pls don't yell at me I just work here

🍟🍔🍦 "i give you off-brand version of your on-brand faves" 🍦🍔🍟

Keep daydreaming about your scenarios. Daydream daydream daydream. At night, in the morning, while washing dishes, while walking. Keep it in your brain until it gets in the way of your daily life. Until you can't even sleep without thinking about it.

From that point on, you will have no choice but to expel it out. Give birth to it. Natural or c-section. Up to you.

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https://www.wattpad.com/story/398246170-lie-to-me

u dont have to post this but i just wanna recommend it to you hihi

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staring at you like this rn :3c

looking right back at ya ;3;

Stay safe, madam Suu. Sending you virtual smooches, bear hugs, and a tea. 😘

thank you anon. I guess it's hard to let go of it a bit since i made writing my primary hobby to try out, and it does feel slightly weird if i don't do it. It's like taking rest from the thing that I do when I rest HAHAHA. but yeah, will be drawing a bit for a while. Also been binge watching animes and tidying up my house bit by bit.

but thank you anon you sweet thing! we tight like this now:

Don't force yourself to write if your mind isn’t into it, only do it on your own volition, for yourself! People can be selfish and always ask for more, it can get extremely tiring overtime. I hope you can take time for yourself while letting yourself rest.. lots of love <33 (you don’t have to reply to this, this is just a message for you!)

hello anon, thank you for coming out! I'm happy for us to have the chance to talk with each other :) <3!

I think I'm still a bit confused on my feelings myself anon which is why I kind of hesitated to write out my rant.

I think what when I say "i'm not having fun anymore..." is less on the writing aspect itself, and more on the interacting. (I'm just gonna use my strawb pie analogy again because that's my soup brain can best explain things rn so thank you for working with me for a moment 😭)

but I guess the problem is less of "I'm not having fun baking anymore" and it's more "i'm not having fun sharing my baking, or even talking about baking in general" anymore (which may or may not influence too if im having fun with baking the process as well). Like sure maybe i'll make practice pies from time to time for my own self-indulgence. But I guess i just really really miss the times when i felt like i was just your good ol neighbor bringin out pies for the potluck and having a nice laugh with everyone.

nowadays it feels like i just make pie, go to the potluck, wait for all of us to have a fun time... but then get nothing. i just watch people eat my pie in front of me, not saying anything, and leave. and the people who do speak are just people who... want to know if i have anymore strawberry pie. just expecting me to give them another round.

which like, again, i'll make it clear that I don't feel much pressure. I really don't care about that lol. I write and bake for myself lol. i love pies.

but i guess it's less of feeling pressured, and more of feeling.... tired to be more accurate. Who knows, maybe im just being delulu like an old lady sprouting about the "good ol days" of when my blog was still kinda fresh and starting out. the syngergy was nice.

Lke with the increase of people, I did get a bit overwhelmed and shy at first, but i got over it. Like hey, more people to be part of the baking club right?