『解離してますよ～』

• While I write Hifumi as a gay man, I also write him as having the mental illness known as OTHER SPECIFIED DISSOICATIVE DISORDER 1B (OSDD1b). As someone with this disorder, I feel comfortable in my portrayal of him having this. However, because of this note I will be referring to Hifumi, the host of the system as Hifumi, and his protective alter by Izanami. Izanami is not a gay man, he is pansexual and is willing to date anyone, He and Hifumi are not one in the same, they are separate individuals. 

• Hifumi is a victim of sexual assault and reacts very poorly to woman due to fear. Please do not joke about this nor purposely have woman pester him because it is truly retraumatizing to him. If you want to have a character that is a woman speak to him, you will have to speak with Izanami first or you will have to speak with Hifumi in a situation that is controlled such as over the phone or computer.

• I’m very selective on who I write with, due to how I portray Hifumi, So if I do not follow you back, no hard feelings, I’m just selective. Because of this as well, i’m not really associated with the overall community or any community, I really just will write with who I want to write with and feel comfortable writing with regardless of the community.

• Because of the nature of my portrayal and how hypmic is as a franchise, there will be a lot of dark themes here. If you can’t handle vivid descriptions of dissociation, unreality, and lapses in memory, as well as mentions of sexual assault and trauma relating to it, then please don’t follow. Please also don’t follow if you are under 18.

Bubbly laughter is heard in the host club as Izanami entertained the guests like he always would, not a single thought in his mind. Though when phone rings he politely excuses himself, explaining that this must be a business call, afterall, it is business hours! Well, it won’t be for much longer. Truly his shift was ending and he could easily leave at this point. He hummed as he went into the back quickly and answered the phone, hearing gentaro’s plea that he has became lost while roaming Shinjuku- This late at night? Truly a poor choice.

                         『Roaming around this late at night in a place you are unfamiliar? That is a strange thing even for you. 』Though there is a laugh that accompanies his words. Well, it shouldn’t be to hard to find the writer so long as he gives a detailed description of where he is.  『And where might you have found yourself? Tell me what is around you and surely I will be able to find you in no time.』Which was true! After a bit of back and forth to figure out his location, Izanami nods his head and hangs up the phone to go and find the other. 

What a strange place for the other to end up, but perhaps he simply needed to observe some people enjoying the nightlife and city- He did write his books based on what he saw around him. Still, to think he would end up lost like this ...

                          『I did already tell ya~ Like, it’s confusing, ya know?』No, he doesn’t know at all, Hifumi! You do a very poor job of explaining yourself, not that Izanami does any better at explaining himself when it comes to the topic of your names and the differences between you two. 『Like ya, Izanami is my name but it’s not my name? Come on, you gotta understand that!』

He feels like he has explained this so many times to him, but really it’s only been twice, maybe. The nickname suggestion makes him laugh though, He is obviously not serious but what if Hifumi takes it seriously? Then what? Then what are you gonna do writer boy? Refuse him?

                           『Hnn? What is Tarotaro talking about? The worst fourth grader? Why fourth grade? That’s so hyper specific!』

But it makes him very curious as to why he thought he was the worst in fourth grade and why he pin pointed fourth grade out of all the years? Well, Fourth graders are pretty terrible, but Hifumi thinks high schoolers are the absolute worst types of kids. He might just be biased though.

on  second  thought  ,  izanami-san  ,  kindly  choke .

if I am to be frank? it feels as though I've likened myself to trash

what's it like being homophobic in 2021?

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