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FREE ME!!!!!!! Idk from what...I just want to be free from literally everything

Sorry I’m late I was touching soft moss on a stone wall

Being like. Post-suicidal is so strange. Like hiiiii everybody im new I spent a good chunk of my life languishing and have like 3 or 4 lived experiences. But now I'm ready to fuck and party or whatever. Can we be friends. Im so happy to be here. Can we be friends

its crazy how pretty much every single thing you can possibly do eithetr feels bad at first and then good or good at first but then bad

i wanna be so offline but unfortunately i love my mutuals and fanfiction

i think abt anne rice’s answer to “what are your work habits for a novel?” probably every single day

getting older and weirder and sexier and more perverted and gluttonous and intelligent and blunt and eloquent and spontaneous and skilled is literally what it's all about

(guy who's not getting anything done voice) I need to learn every skill and all information

life is nothing without eroticism and whimsy

Patience, clever, curious, artistic, whom no one takes seriously. Full of a cornucopia of fleeting interests that render her ridiculous to many. Flighty and frivolous. Unsuitable. Betrayed by by the golden prince who would have been king, exposed to ridicule because of his indiscretion. She had so much love in her heart for the bastard he left behind. Adopted the abandoned young boy as her own, for the child she never bore herself. Lost said son to torture, and endured his loss for fifteen years. In the crisis that followed, watched over the land she might have been queen of in another life, sacrificing her own valuables for the sake of her people. Stepped aside to make way for the queen regent, bearing the heir to the Farseer throne. Retiring to Tradeford in honour, but what is honour to all she has endured? Patience. Patience. Patience. SHE IS PATIENCE.

this is all being filtered through my lens btw.

u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then