lovefool

i’m so easily replaced it’s not funny anymore

it’s so weird talking to women who have male mentality. that idea men have that their personal opinions or feelings are just logic. every time this one friend of mine acts like this it stops me in my tracks, and i remember that tiktok “you’re a girl why are you hating like a men”. i just disengage from the conversation because when it gets to this point there’s no convincing her otherwise because “it’s simply logic, so you can’t disagree”.

it’s the saddest thing when your friends seem like they don’t care about the things you love. you talk about a book, a show or a hobby and it’s like they can’t wait for you to be done. i always wonder if i’m doing something wrong, if i’m really being annoying or talking about it too much. i just wish i didn’t have to experience that anymore

i feel and i feel and i feel and it’s so loud and i have no words

i hate myself with such violence it could be considered a crime

feeling veeeeery “if i am meant to be alone please take away my desire to feel loved” tonight