Carnival of Carnage

send one of the following symbols for a moodboard about my muse:

⭐ for a moodboard of my muse’s personality

🎵 for a moodboard of my muse’s taste in music

🧦 for a moodboard of my muse’s sense of style

🥨 for a moodboard of my muse’s favorite things to eat

🐍 for a moodboard of my muse’s biggest fears

💕 for a moodboard of our muse’s romantic relationship

💛 for a moodboard of our muse’s friendship

🍁 for a moodboard of my muse’s favorite season

☔ for a moodboard of my muse’s favorite kind of weather

♡    inspired  by    the  2000  film  directed  by    mary  harron  .     add  context    &     change  gendered  language  to  your  needs .    content  warning  for  strong     &     violent  language  .     happy  writing .ᐟ

❝ god,  i  hate  this  place.  ❞

❝ they  don’t  have  a  good  bathroom  to  do  coke  in.  ❞

❝ you’re  the  voice  of  reason.  the  boy  next  door.  ❞

❝ you’re  a  fucking  ugly  bitch.  ❞

❝ there  is  an  idea  of  [ name ],  but  there  is  no ‘real  me.’  ❞

❝ be  a  doll  and  get  me  a  mineral  water,  okay .ᐣ  ❞

❝ don’t  wear  that  outfit  again.  ❞

❝ come  on.  you’re  prettier  than that.  ❞

❝ we  should  do  it.  get  married,  have  a  wedding.  ❞

❝ no.  i  can’t  take  the  time  off  work.  ❞

❝ i  hate  that  job.  i  don’t  see  why  you  just  don’t  quit.  ❞

❝ i  want  to fit  in.  ❞

❝ do  you  think  [  place  ]  is  becoming  too  …  commercial .ᐣ  ❞

❝ if  you  don’t  shut  your  fucking  mouth,  i  will  kill  you.  ❞

❝ can  you  talk  to  these  people,  or  something .ᐣ  i’m  not  getting  anywhere.  ❞

❝ you’re  dating  him,  he’s  out  of  town,  and  you’re  fucking  me  and  we  haven’t  made  plans.  ❞

❝ pumpkin,  you’re  dating  an  asshole.  ❞

❝ you’re  dating  the  biggest  dickweed  in  [  city  name  ].  ❞

❝ stop  calling  me  ‘pumpkin,’  okay .ᐣ  ❞

❝ dinner.  tonight.  wear  something  fabulous.  ❞

❝ you  should  take  some  more  lithium,  or  have  a  diet  coke.  some  caffeine  might  get  you  out  of  this  slump.  ❞

❝ i  just  want  a  child.  ❞

❝ how’d  a  nitwit  like  you  get  so  tasteful .ᐣ  ❞

❝ something  wrong .ᐣ you’re  sweating  …  ❞

❝ you  gotta  tell  me  what  to  do.  you  gotta  help  me.  ❞

❝ i  don’t  have  anything  in  common  with  you.  ❞

❝ something  horrible  is  happening  inside  of  me,  and  i  don’t  know  why.  ❞

❝ i  think  my  mask  of  sanity  is  about  to  slip.  ❞

❝ i’ve  been  here  the  entire  time.  you  just  didn’t  see  me.  ❞

❝ stop  scowling,  [ name ],  you’re  such  a  grinch.  ❞

❝ hey,  i’m  a  child  of  divorce.  give  me  a  break.  ❞

❝ i  like  to  dissect  people.  did  you  know  i’m  utterly  insane .ᐣ  ❞

❝ i  think  for  one,  he  was  a  closeted  homosexual  who  did  a  lot  of  cocaine.  ❞

❝ i  hope  i’m  not  being  cross  -  examined  here.  ❞

❝ i  don’t  want  you  to  get  drunk,  but  that’s  a  very  fine  chardonnay  you’re  not  drinking.  ❞

❝ if  they  have  a  good  personality  and  they’re  not  great  looking,  then  who  fucking  cares .ᐣ  ❞

❝ there  are  no  girls  with  good  personalities.  ❞

❝ keep  touching  me  like  that,  and  you’ll  draw  back  a  stump.  ❞

❝ i’ve  seen  you  looking  at  me.  i’ve  noticed  your  …  hot  body.  ❞

❝ don’t  be  shy.  you  can’t  imagine  how  long  i’ve  wanted  this.  ❞

❝ i  want  you .ᐟ  i  want  you,  too .ᐟ  ❞

❝ i  never  knew  you  smoked.  ❞

❝ can  you  keep  it  down .ᐣ  i’m  trying  to  do  drugs.  ❞

❝ i’m  into  murders  and  executions,  mostly.  ❞

❝ you  think  i’m  dumb,  don’t  you .ᐣ ❞

❝ there’s  something  sweet  about  you.  ❞

❝ let’s  not  think  about  what  i  want.  how  about  we  go  anywhere  you  want .ᐣ  ❞

❝ it’s  so  elegant.  what  a  wonderful  view.  ❞

❝ you  can  always  be  thinner,  look  better.  ❞

❝ i’m  at  a  point  in  my  life  where  there  seems  to  be  so  many  possibilities,  but,  i  don’t  know.  i’m  just  so  unsure.  ❞

❝ i  guess  you  could  say  i  just  want  to  have  a  meaningful  relationship  with  someone  special.  ❞

❝ i  don’t  think  i  can  control  myself.  ❞

❝ i  have  a  tendency  to  get  involved  with  unavailable  men.  ❞

❝ i  think  if  you  stay,  something  bad  will  happen.  i  think  i  might  hurt  you.  ❞

❝ you  don’t  want  to  get  hurt,  do  you .ᐣ  ❞

❝ i’m  not  so  sure  about  this.  i  had  to  go  to  the  emergency  room  after  last  time.  ❞

❝ let’s  not  get  lewd.  i  am  in  no  mood  for  a  lewd  conversation.  ❞

❝ are  you  telling  me  you’ve  never  gotten  it  on  with  a  girl .ᐣ  ❞

❝ since  it’s  impossible  in  this  world  we  live  in  to  empathize  with  others,  we  can  always  empathize  with  ourselves.  ❞

❝ not  the  face .ᐟ  you  bitch,  not  the  fucking  face .ᐟ  ❞

❝ i’m  fucking  serious.  it’s  fucking  over.  us.  ❞

❝ i  know  that  your  friends  are  my  friends,  and  i’ve  thought  about  that.  you  can  have  them.  ❞

❝ you’re  inhuman.  ❞

❝ you’re  not  terribly  important  to  me.  ❞

❝ if  you  really  want  to  do  something  for  me,  then  stop  making  this  scene  right  now.  ❞

❝ i  have  to  return  some  videotapes.  ❞

❝  i  guess  i’ve  killed  maybe  twenty  people.  maybe  forty.  ❞

❝ i’m  not  sure  i’m  gonna  get  away  with  it  this  time.  ❞

❝ i  mean,  i  guess  i’m  a  pretty  sick  guy.  ❞

❝  stop  sounding  so  fucking  sad .ᐟ  ❞

❝ some  guys  are  just  born  cool,  i  guess.  ❞

❝ i  don’t  hope  for  a  better  world  for  anyone.  ❞

dialogue prompts from the lamb by lucy rose.

we are what we eat.

a big meal always makes me tired.

the trees guard us from the outside world.

all strays love stories.

men are stupid when they feel powerful. they become complacent.

we're woven from different cloth.

i want to know you inside out.

you always smile at children and old people.

you're more complicated than i first imagined.

most adults are up to no good. i don't trust a single one.

i like that you're weird.

i want a love like fire, that leaves the world around me charred.

the stories are just that: stories.

has anyone told you that you have a beautiful smile?

i'm right where you left me.

i've never understood why mamas are expected to be perfect.

you're different from the others.

you can stay as long as you need.

the things that happen to us change us, little one.

we can't save each other. not really.

what's the special ingredient?

this is where i belong. with you.

it's okay if you can't find the words.

please. let me keep you.

you can't ever curb someone's true nature.

i think ____ misses you.

i'm only looking after you. i hope you know that.

adults like to make things so simple and boring, don't they?

it's okay to tell someone.

you have to be braver than me.

tell someone, if something is wrong. promise.

now that i've found you, i'm never going to leave.

you make me feel so full i could be sick.

you just have to apply pressure in the right place.

you can't miss someone you didn't truly know.

you loved the idea of me, before you peeled back all the layers.

i really thought i'd met my person.

no one ever really changes.

do you think the devil has horns? the devil looks as ordinary as you and me.

kids aren't supposed to be older or wiser than their parents.

keep yourself on the straight and narrow. you'll be okay if you do that.

i feel quite lonely.

i want to be friends with you. friends that share their secrets, and talk about boys.

it is such a lie that we have to love our own blood.

i feel we've known each other longer than our hearts have beaten.

adults fear what they can't understand.

the years feel longer when you're not loved the way you want to be.

i'm not just a mother. i'm a whole person.

i'm just trying to love you. protect you.

you can show me the blackest part of your heart. i will not flinch.

the scenery looks different, but the people are all the same.

nothing mattered until i met _____.

take those feelings and hide them. push them down. keep them in the dark.

boys and men always lie about the silliest things.

sometimes i think about you in ways i'm not supposed to.

maybe one day we'll live together, and we can hold hands all day. as much as we please.

i'd tell you if something was wrong. i promise.

is it something i can help with?

if i went missing, would you notice i was gone?

someone has to swallow their pride and make things okay.

can you do something good by doing something bad?

what's this bad thing you're so worried about?

you don't keep your heartbreak locked away, do you?

i'm not lying. cross my heart.

when you love someone, you promise to love all of them. even the ugly bits.

i hope you give yourself a paper cut.

can i draw you?

are you alone, too? like me?

to me, you are a church.

maybe i'm already like you.

i want to share everything with you.

you've not lived yet. not really.

i'm not bored of you. i'm sick of you.

i could have been so much more than this.

i don't want to be a mother.

i'm never going to tell you i'm sorry.

i dream of hurting you, and i like the way it feels.

do you think i'm ugly?

we all have a bit of dark inside. and light, too.

i thought families were supposed to keep each other safe.

it'll be over quick. i promise.

i've spent thousands of days hiding, changing myself.

this is what love is supposed to feel like.

i want to remember you forever.

"Most people are so ungrateful to be alive. But not you. Not anymore."

"My name is Very Fucking Confused; what's your name?"

"I went to bed in my shithole apartment, and I woke up in an actual shithole."

"He/She/They want(s) us to cut through our feet!"

"You might be in the room that you die in."

"What do voyeurs see when they look into the mirror?"

"I see you as a strange mix of someone angry, yet apathetic. But mostly just pathetic."

"This is what they do man! They kidnap and drug you, before you know it you're lying in a bathtub and your kidneys are on eBay!"

"Live or die, make your choice."

"Oh shit, I'm probably dead."

"I'm having a blast! This is the most fun I've had without lubricant!"

"I don't give a crap if you covered yourself in peanut butter and had a 15 hooker gang bang!"

"I'm sick of people who don't appreciate their blessings."

"Face it (Name), we're both bullshiters."

"My camera, it doesn't know how to lie. It only shows you what's put right in front of it"

"My last girlfriend was a feminist, vegan punk who broke up with me because she thought I was too angry."

"How can you go through life pretending that you're happy?"

"I'd rather you break down and tell me that you hated me. At least there would be some passion in it."

"At least we'll have the cover of darkness."

"I get paid to take pictures of rich guys like you who go to seedy, out-of-the-way motels to fuck their secretaries."

"Let the game begin."

"Does that mean you saw what happened to me?"

"You mean you're telling me you can't remember a thing about the guy/girl/person!"

"Oh for fuck's sake! I give up!"

"You are not a victim of this game, YOU'RE A PART OF IT."

"Don't look at me. I can't help you."

"Stop the lies! You're a liar! I need to know the truth!"

Based on my blog, what other characters could you see me Roleplay as?

[ REDWOOD ] sender lashes out at receiver when it isn't their fault.

[ WILLOW ] sender embraces receiver in a moment of extreme distress.

[ PINE ] sender fervently resists receiver's attempts to comfort / care for them.

[ BIRCH ] sender finally ends a tense argument by reaching out to apologize.

[ POPLAR ] sender mentors receiver through learning a new skill.

[ PALM ] sender and receiver avoid / ignore the stresses of real life together.

[ ELM ] sender lends receiver aid in a time of urgent need.

[ MAGNOLIA ] sender, believed to be dead, arrives at receiver's door.

[ DOGWOOD ] sender gifts receiver a token of good luck / protection.

[ MULBERRY ] sender and receiver take a long walk through nature together.

[ HAZELNUT ] sender begrudgingly patches up receiver's wounds.

[ CAMPHOR ] sender suddenly pushes receiver out of danger's path.

[ CASHEW ] when they're finally alone, sender invites receiver to dance.

[ LAVENDER ] sender lays their head in receiver's lap and closes their eyes.

[ BEECH ] it comes to light that sender has betrayed receiver.

[ HIBISCUS ] sender invites receiver to go traveling with them.

[ HICKORY ] sender pushes receiver to admit that they need them.

[ MAPLE ] sender shakes receiver's shoulders, begging them to wake up.

[ CHERRY BLOSSOM ] sender revels in receiver's beauty, stunned.

[ JOSHUA ] sender offers receiver a safe place to hide / crash .

[ ASH ] sender and receiver become reacquainted after many years.

[ FIG ] sender, knowing receiver is hungry, pressures them to eat.

[ YEW ] sender beckons for receiver to join them in the water.

[ CYPRESS ] sender shamelessly flirts with receiver.

you'll never get what you want .

we need to stay together . no 'splitting up' bullshit .

nobody ever prepared me for this .

so you've just been lying to me this entire time ?

there's too much blood , i can't stop it .

this is over when i say it's over .

[ name ] , be careful . i've already lost enough people that i care about .

i never should have trusted you .

this is getting really out of hand , okay ?

i feel like we're not alone .

revenge is the best medicine !

put your head on straight , this isn't over yet .

maybe we should ... y'know , check it out ?

run . run and don't stop .

i thought i saw something ... i - i must be going crazy .

you couldn't pay me to go down there .

the cops are on their way .

would you rather stay here and die ?!

there's no such thing as [ ghosts / demons ] . it's made-up .

you aren't going anywhere .

i'm putting you out of your misery .

i know you think you're untouchable , but they will kill us .

you shouldn't have touched that .

we aren't going to make it out of here , are we ?

why are you following me ?

there has to be a medical kit here , somewhere .

i'll go with you . strength in numbers , right ?

don't move ... a fucking muscle .

fuck , the door is locked from the other side .

don't get ... dead , okay ?

that was the only [ bullet / round / flare ] we had .

did you really think it would be that easy ?

we've come too far , we can't turn around now .

put down the [ weapon ] . please .

come on , help me barricade the door .

[ name ] , is that ... blood ?

haven't you seen a horror movie ? the blonde always dies .

it was you ? YOU did this ?!

you are gonna fucking pay .

i'm going to give you ten seconds . nine , eight ...

i want you to admit what you did .

hey , look at me -- it's not real . it's not real .

do you think they're watching us right now ?

we're in this together . no one gets left behind .

let them go ... please , just let them go .

oh my god , what the hell was that ?!

you know i'm capable of this .

i had to ... i had no choice .

you don't have the guts .

this is fucked up , this is so fucked up .

what we're dealing with isn't even human .

you need to hide . find somewhere & don't come out .

stop ! don't touch that . we don't know what it is .

i've done bad things to good people .

if they catch us , they will kill us .

why are you covered in blood ?

i can't ... i can't feel my -

[ name ] is dead . i saw it happen .

what , you're gonna kill me ? i don't believe you .

there is an evil in you . i see it .

this shit only happens to people in horror movies .

forget about me , just save them .

what's one reason i shouldn't kill you right now ?

you aren't supposed to be here .

please don't . i'm begging you .

are you scared ?

whatever happens , don't let go of my hand .

[ name ] , this isn't you .

well , what the fuck are we supposed to do ?!

get out of my house before i call the cops .

you're going to regret that .

there's that smile ... i'm glad it's the last thing i'll see .

nsfw content. please proceed with caution.

God, you look so good like this.

Do you see what you do to me?

I've been wanting to do this for so long.

Please... Don't stop.

I love the taste of you.

Don't make me beg.

Look at you, taking me like a good girl/boy.

Are you going to be good for me?

Use me. I'm all yours.

Just so you're aware, I'm not wearing any underwear right now.

Do you know how hard it is for me not to just bend you over and fuck you right now?

You've been teasing me all night... Don't act shy now.

Look at me. I want to see your face while you come.

That's it... You're doing so well baby...

I haven't been able to stop thinking about you.

Lay back. Let me take care of you.

How many times do you think I can make you come?

Take all of me... I know you can do it.

I'm so wet/hard right now.

Look at you, all hot and bothered when I haven't even touched you yet.

You're cute when you beg.

Fuck... I'm so close.

Come for me.

You come when I say you can, okay?

Show me what that pretty mouth can do.

I wanna see you on your knees.

Let me come... Please let me come.

Your mouth feels so fucking good wrapped around me like that.

I want you to come around my fingers.

Fuck, you're so tight.

additional action - based prompts.

pin: for our muses to have sex up against a wall / door / window.

mouth: for one muse to initiate oral sex with the other.

impatience: for our muses to have sex in a semi - public area, unwilling to wait until they can find somewhere more private.

shower: for one muse to join the other in the shower.

bath: for one muse to join the other in the bath.

morning after: for our muses to have sleepy, morning sex after spending the night together.

underwear: for one muse to show off their new lingerie to the other.

behind: for one muse to come up behind the other and pull them flush against them.

scratch: for one muse to leave scratch marks on the other mid - sex.

love bite: for one muse to leave marks on the other mid - sex.

edge: for one muse to stop mid - sex, deliberately prolonging the other's orgasm.

hands: for our muses to touch each other intimately under a table.

surface: for one muse to pin the other down on a table / countertop / bed and take them from behind.

choke: for one muse to wrap their hand around the other's neck mid - sex.

baby fever: for one muse to deliberately come inside the other, after agreeing that they want to try for a baby.

soothe: for our muses to comfort each other in the aftermath of having sex together.

clothed: for our muses to have sex while still clothed, simply moving any articles of clothing out of the way from where they need to be.

kiss: for one muse to kiss the other one as they initially slip inside them.

car: for our muses to have sex in the back seat of a car.

comfort: for our muses to hold each other close in the aftermath of finishing together.

He was livid.

This plan was ridiculous. No one in their right mind should have believed it, and yet, somehow the simpletons in the village had.

The other brides, however, had definitely noticed.

She'd fed him out of a kindness; she couldn't die from doing so, even if he took enough to kill her. Sibella thought it was a good thing to do, and she thought nothing more of it... except when others saw. Something of legends of a vampire's lost lover, or perhaps that the bite put her under the Count's spell. Whatever they wanted to believe, it boiled down to them believing the witch was a bride