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centrist richard siken you're in a car with a mediocre-looking boy, and he won't tell you that he has mild platonic feelings for you, but he has mild platonic feelings for you

i am remus lupin i am a monster i am a pisces i am crying in my kitchen in 1981 i am sitting in the astronomy tower with a beautiful boy i am on my fifth cup of tea i am waking up in a pool of my own blood i am get lonely by the mountain goats i am a terrarium in a glass jar i am in love with a mass murderer i am a wild creature i am double checking the answers on my test i am an outsider looking in i am giving you a piece of chocolate i am the crescent of the moon i am the buzzing of cicadas i am running from my problems i am my mother’s son i am an egon schiele painting i am making my friends laugh i am betting on loosing dogs i am the tame werewolf i am a professor late to class i am sixteen years old putting grass on your knee i am reading you a poem i am a talking heads song i am the last of the gang to die i am holding you like water in my hands

i am sirius black i am a black i am a scorpio i am losing everything in 1981 i am on a bike with a beautiful boy i am doing a crossword puzzle i am waking up in a pool of my best friend’s blood i am cop car by mitski i am being studied under a magnifying glass i am in love with a monster i am also a monster i kiss the monster in secret i am a constellation i am a haunted house i am an abandoned hospital i am breaking your heart i am red like anger i am spring i am lighting your cigarette in the shrieking shack i am not my mother’s son i am a brautigan poem i am animals by frank ohara i am a forest i am swimming home i am nothing and you aren't looking at me i am nothing and you are looking at me i am made of memories i am sorry for dying i am a losing dog i am your dog i am a dog with a bird at your door 

i am james potter i am was lonely i am an aries i am leaving everything in 1981 i am sharing a coke with you i am a motown groove marrow-deep i am putting that blood back where it came from i am a fantastic headstrong melody that slips before you add words i am a roller skate what is a roller skate i am tea as dark as coffee i am the man who collects the monsters and loves them like they’re bloody boys i close my eyes bc i’m scared of the dark i am singing songs about places i’ll never go i am in john singer sargent’s hands i am weightless i am thunder i am so full of conviction i am miraculous i am a hospital room w a beautiful view i am the one who put the cigarette in your hand and christened it with proud pursed lips i am in wilfred owen’s anthem for doomed youth i am your hair in the wind i am the wind in your hair i am everything and you are looking at me i am everything and you are looking at me i am not one for speeches emma i am lost in the flood i am the overturned arc and the bubble of my premature last breath

i am peter pettigrew i am not here i am a virgo i am outwitting every single on of you in 1981 i am watching you laugh i am rubbing your blue hands between mine i am the gun and the chamber and the bullet i am sweaty as anything i am pouring out my guts i am nauseous i am waiting i am wearing your socks i am watching you laugh and watching you laugh and it’s all i ever do i am listening to bowie’s blackstar with you and you are a constellation and i have two sickles in my pocket and i am running beside you and i am hiding and i am the death of my childhood and i am killing it myself and i am smarter than every single one of you ever was and i am lonely and i am unspeaking and i am losing my hair from stress and i am waiting to die and i did the worst at school but i did not miss my shot like you did, and i am watching you laugh and i am seeing her eyes in your face and i am not here

redemption arcs are kinda cringe if you think about it. oh youre powerful and evil and now… want to be a bummer and sad about it? lol what are you catholic