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A request from silversycamore!

I have this lame headcanon that Thor often walks around carelessly looking like trash from his last battle and whenever he see’s Sif he stops everything and begins reenacting the entire thing and she’s just like ‘uh-huh thats nice, now tell me again about the part when you decided not to bring me along’

basically i got soap in my eye while i was taking a shower and now i'm angsty so. bon appetit!

" i needed you. i needed you, and you weren't here! so where the HELL were you?! "

" i... i'm so tired... "

" everything's falling apart. "

" i loved you! i l loved you so bad it hurt! and now i'm over you, and you're telling me it wasn't all for nothing?! when it's too late?! "

" how dare you! "

" i'd move all the stars in the sky if i thought it would ever make you happy. "

" please... please, tell me how to fix this. "

" i did this. i ruined everything... "

" don't go. please. i... i don't want to be alone... "

" i tried fixing this. i knelt down and put it all back together, but... it's never going to be like it was before. is it? "

" could... could you just hold me, a while? "

" oh, love... what have you done? "

" i just... don't care anymore. "

" you aren't a monster. "

" you never talk about your past... why? "

" i never want to see you again! "

" you asshole! you asshole, i hate you! i hate you, i hate you, i hate you! "

" why would you DO that?! "

" i don't hate you. god, i could never hate you... "

" i would've done anything for you. but now... i mean, it seems so clear how one-sided this whole relationship was. "

" i think this is where we part ways. "

" for what it's worth... i always liked you. "

" do you have any better ideas? because trust me, i'm all ears! i don't want to do this! but we're literally out of options! "

" if i could take it all back, i would... but i can't. "

" i should've listened to you. why... why the hell didn't i listen to you... "

" you're not your past. "

" you know what? you're on your own. i can't watch you get yourself killed. "

" if you could only see yourself through my eyes... "

" we've all done stupid, terrible things. but it's not about that. not anymore. all that matters is how we proceed now. "

" none of it was real. "

" to me it was real! it felt real! "

" don't do that. don't act like you don't give a damn. "

" we both know there's nothing here for me. not really. but you... you have a whole life here, ready and waiting to be lived. "

" don't be angry. please, don't be angry. i can take it from just about anyone, but not you... "

" i can't let you do this... "

" why are you still here?! why?! i destroy everything i touch! and yet you still stick around! "

" i love you. always have, and always will. i... i need you to remember that for me. please. "

" this is what your plan is? hiding? disappearing and running away when the going gets tough? fuck you. "

" they've/you've taken EVERYTHING from me! "

" i trusted you! "

" i lied. "

" i'm sorry. "

" you/they don't get to walk away! you/they don't get to act like nothing ever happened! "

" i forgive you. "

" i'm not angry. anger is a luxury i afford for the people i love and care about. but you... well. i'm just resigned to it, i guess. "

" we're done. "

" i don't love you anymore. "

" you don't get to be mad at me! "

" don't touch me. "

" please... say something. "

PART ONE.  all taken from various characters.

“ this may be stupid, so i have another option if this is dumb. ”

“ i’m killing someone  –––  hold, please. ”

“ are you congratulating us for being murderers ? is that what you’re doing right now ? ”

“ murder and justice are two entirely different things. ”

“ i only hope you do not eventually become what you fear so much. ”

“ i show respect when I feel that respect has been earned. ”

“ what’s family for other than to take advantage of ? ”

“ you don’t have to tell me about repaying favours. ”

“ THIS IS AN INTERVENTION ! ”

“ you live in that world long enough, you believe there is no way out. ”

“ death would be easy, though i’ve seen that death is no real end there. it’s just the beginning of a whole new terrible existence and a far worse fate. ”

“ an enemy of an enemy doesn’t necessarily make them a friend, i’ve discovered. ”

“ i could justify it, but i’d be lying. ”

“ i’m a walking crash test dummy. ”

“ my thoughts are still: fuck you, no way, fuck off. ”

“ i’ve met the devil  –––  that’s not him. ”

“ y’know, just because you can, doesn’t mean you should. ”

“ i thought i was going to lose you, and i’m terrified i’m still going to. ”

“ i love you. ”

“ i think i love you, i just don’t know if i can allow myself to… i’m terrified to allow myself to. ”

“ your secret is safe with my indifference. ”

“ not windows 10, not windows 10… damn it ! ”

“ we’ve lived half our life in the shadows, and you’ve made them your home. ”

“ i’ve tried this experiment in real life, it never ends well. ”