A.D.

I am from germany,I'm 21 yearsold,my fav color is yellow- always has been and always will be :)

I prefer Coffee over Tea (yes I know :') )

I am in love with the moon,mushrooms,moss..nature in general for some strange and unexplainable reason haha

I write poems in order to not go completely insane.I love classical music and I am a huge fan of all the Studio Ghibli movies,Harry Potter,Hobbit,The Lord Of Rings,Alan Rickman and many more<3

I love to take pictures but sadly I don't own a 'real' camera,only my phone ****

Two different nights,same moon.

My bday is in 4 days. There was a time, not that long ago, where I wished to disappear completely. I can't tell you what has changed maybe nothing, maybe everything. I do seem to be happier than before. At least that's what I want them to think.-I don't want them to worry about me again.From time to time the darknessl tries really hard to fully consume me..but I learned how to escape-

It has been a long time since my last post!

A lot of things happened and life didn't treat me very well, but here I am posting again. Anyway, here are a few pictures of cute mushrooms I took a few days ago. The quality of the pictures could be better but I was in a hurry when I took them bc mosquitoes were biting me everywhere..No, literally EVERYWHERE.

See how people still adore the moon,even when she is only half?

Why do you assume that you constantly have to give 100%? Sometimes half is more than enough..because in the end,all you did was trying and this my dear,is more than anyone could ever ask for.

I love her

~A.D.

"It's never really completely dark,you know?

Because there is always light..and if it's not around you,it is within you."

Enjoy

"Is that all?"

Too late

I look at myself, tears begin to fill my eyes

"This can't be all, this just isn't right!"

I touch my cheeks, I close my eyes-

"I try, I really try!"

I shout and scream,

I begin to tremble

My eyes scan my body

I start to remember

Too late

I notice my breath, almost terrified by its pace

I hold onto myself, trying to fix what is already too late.

Now my legs break beneath, my arms fall straight off

I take a last glimpse, before I shatter into dust

Too late

English is not my first language so please do not make fun of any grammar mistakes.🥲I am open to criticism.Feel free to comment. Love yall🌱

"Don't stress yourself" :

As I sit here on the grass I wonder-

I wonder how I made it this far.

I look around and notice the trees-

How they dance and tremble

I watch, as now my eyes meet two bees

Gently flying around, unimpressed by anything beneath

I look up at the sky, all colors of blue meet my eye

I see not only the sun who gently caress my skin with heat

My eyes also meet the moon, who silently seeks-

"How sweet", I think to myself.

On the left, right above my head, the moon.

The sun on the right, almost out of my sight.

I look down and wonder, though my eyes find their way back-

Is it really important if I haven't figured out anything yet?

I mean,

the moon and the sun, the earth in between and as the tiniest dot out of 8 billion, me.

It doesn't matter what I do..or not

Because the moon and the sun will greet each other, even if I'm not there to watch.