’t just talking about having sex with this handsome man, but starting a relationship with him. He was so kind and bright and beautiful, but it felt as if your heart belonged somewhere else. 

“It’s okay. It seems like your very confused with your feelings,” He began. You didn’t like where he was taking this because you knew he was going to be right. “I think we should just stop with the dates and seeing each other for a bit. Not that I don’t want to see you! I just want to give you time and space to figure out your shit. I don’t know who or what is causing this confusion but once you figure it out, call me.” He said while he got up and put on his jacket. 

“No, Hoseok. I’m sorry-” You started, but he waved you off.

“I’m not mad, I’m doing this to help you. I get it, this shit’s hard sometimes. Take care, (Y/N).”

And with that, he walked out of your apartment. 

Part 3 anyone? 

You felt the bass of the loud music pulse through your body. Your short dress clung to your thighs and your heels stuck to the wooden floor from the spilled alcohol layering the floor. The house you were in was big and belonged to a friend of your friend, Jungkook. Jungkook insisted that you came to let loose and enjoy yourself. None of your friends were party animals except for Jungkook and Taehyung which were both at this party tonight, but you haven’t seen either of them. 

“Hey, You’re Tae’s friend, right?” A handsome man asked after he approached you with a blinding and beautiful smile. 

“Yeah, I’m (Y/N).” You smiled.

“Hoseok,” He said in an outgoing tone. “Wanna go dance? I’m actually really good.” He winked. 

“Sure.” You replied. He took the cup out of your hand to set it on the counter beside you and took your hand to go to an open spot and began to dance. The way that his hips moved was so smooth and sensual. If there wasn’t alcohol in your veins, you would’ve never agreed to dance in the first place. Dancing wasn’t really your forté, but you allowed your hips to move as well. It wasn’t long before Hoseok brought his hands to your waist to pull you tightly against his body, his hips rolling into yours. 

You loved the feeling of the friction Hoseok was causing and you couldn’t help but think of how good he’d be in bed. After dancing for a while, you both decided to get a drink together. He went into the fridge to pull out a can of sprite to make some kind of drink for you. You leaned your body against the counter and watched him. He was good looking and nice and he could do a lot with those hips. 

Since you were drunk, you felt yourself get turned on at the thought of having your way with him. You wanted to make a move to show your interest but then you were interrupted.

“(Y/N)! I found- Oh, I see you have met Hoseok, the man behind this sick party!” Jungkook yelled, clearly wasted. He reached his arm around Hoseok’s shoulders.

“You guys getting along?” Jungkook raised a single eyebrow.

“Oh, we are getting along great.” Hoseok winked at you and you smiled to yourself. Jungkook realized the sexual tension between the two of you and backed away slightly.

“Yo, Hoseok, I’m crashing on the couch tonight, okay?” Jungkook said before leaving the kitchen, not waiting for an answer. Hoseok handed you your drink and you didn’t hesitate to chug it down, which left Hoseok with an impressed look on his face. You didn’t know what to talk about and you felt a bit awkward since the alcohol hasn’t yet affected you. Hoseok said something to you but the thumping music was getting in the way. 

“What?!” You yelled.

“Let’s talk upstairs! I can’t hear anything down here!” He said, audibly this time.

He took your hand in his and led you towards the stairs. Jungkook quickly grabbed your shoulder to get your attention and you turned towards him. The alcohol you chugged down started affecting. 

“(Y/N)! Where are you two going? Your gonna miss this dope music queue.” Jungkook said in a needy tone.

“We’ll be right back, Kookie.” You replied. 

“We have to dance together when my favorite song comes on, so don’t be too long!” Jungkook smiled and ran back to Taehyung. You rolled your eyes. Jungkook was such a child. Hoseok continued to lead you up the wooden stairs and into a bedroom you were assuming was his. You both sat on his bed and you smiled lightly at him, not sure what he was so eager to talk about. The music was still loud but it was softer and you didn’t have to scream to be heard. Hoseok put a hand cautiously on your lower thigh and your breath got caught in your throat. 

“I’m into you, (Y/N). You’re very...intriguing. Very beautiful too.” Hoseok spoke up. Clearly, the alcohol he drank was speaking. 

“Wow, really? That’s surprising. No one I’m interested in is ever into me too.”You laughed awkwardly.

“You’re into me too?” 

“Well, yeah. Look at you.” You blushed at your own words. 

Hoseok moved his face closer to yours while his hand that was placed on your thigh was moved to your side to lightly grip onto. Before you could think properly, his lips were on yours. You didn’t mind. He was a hot guy. Very hot. You kissed back without a thought. The kiss was gentle but full of lust. It didn’t take long for you to push him back onto the bed and straddling him. You connected your lips back to his instantly but you added tongue to see if that’s what he wanted, and it was. His tongue softly massaged yours and his hands wondered to squeeze your sides playfully. The taste of vodka on his tongue invaded your mouth as his tongue kept going against yours. You felt your hips involuntarily grind against his and you pulled away to sit upon him. Your dress rode up and exposed your red lacy panties that made Hoseok get hard. He wanted- no, he needed to see what was underneath that sexy dress.

He played with the bottom of your dress for a few seconds before tugging it over your head. 

“Wow. You’re sexy like this.” Hoseok basically moaned at the sight of you.

You pulled his t-shirt off of him and his hands connected with the back of your bra and fumbled for a few seconds before he finally got it off and it was thrown on the floor along with your dress.

“I’d love to see my dick in your mouth, babe.” 

You were taken back at his words, but simply nodded and he stayed laid back on the bed while you furthered yourself down between his legs. You unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them off of his legs. His boxers were next to join the rest on the floor and his hard cock stood hard against his stomach. You were surprised at his length. 

“What’re you waiting for?” Hoseok chuckled. You then took most of Hoseok in your mouth and used your hand on the rest. You swirled your tongue around his tip before bobbing your head at a reasonable pace. Hoseok left out throaty groans at the feeling. Hoseok pushed the hair out of your face so he could see your expressions better. 

“Get on your hands and knees, babe,” Hoseok spoke up. Your mouth left his dick so you could do as he said. 

“Ass up.” He demanded. You made sure to put your ass up and he brought his hand down to leave a hand print on your skin as he smacked your ass hard. You whimpered at the feeling. 

You could feel your wetness soaking your panties through and Hoseok noticed. He smirked and said, “Look how wet you are. All for me? Your such a slut, aren’t you?” 

“Yes, all for you.” You said and impatiently wiggled your ass gently. Hoseok reached into his bedside table and pulled out a condom and put it on. 

“Are you ready for this cock?” He asked cockily. You just moaned and nodded.

Hoseok pulled your panties down your legs and threw them on the floor and pushed himself inside of you. You moaned out instantly. His pace was rough, fast and he held onto your lower back. You could feel your ass bounce off of him with every thrust. Your moans were loud but both of you were too drunk to care about the outcome the next day. You began to rub your clit to help bring yourself to your climax quickly. Hoseok’s thrusts slowed down and his moans got louder. He slammed into once more before he came into the condom. He pulled out of you and you collapsed onto the bed. Hoseok pulled off the condom, tied it and threw it into his small wastebasket beside his nightstand. You didn’t cum, but you honestly couldn’t be bothered to get help so you got under the covers beside him and fell asleep.

Your eyes fluttered open. You felt the feeling of a sheet wrapped around your body and weaved through your legs. You remembered everything that happened last night. Especially what went down in this bed hours earlier. You looked beside you and Hoseok was nowhere to be seen. You looked at the blue clock that was hung on his wall and saw that it was 11:00 am. You stood up and stretched before attempting to collect your panties and bra from last night. You put them on and right when you were about to put your dress back on, Hoseok came into the room. 

“Woah! Good morning to you too.” Hoseok said while eyeing up your body. You felt yourself get a little shy and started to put on your dress when Hoseok grabbed your wrist to stop you. 

“You can borrow some of my clothes.” He chuckled. He went to his closet and threw a black t-shirt and a pair of boxers. Hoseok was a skinny guy so the clothes weren’t too unflattering on your figure. 

“There is some food downstairs,” Hoseok said and you followed him down the stairs. You saw Taehyung and Jungkook sitting in the living room with another guy you knew as Jin; although you never spoke to him before.

You felt embarrassed as you walked down the stairs and all of the boys stared at you. You knew that they knew what was done upstairs last night. Hoseok was just cocky like he was proud he hooked up with someone like you.

Hoseok sat you down at the dinner table in the kitchen and gave you a bowl of cereal and got one for himself. 

“So, last night was nice...” Hoseok smiled before taking a spoonful of Cheerios and you almost choked on yours at the unsuspected comment.

“It was...” You smiled back. 

“I’m sorry if this is awkward. Honestly, I probably wouldn’t have made such brave advances if I was sober.” He awkwardly scratched his neck. 

“Me too. I don’t know what came over me.” You giggled. 

“I liked it though, hopefully, we keep in contact.” 

You didn’t know if Hoseok actually wanted to get to know you or fuck you but you were willing to make that mistake. 

“Yes, I agree.” You smiled and finished up your cheerios. You and Hoseok decided to join the rest of the boys in the living room. 

“So, Hobi. When are your parents coming back?” Taehyung asked. 

“Not for another two weeks. We can have another party next week if you guys would be up for that.” 

Everyone agreed to have another party. But Taehyung noticed your silence.

“What about you, (Y/N)? Will you come to the next one? You sure had fun this time...” He said smirking.

“Fuck off, Tae.” You blushed.

“Yeah, fuck off. she has nothing to be embarrassed about.” Hoseok winked at you. 

“Yeah, I’d say.” You heard Jungkook mumble. 

“What was that?” You glared in his direction.

“It doesn’t matter.” Jungkook shook his head and stood up to leave but you gripped his arm.

“What’s your problem?” You asked.

“You’re both my problem,” He looked at you and Hoseok. “You were driving me insane all night! I couldn’t sleep down here with all the moaning and dirty talking. I’m tired, I’m gonna go home...” Jungkook yanked his arm out of your grip and slammed the front door behind him. 

“Looks like he didn’t get enough sleep.” Jin rolled his eyes. The rest laughed at his comment. But you were too focused on his harsh outburst. You knew you needed to give him space and time to sleep so you waited at Hoseok’s house until you decided to visit Jungkook. 

Hoseok offered to drive you home and you agreed because it was quite chilly outside. When you got to your apartment building, Hoseok spoke. 

“Well, there you are.” He said as he pulled over to the side of the street. 

“Thank you for driving me Hoseok. I had a nice weekend.” You smiled. 

“I hope you find out what Jungkook’s problem is. I don’t understand why he acted like that.” Hoseok shook his head. 

“I’ll find out, thanks again.” You said and you were about to get out of the car before he pulled you towards him and placed a soft kiss on your lips. 

“Call me, I’d love to take you out soon.” He winked and you nodded and left. You went inside to change out of Hobi’s clothes and put on your own. You didn’t bother texting Jungkook because you knew he’d be petty and ignore his phone. You walked the short way to Jungkook’s house and knocked on the door. Taehyung, being his roommate, answered the door. 

“Oh! Hey, (Y/N)! Is it our weekly gaming night tonight?” Taehyung asked confused.

“No, that’s tomorrow. I’m here for Jungkook, remember?” 

“Oh yeah! He’s in his room.” Taehyung let you in. You wandered down the hall and gently knocked on Jungkook’s door. 

“Hmph. Come in, Taehyung.” Jungkook mumbled on the other side of the door. You opened it to reveal yourself.

“It’s actually me...” You said afraid of what his reaction would be.

“Oh.” 

“Why are you so angry towards me, Kook.” You asked while sitting beside him on his bed.

“I’m not.” 

“I know you are, just tell me, please. So I can fix it.” You begged.

“I was just tired. I told you already.” He said while picking up his phone and scrolled through twitter.

“Are you sure that’s it?” You asked skeptically.

“I said that, didn’t I?” He scoffed.

“Okay, well, I’m sorry for keeping you awake last night. I swear I didn’t know that was going to happen.” You blushed at the memory.

“You know, you’re very oblivious,” Jungkook stated.

“What? Oblivious to what?” You asked.

You didn’t have much time to process what was happening, but you knew this was going to fuck you up for a while. His soft lips were on yours. His hands were on your cheeks to hold you in place during this passionate kiss. You didn’t kiss back because you were afraid. When he pulled back he looked into your eyes for a while before getting up.

“I shouldn’t have done that. I’m sorry, maybe you should leave.” Jungkook said shyly while ushering you out his bedroom door. 

“I’ll- I’ll talk to you later, (Y/N).” 

Chapter 2 anyone?

“Finally!” You exclaimed as the song finished and you collapsed to the floor.

“We are never going to get this right if you keep taking 10-minute breaks, (Y/N). It’s already 2am. Let’s get this done.” Daniel said looking at you like he was disappointed. 

You looked up at him and admired his sweat-drenched face. Some of his hair was sticking to his face and his chest moved up and down as he breathed heavily.

“Fine...” You said, getting up off the floor.

“Let’s do it again,” Daniel said, turning away from you and re-starting the song. It was a dance that your company would be uploading to advertise you and Daniel's groups. It had very sexual choreography that was meant to spark a dating rumor between you two, which wouldn't be hard to fake since you two were so close. In the end, it was for publicity.

You hear your cue and walk to center stage and start grinding against him just as the choreographer said. As you’re grinding on him you feel a bulge forming in his pants. You smirk to yourself as you avoid eye contact in the mirror and move on to the next part. The Part where you lay on the ground while he grinds on you was coming up next. You laid down and he slowly started by doing a handstand, you saw his strong arms on either side of your head flex as he came down slowly, and began to grind on you. 

Your faced flushed when you made eye contact. He took this opportunity to tease you by lightly kissing your neck before getting off of you.  Chills ran down your spine as you got up and continued dancing. The song ended with you and him standing face to face, chests heaving, and passions running wild.

“What are you waiting for Daniel?” you asked, your faces just inched apart. Daniel looked at you puzzled.

“Are you going to kiss me, or make me wait?” You asked, not skipping a beat. The warmth of his body was radiating around you and you could smell his cologne. You wanted him right here, right now.

Just as you were thinking of making the move yourself and leaning in, Daniel grabbed your waist, pulled you close to him, and kissed you. It started with his soft lips gently touching yours. He continued to give you soft pecks while he lifted up your shirt slightly to rub small circles on your sides. As the kiss got more intense, you put your hands under his shirt to feel his washboard abs. His tongue lightly licked your lips to ask for permission to enter; which you willingly permitted. What started as an innocent kiss had escalated to a full-on make-out session.

Soon, Daniel, had you pressed against the mirror of the practice room. He held your hands above your head as he began to kiss your neck. You were moaning as he nipped and sucked at the sensitive spot on your neck. His large hands wandered down your body and under your shirt, where he started to grope your breasts, making you even wetter and louder. 

“(Y/N), if you don’t quiet down, we won’t be able to have any fun,” Daniel growled against your neck. 

You whined in response as his plump lips reconnected with yours. While one of his hands continued to play with your breasts, the other one traveled down to the front of your shorts. His fingers slipped under the waistband and he started to rub your clothed clit. You bit your lip trying to suppress the moan and started to grind down on his hand. You wanted him where you needed most, so you started to whimper as you snapped your hips back and forth, hoping that he would catch on. 

“Let’s get these off of you...” Daniel said as he started to pull your shorts and underwear down. Once your clothes were discarded, Daniel’s mouth found yours again in a sloppy make out, and his long fingers quickly found their way to your clit. You were whining and trying to pull him closer to your body. You turned into a needy mess as his fingers continued to rub your clit. The familiar feeling of an orgasm started to build up and you stopped kissing him to relish in the feeling. As soon as you stopped kissing him back, Daniel stopped, took a small step back and undid his pants and pulled down his boxers to reveal his hard cock. You gasped as he lifted you up and pushed you against the mirror again. He then guided his dick inside of you and started to thrust into you. Your moans and his grunts started to echo through the room, mixing with the sound of the song that was playing over and over again in the background.

Just when you were on the brink of orgasm, you heard someone trying to open the door. Luckily that door stuck, and you and Daniel had enough time to put your clothes back on and look presentable before the door opened. It was Guanlin. You and Daniel both let out the air that you were holding in. He was too innocent to even realize what was happening even if he had walked in while you were doing the act.

“Have you guys seen Woojin? He was supposed to buy me food.” Guanlin asked from the doorway.

“No, I haven't seen him since Lunchtime.” You said as Daniel nodded his head.

“Oh, okay,” Guanlin said before turning around and closing the door.

“I'm going to strangle that kid...” Daniel said. Then Daniel picked up his phone and left the studio, still horny and angry.

You sighed as you took your phone and also left. You would have to deal with this when you got home.

Today was the day that Seungcheol got back from his business trip to Canada. It was clear from the few texts that he sent you that the meetings didn’t go well and he would have a lot of pent-up aggression to let out. So when you saw his all black car pull up the driveway to your house, well one of his houses that you lived in, your heart started to flutter. You stood up from your spot on the couch and started to walk towards the door when it opened, showing an angry looking Seungcheol in a suit with the tie still done up.

He power walked up to you and used one hand to pull you by your hips closer to him and the other to grab your face as he kissed you. His plump lips where already bruised and wet when his lips attached to yours, meaning that he was biting it the whole way there from the airport. The kiss deepened as he pulled your body even closer to his, and slipped his tongue into your mouth. You let his tongue explore your mouth, knowing that a battle for dominance wasn’t needed. He pulled away from the kiss and looked down at you, after staring in silence for a few more seconds, he pecked your now plump lips, and said,

“I’m home. I want to be in bed with you, now.” and then looked towards the hallway that led to your shared room. You got lost in your thoughts for a moment making Seungcheol think that you were ignoring him. He reached his hand down to your heat and rubbed a few circles on your clit over your shorts making you jump. You moaned out as he started to kiss your neck, biting it occasionally. When he reconnected your lips to his, he started to push you backward, not stopping until the back of your legs hit the bed. 

He pushed you down on the bed as he kissed his way down your body, your clothes were ripped off and so were his. Once your shorts were out of the way of his gentle kisses he started to kiss you over your pink underwear, eventually making his way to where you needed him most. “Fuck, (Y/N) I want to make you scream my name,” he mumbled against the pink material. You moaned out in response, entangling your hands in his hair and pushing him farther into your heat. You were both crazy about giving and receiving oral so you knew that he wouldn’t mind. You started to bite your lip as he pulled the pink fabric off of your pussy. He started to lick hot strips across your pussy lips, licking up some of your wetness in the process. Seungcheol started to lick your clit, just how he knew you liked it. He continued to eat you out while you moaned his name subconsciously. You blushed and then bit your lip to suppress any more moans. Seungcheol noticed this and inserted one of his long fingers into you, curling in up to your sweet spot. “Princess, you look so fucking good like this,” he said pumping his fingers inside of you. You felt your orgasm building as you continued to suppress your moans not wanting to embarrass yourself again. Just as your orgasm was about to wash over you, Seungcheol stopped moving and took his finger out of you. He smirked as he looked at your naked and needy body. His eyes made their way to your face and he crawled up your body to start kissing you when your lips connected, you immediately went to grab his hard cock. Your hand slid down, across his chest and his abs. As soon as you felt his tip, your lip was caught between your teeth. You started to jack him off and eventually, his head came close to yours. You let your lip escape from between your teeth and you kissed him. This kiss was exactly as you expected. Hungry and full of lust from both of you. Your hand stopped pumping his length, making Seungcheol growl. Seungcheol then started to slam his cock into you, making your toes curl with pleasure. His eyes were closed with concentration as sweat beads started to appeared on his forehead. With one hand he reached down and rubbed your clit while he pounded into you. Your orgasm started to build again, making you bite down on your lip to suppress the moans. “Let those moans out, (Y/N),” Seungcheol said sternly, continuing his pace. you shook your head no, so he stopped moving and then after waiting a few moments with your pussy clenching around him he slammed back into you, making it impossible to hold in your moans. You yelled his name and he started to pick up the pace, you could tell that he was getting close to his orgasm as his pace started to quicken even more. 

The coil of pleasure that was in your stomach was so tight that you could burst any moment. You wrapped your legs around Seungcheol’s hips, letting him go deeper and your hands fisted the sheets. As you came, Seungcheol followed soon after. Seungcheol rolled off of you and handed you some tissues to clean yourself up with. You cleaned yourself off and laid beside him panting. “I love you,” you whispered in between pants. You knew that he heard you, and you knew that he was going to ignore you and then take you to your own bed while he sleeps in his bed. It made you sad to think that your feelings weren’t reciprocated but there was nothing that you could do about it, at least for now.

It was 9:15 pm and you finally saw Jimin after two months. You’ve gone longer without seeing him but you wanted to see and touch him again. The moment you saw him walk through the brown front door frame, your heart fluttered. 

“Jimin!” You yelled and ran into his warm and loving embrace. He always wrapped his strong arms around you tightly because he didn’t want to ever let his baby go, but every time he left for tour, he had to. Jimin loved you a lot and didn’t think you truly knew how much his heart bursts when he gets the news that a new tour is starting up or how his chest ached when he heard you softly cry over the phone when you just missed seeing him in person instead of seeing him through a low-quality webcam on Skype. Jimin leaned down and placed a sweet kiss on your needy lips. 

“I’ve missed you so much,” Jimin said as you continued to bury your face in the crook of his soft neck. You took in his familiar scent and the feeling of his body next to yours. 

“I’m so glad that you’re here,” You said while letting go of him. “I’m going to go make some tea for us.” You said as you walked into the dimly lit kitchen. The only light being from the bright, full moon that was shining through the window and a small wall light above the sink. You opened your cupboard and rummaged around to find your tea bags but all you could see was a bag of ground coffee. You must’ve forgotten that you drank all of the tea during exam week. 

Jimin came into the kitchen shortly after and wrapped his hands around your waist from behind you and rested his chin on your on your shoulder delicately. 

“I only have coffee. Do you want some coffee?” You asked him. 

“You know what I want...” He said in a seductive tone. 

“...Coffee?” You raised an eyebrow. 

“No,” Jimin whined. 

“I’m sorry, I don’t have any tea left.” You pouted. 

“I want you...” Jimin whispered before gently biting your earlobe.

“Oh,” You smiled to yourself. “We haven’t even had a conversation yet, Jimin.” You chuckled lightly. He began kissing your neck to express his neediness while his hands loosely grasped your hips.

“We haven’t seen each other in months. I miss making love to you.” Jimin said. You shuddered at his words and the feeling of his thick lips on your neck between his persuasive words. The words he spoke made you shudder and the familiar heat goes straight to your core because of the innocence and gentleness laced between his words intended to be more filthy. You finally turned around to face him and he ran his fingers through his freshly dyed blonde hair with a playful smile on his plump, beautiful and pink lips. 

You placed your lips on his and his hands gripped your sides. Your hands wrapped around his neck so that you could make the kiss deeper. 

“I must say that I’ve missed your lips.” You said to Jimin. He just laughed before re-connecting your lips once again, but this time sloppier. His tongue slipped into your mouth and your lips swirled together and his hands reached down to your ass. 

“You have no idea how much I wanted this for months.” He breathed. His body pushed you until you hit the counter. His hands went up to your waist and lifted you up to sit on the counter. His lips trailed down to your neck and he bit and sucked harshly, sure to leave a mark in the process. He pulled back and looked at you with that look you loved seeing. His eyes looked so lustful and dark.

“Arms up.” He spoke. You wasted no time to do so and he roughly pulled your white shirt over your head and threw it on the cold linoleum floor. His eyes gawked at your bare chest.

“No bra? Naughty...” He smirked. He took your breasts in both of his hands and squeezed while his thumbs ran over your hard nipples. You bit your lip at the sensation on your sensitive nubs. His lips went back to your lips once more before he started unbuttoning your shorts. You lifted yourself so he could remove them and they joined your shirt on the floor along with your panties. 

“Wow,” Jimin whispered while looking up and down your body that was illuminated by the moonlight. “So beautiful,” He said while he drug a hand down to your clit and rubbed smooth circles. “So sexy.” 

A whimper left your parted lips at the sudden feeling of his finger. 

“You’re so wet, and I’ve barely even touched you,” Jimin said in awe. You blushed slightly at his dirty words. Jimin knelt down in front of you and left sloppy kisses on the inside of your thighs. He stopped right before your clit.

“Can I taste?” He muttered. You nodded instantly, in need of some sort of friction. Jimin wasted no time to connect his warm, wet tongue on your heat. His tongue swirled around at a quick pace and a choked out moan left your throat. It was like you almost forgot how good Jimin’s tongue felt against you. Since it has been so long since you’ve had this form of pleasure, your high was quickly approaching. 

“I’m gonna-” You started but your moan interrupted your speech as Jimin’s tongue worked as fast as possible against your clit. 

“Cum for me, baby.” Jimin encouraged. Shortly after, your hips bucked up as you came against Jimin’s tongue. Jimin lapped up all your juices and stood back up with a glistening chin and lips. His lips engulfed yours in a rough and messy kiss. You could taste your arousal on his tongue when it entered your mouth once again. 

“We aren’t done yet,” Jimin smirked. His hard cock was straining against his jeans and you reached over to pull off his shirt which joined the pile of your clothes on the floor and he took off his pants and boxers. You reached down to stroke his length as your lips didn’t disconnect from his. His lips trailed down your neck with open-mouthed kisses and he took one of your nipples into your mouth and his tongue flicked over the erect nub. You took a fistful of his soft hair and pulled lightly. 

“Jimin-ah, just fuck me already.” You whined impatiently.

He obeyed your request and began to line himself up to your entrance. He ran his cock between your slick folds a few times before plunging deep inside of you. 

“Holy fuck.” You muttered into his ear.

“You’re so tight,” Jimin said with a moan following shortly after. He picked a fast but steady pace and continuously pounded into you. You bit your lip to suppress the impending moans that threatened to spill from your lips. 

“Come on baby, let me hear those beautiful moans,” Jimin said while picking up his pace. You couldn’t hold back much longer so groans and moans left your throat. You forgot just how good Jimin felt inside of you. You forgot how sexy his dirty talk sounded, how hot the fucked out expression looked on his concentrated face and how Jimin knew exactly what you liked and how you liked it. Your second orgasm was building up and ready to explode anytime now. A knot was forming in your stomach and by the way your eyes squeezed shut and the string of curse words mixed with moans came from your mouth, Jimin knew you were about to release for the second today. 

“Go on, cum around my cock,” Jimin said in your ear. 

“Fuck- Jimin.” You moaned as your pussy clenched around Jimin’s cock and you spilled around him. Jimin rode out your orgasm while he was chasing his own. Jimin pulled out shortly after and pumped his length that was wet with your cum.

“Where do you want me to cum?” Jimin asked. Instead of answering him, you hopped off of the counter and got on your knees to take his throbbing length in your mouth. You could taste yourself on him. 

“You’re so dirty...” Jimin groaned as you bobbed your head on his cock. The way Jimin grabbed the back of your head and thrusts himself in your mouth was a pretty good giveaway that he was going to cum any second. You felt his warm liquid shoot into your mouth and you swallowed all of it. You smiled up at Jimin and you helped up fro your knees into a standing position.  He kissed you passionately before collecting the clothes off of the floor and helping you back into them. 

“Thank you so much, baby.” Jimin smiled shyly before wrapping his arms around your waist.

“That was a lot better than tea anyway.” You chuckled. He laughed at your remark and lead you to the bedroom.