Sloan!

im sorry but you Have to put in effort for your friends. i know we're all damaged trans women who are used to "if i ask for help i will not get it; if i take up space i will be discarded." but we CANNOT treat eachother like that! you deserve more than "oh teehee you can reach out to me 2 years later and ill still consider us friends dont worry!" you deserve standards holy shit

like i understand depressive episodes, i understand having difficulty reaching out, i understand having months where you're just not able to hold conversation, but you realise that's all of us, right? you realise that we all need each other, right? im not saying abandon and cut off anyone who fails to respond within the hour, but you're allowed to say "hey yeah that kinda hurt, please don't build up some expectation that i'm going to hate you for not responding to the point where you leave me isolated too."

my love cannot be replaced and you'll search for me in every person

no offense to positivity but i love holding grudges and i’m not going to forget about someone who hurt me

they should invent a way for me to do tasks without the mind torture

past few years it’s like i don’t know how old i am or when anything has taken place