@EVERY1HATESRAI

life is really just. a game isn’t it. like i don’t mean this in a pessimistic cynical way but like. i could decide i’m a super famous model tomorrow. and then tomorrow i could decide it was fun for a day but i’d like to go back to my normal life and wake up the day after as if nothing happened. i could decide there’s a $20 bill in the pocket of my jeans and i will reach into them and find one there. i could decide i didn’t feel like going to a club meeting and just have it moved. scarcity doesn’t exist for me, i could easily find any rare item or just simply know it’s downstairs in my room and it will be. i can get into any college i want. i can decide i don’t want to go to college yet still somehow find a high paying job. i could be feeling low and decide a compliment would be nice and a stranger would walk up to me and compliment my outfit. i could be as tall or short as i want. i could speak any language in the world. if i got a bad grade i could just decide i got a 100% and i did. i could be missing an old friend i haven’t spoken to in years and decide they’ll reach out to me and they will, some way some how. i could decide i want to sleep a bit more and slow down time for a bit and take a 1 hour nap in 15 minutes. i could go back and relive any day i want. i could change anything i didn’t like. i could shift right now to meet my favorite fictional characters. i could decide i don’t want to clean my room and that it’s already clean and it will be. i can bring my favorite show back from cancellation. i can eat anything i want and gain as little or as much weight as i want. time isn’t real. circumstances don’t matter. i already can have anything i want, i just have to decide & the rest comes instantly. 

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