omg this bitch is totally wrong and she knows that, so cynical. mind you even the photographer said to her stopping posting photos from this photoshoot đ
Bitch stfu like youâre literally embarrassing yourself atp. Now go ahead and play the victim as If you werenât the one who disrespected Michael like that for years.
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Jude Bellingham being jealous is almost impossible to catch in the moment, it hides behind slow kisses, careful hands and a smile that never quite disappears. You don't realize something's changed until he's already decided to carry you home with him.
WARNINGS ⌠club scene ⌠alcohol use ⌠protective!jude (let him live) ⌠jealousy themes ⌠drunk!reader ⌠reader cannot hold her liquor to save her life ⌠making out ⌠slight suggestive content ⌠i'm convinced jude deserves financial compensation for this evening
5,473 âââââ oneshot jude bellingham x reader
Űśŕ§ đŠ , this started because someone asked for jealous jude and somehow i managed to make a 5k words fic. to the lovely anon who requested this: i hope you don't mind that i took a few creative liberties. đ i just couldn't picture jude as the loud, territorial type, so i tried writing the kind of jealousy i personally think suits him better. thank you for inspiring this one bae xo <3
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The private booth in the upscale Madrid club felt like an extension of the celebration itselfâvelvet seating curved around a low table already scattered with chilled bottles, delicate glasses catching the warm light from overhead fixtures, and a small reserved card that had your name on it.
The first hour unfolded slowly, unhurried. Congratulations blended into easy conversation as fresh drinks replaced empty glasses almost without anyone noticing. Stories from work drifted into football, football into travel plans, someone ordering another round before the waiter had even collected the previous one. Every so often another toast interrupted the conversation, glasses clinking across the table while your friends insisted on celebrating "one more thing."
It wasn't until your glass had been topped up for what must've been the third time that you realised you'd hardly moved from the spot you'd claimed beside Jude all evening.
You sat nestled against your boyfriend's side, his arm draped casually along the back of the booth behind your shoulders. The fabric of his black shirt was smooth under your fingers whenever you reached for your drink, and the subtle scent of his cologne mixed with the faint citrus from the cocktails.
Your girlfriends arrived in waves of laughter and hugs, their partners trailing with easy handshakes for Jude. Congratulations came in steady, warm increments, each time someone raised a glass or leaned across the table to toast your new contract, Judeâs hand would find your knee or lower back, giving a gentle squeeze. âTold you sheâs brilliant,â heâd say, voice carrying that expressive pride without ever sounding performative.
His eyes would find yours across the small space, holding for a beat longer than necessary, the corner of his mouth lifting into a genuine smile. You felt yourself glowing under the attention, the champagne and cocktails sliding down easily, warming your chest and loosening the long dayâs work tension from your shoulders.
Time stretched comfortably, conversations wandered: one of your friends recounting a disastrous event from last month, Jude chiming in with a dry comment about how football dressing rooms had nothing on event logistics chaos.
You laughed, the sound brighter than usual, and reached for another sip. The alcohol settled in gradually, first a pleasant buzz in your limbs, then a softer haze that made the lights seem a touch warmer and the music more inviting. Jude noticed, of course.
His thumb traced slow patterns on your shoulder, and when your laugh turned a little too loose he leaned in, lips brushing your ear. âPace yourself, darling. You want to enjoy yourself until later, right?â
The words were affectionate, not scolding, carrying the same quiet reminder he'd given you more than once before.
You smiled into your glass almost immediately.
He wasn't trying to stop you from drinking. If anything, Jude loved seeing you like thisâlighter, louder, laughing at things that probably weren't as funny as they seemed after two cocktails. But the two of you knew exactly where your limit lived, mostly because you'd crossed it enough times to recognize the warning signs. You were a spectacular lightweight, and every celebration seemed to end the same way: waking up the next morning trying to piece together the last hour of the evening while Jude filled in the blanks over breakfast.
Somewhere along the line, you'd been the one to ask him to step in before that happened. Not to stop you, just to slow you down enough that you'd still remember the night you'd spent weeks looking forward to.
The club filled slowly around your booth. What started as a refined, spacious atmosphere grew denser with bodies and voices. Judeâs posture shifted almost imperceptibly at first, his arm stayed around you, but his gaze began flicking toward the growing crowd more often, tracking the flow of people near your table.
When someone bumped the edge of the booth reaching for a passing waiter, Judeâs body angled slightly, creating a subtle barrier between you and the movement. He didnât say anything about it, just continued listening to the conversation, nodding along, fingers still playing idly with the strap of your dress on your shoulder.
You were too pleasantly tipsy to register the full shift, the way his easy usual energy had quietly layered into something more protective.
Eventually the music began to drown out the conversations around the table. One of your friends disappeared toward the dance floor first, dragging her boyfriend after her with surprisingly little resistance, while the second couple followed not long after, laughing as another round of drinks arrived just as everyone seemed to be abandoning the booth.
Jude stayed where he was for another minute, one arm still resting lazily along the back of the seat behind you as he watched the small exodus with quiet amusement. His fingers rolled the condensation around his glass while the conversation naturally dissolved into smaller pockets, people getting to their feet one by one without much urgency.
Clubs like this had their own rhythm. There were no phones held discreetly under tables, no whispered excitement when someone recognisable walked past. Famous footballers, actors, musicians, old-money families and business owners drifted through the room with the same quiet anonymity, everyone seemingly understanding that the point of the place was to leave one another alone. Privacy wasn't advertised; it was simply expected.
It was one of the few places where Jude could disappear into the crowd despite standing well over six feet tall.
He finished the last sip from his glass before setting it down with a soft clink, turning towards you with the smallest smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
"Come on."
His hand found yours before you even had the chance to answer, giving it a gentle squeeze as he stood. You followed with a quiet laugh, letting him pull you effortlessly to your feet, the room tipping ever so slightly from the champagne before his free hand settled instinctively at your waist to steady you.
"Easy," he murmured, smiling to himself.
Together, you slipped away from the booth and into the growing crowd.
His hand remained wrapped around yours as you left the booth, weaving between clusters of people without ever really having to think about it. Every now and then someone stepped into your pathâa waiter balancing a tray of drinks, another couple laughing too hard to notice where they were goingâand each time Jude adjusted instinctively, his hand slipping from yours to the small of your back for a second before finding it again once there was space.
The dance floor was fuller than it had been earlier, though it still carried the same restrained elegance as the rest of the club. Nobody was trying to outshine anyone else. Groups drifted together and apart beneath the warm lights, expensive dresses catching the glow as conversations dissolved into music.
One of your girlfriends spotted the two of you from somewhere near the middle and lifted her glass in the air with an exaggerated cheer before disappearing back into her own little world.
Jude laughed under his breath. He stopped just before the crowd thickened, turning to face you properly for the first time since leaving the booth. His hands settled naturally on your hips, thumbs resting lightly against the fabric of your dress as though they'd found their usual place without either of you thinking about it.
"There she is," he murmured, the grin on his face widening as you immediately caught the rhythm. "Closing deals by day..." You laughed before he could even finish. "...Owning the floor by night."
"Oh, shut up."
"I'm serious." His answer disappeared into a quiet laugh as you gave your hips an exaggerated sway just to prove a point, he watched you for half a second before shaking his head. "I'm really proud of you, you know that?"
You felt your own smile falter into something smaller, warmer.
"You worked your arse off for this." He gave you the gentlest squeeze before pulling you a fraction closer again, as though the words themselves weren't enough. "You deserve tonight."
Without thinking, your arms slipped up around his neck, fingers lacing loosely together as they rested there. The music carried on around you, people moving past in blurred flashes of light, but for a moment it felt as though the two of you had quietly drifted into your own little pocket of the room.
"Thank you," you said, the words coming quieter this time.
Jude frowned ever so slightly.
"For what?" His smile showed that he had no clue what you were referring to.
"For being here." You leaned in just enough to steal a slow kiss, unhurried and familiar, lingering for a heartbeat before your forehead brushed lightly against his. "I know you've been exhausted."
His expression barely changed, but you saw the flicker of recognition in his eyes. Pre-season always asked a little more of him than people realised. New tactical sessions, double training days, fitness testing, constant travelling, the expectation of arriving sharper than he'd left. It wasn't unusual for the two of you to spend most of a week working around one another's schedules rather than with them, stealing dinners together at ten o'clock or settling for a FaceTime call when one of you was still in the office and the other had an early recovery session the next morning.
"You've had a rough couple of weeks," you continued gently. "You could've gone home after training and slept for twelve hours."
A quiet smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Could have."
"Instead you're here."
His hands settled a little more securely at your waist.
"Where else was I going to be?" The answer was so matter-of-fact that it made you smile. He shrugged one shoulder, almost as if the decision had never really existed in the first place. "My girl just signed the biggest contract of her career, I'm not missing that for shit."
You smiled and kissed him again, the corners of your mouth lingering there even after you'd pulled apart. Neither of you hurried to say anything else, there wasn't much left to add.
The music carried you forward instead.
Another song bled seamlessly into the next, and the two of you simply kept moving. Sometimes it was little more than an easy sway, your forehead brushing his chin as he absentmindedly traced the curve of your waist beneath his palm. Other times one of your girlfriends would pull you into a small circle, laughing as the group attempted increasingly questionable dance moves after another round of cocktails, each fresh drink arriving before the previous one had quite disappeared.
Somewhere along the way you'd stopped counting.
Jude never protested when you wandered off for a minute or two, he'd simply watch with that small, amused smile of his, occasionally catching the eye of one of the other boyfriends as they exchanged the kind of look only people accompanying very happy women seemed to understand. Every now and then one of them would drift over, the conversation between the four men coming and going naturally while they watched the celebration unfold in front of them.
They laughed amongst themselves, nursed the same drinks for far longer than any of you did, and every so often one of them would peel away when his girlfriend came looking for another dance.
He kept that balance for a long while: hyping you with grins and quiet praise, then instinctively shifting whenever the dance floor grew tighter around you. His body would angle just enough to absorb the occasional bump from passing strangers, one arm finding its way more securely around your waist while the other remained loosely tangled with yours whenever the music slowed again.
None of it felt deliberate, it was simply how Jude moved through crowded spaces.
Your group drifted together, then apart again, your girlfriends pulling you into little circles before someone inevitably reached for another round of drinks. You laughed more easily with each passing daiquiri, the pleasant warmth in your chest settling into your limbs until everythingâthe music, the lights, the conversations around youâfelt softened around the edges.
More than once you caught Jude watching you instead of the room. Every time your eyes met, he'd smile without thinking, as if he still couldn't quite believe the night was real.
At one point he reached for you again, drawing you back against him with an easy familiarity before pressing a lingering kiss to your temple. When he pulled back, his eyes lingered on your face for a second longer than necessary, taking you in beneath the shifting lights before the corner of his mouth lifted.
"I'm gonna grab another round and use the bathroom," he said eventually, leaning close enough that only you could hear him. His hand gave your waist one last reassuring squeeze. "Don't wander off. I'll be quick."
You nodded, smiling up at him before letting yourself be swept back towards your friends as one of them waved you further into the crowd.
The minutes after Jude disappeared into the crowd stretched a little longer than you'd expected. Around you, the dance floor had reached its evening peak, conversations overlapping with the music as people drifted in loose circles beneath the warm lights.
One of your girlfriends was halfway through dramatically reenacting a disaster from a gala the month before when a man in a tailored navy suit wandered over, lifting his glass in greeting.
âQuite the celebration over here,â he said, raising his own glass in a small toast. âSaw the bottle service. Special occasion?â
Your little circle laughed almost in unison.
"She does," one of your friends answered before you had the chance, pointing enthusiastically in your direction. "Biggest contract of her career."
You groaned, already laughing. "Don't make it sound so dramatic."
"It is dramatic," another one insisted, throwing an arm around your shoulders with considerably less balance than she'd intended. "We're celebrating."
"Fair enough," the man smiled, his attention drifting back to you. "Congratulations."
"Thank you." You smiled politely. "It was a good day."
"What do you do?"
You told him the name of your company, explaining in a sentence or two that you worked in event promotion. Recognition flickered across his face almost immediately.
"Right... I know the name."
The conversation wandered naturally from there. He mentioned attending one of your company's events a couple of years earlier, one of your girlfriends interrupted to argue that yours had been better, somebody else burst out laughing because they'd completely forgotten what they were talking about in the first place, and before long all four of you were speaking over one another in the wonderfully chaotic way slightly drunk friends always seemed to.
The man stayed beside the group, chiming in every now and then with a comment or a question that you answered without much thought whenever there was a gap in the conversation.
Most of your attention, though, belonged elsewhere.
Your stomach already hurt from laughing.
At one point another boyfriend appeared beside your friend with the long-suffering expression of someone who'd clearly been sent to collect her before she embarrassed herself any further. She protested dramatically, insisting she was perfectly capable of standing on her own before immediately wobbling into him anyway, sending the rest of you into another fit of laughter.
You doubled over, clutching your friend's arm as tears threatened to gather in the corners of your eyes. "Oh my God..."
"I told you!" your friend managed between laughs.
"I can't breathe."
Somewhere beside you, the conversation with the man continued.
You answered something, you weren't entirely sure what. Whatever it was seemed polite enough.
Across the room, Jude emerged from the bar with two fresh drinks balanced easily in one hand (water for you). His eyes found you almost immediately, more out of habit than anything else. For a second, everything looked exactly as he'd left it, your friends laughing amongst themselves, music carrying through the room, you smiling so hard your shoulders were shaking.
Then he noticed the man.
It wasn't anything obvious. No wandering hands or exaggerated flirting. Just the way he kept subtly angling himself towards you every time the conversation shifted, waiting for your attention to drift back to him. You, meanwhile, seemed entirely oblivious, answering whatever he asked before dissolving back into laughter with your friends a second later.
Jude stood where he was for another beat, watching the interaction settle into place. His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly before he started across the dance floor, weaving through the crowd with the same measured pace he'd had all evening.
By the time he reached the group, the conversation hadn't changed all that much. You were still laughing, one hand resting on your friend's arm while you tried, and failed, to explain whatever story had just sent the three of you into another fit of giggles.
Jude stepped in beside you as though he'd never left. His free hand settled naturally at your waist, fingers spreading lightly against the fabric of your dress as he leaned in just enough to place the fresh glass into your hand.
"There you go, darling." You looked up immediately, your whole face brightening.
"There you are!" The smile that broke across your face was so immediate, so instinctive, that Jude felt something inside him quietly settle.
"Miss me already?" he asked, the corner of his mouth lifting.
"Mm..." you hummed dramatically, already leaning into his side. "You took ages."
"Seven minutes."
"Exactly."
A quiet laugh escaped him. He bent to press an unhurried kiss against your temple, lingering there for a second before straightening again.
Only then did he acknowledge the man standing opposite, his expression never changing.
"Alright, mate." The greeting was polite, almost conversational.
The man returned the nod without hesitation, glanced once between the two of you and smiled politely. "Congratulations on the contract."
"Cheers." A beat passed. "I'm gonna steal her back."
There wasn't a trace of hostility in Jude's voice, he'd said it with the same easy certainty someone might excuse themselves from a conversation at dinner.
The man understood immediately, wished the group a good evening and disappeared back into the crowd without another word.
Jude didn't watch him leave. His attention had already returned to you, his arm still comfortably around your waist as though it had never belonged anywhere else.
The rest of the night unfolded in that same unhurried rhythm. Jude kept his arm around your waist as the stranger melted back into the crowd, his fingers pressing lightly against the fabric of your dress in a way that felt more like habit than anything deliberate. You leaned into him without thinking, the pleasant haze of the evening wrapping around you both as the music swelled again.
For a while, nothing seemed different, your girlfriends pulled the group back into a loose circle on the dance floor, laughter rising easily whenever someone missed a step or nearly spilled a drink. Jude moved with you, his hands finding your hips as the beat shifted, pulling you close enough that your back rested against his chest, the warmth of him was steady, familiar.
Another song bled into the next, you turned in his arms, looping yours around his neck as you swayed together. Judeâs forehead brushed yours for a moment, his breath warm against your skin. Then, almost casually, as if the thought had only just occurred to him, he murmured, âFunny guy, eh? What was he saying over there?â
You blinked up at him, the question landing softly through the tipsy glow. A slow smile spread across your face as realisation dawned. âOh my god,â you laughed, the sound light and affectionate, pressing your cheek against his shoulder for a second. âWere you jealous?â
Judeâs hand tightened slightly at your waist, but his expression stayed easy, almost sheepish. âNot jealous. Just⌠curious.â He shrugged one shoulder, eyes flicking down to meet yours as you both continued moving to the music. The crowd shifted around you, but the space between your bodies stayed small and warm. âHe seemed pretty chatty.â
You grinned, tipping your head back to look at him properly. The alcohol made everything softer, warmer, and his subtle shift in mood only made him look more endearing. âBaby, I barely remember what we were talking about. Something about the club, I think? One of the events we did last year. I was mostly laughing with the girls.â You reached up, fingers brushing along the back of his neck as you pulled him a little closer.
He watched you for a long moment, the corner of his mouth twitching like he was fighting a smile. âYeah?â
âYeah.â You kissed him then, slow and sweet, tasting the faint trace of his drink on his lips. When you pulled back, your smile was teasing but warm. âMy big, strong footballer boyrfriend getting a little worked up over some random guy who probably just wanted free bottle service stories.â You laughed again, the sound bubbling up easily, and Jude finally let out a quiet chuckle of his own, shaking his head as he rested his forehead against yours.
âAlright, alright,â he murmured, but his hand stayed firm at your waist, thumb tracing slow circles as the music carried you both.
The conversation didnât linger, it dissolved the way things often did between youâinto another kiss, then another sway of your bodies, your girlfriends pulling you back into the group for a few chaotic minutes of dancing before Jude drew you close again.
The night continued around you, laughter and lights and the steady pulse of the club, but you noticed the tiny shift in him as the hours wore on. He was still there, still affectionateâhis hand finding yours, his lips brushing your templeâbut he was quieter than usual, more thoughtful.
His smiles came just as readily, but they settled a little deeper, like he was turning something over in his mind without quite saying it aloud. You knew him well enough to see it, even through the pleasant fog of champagne.
Eventually the group decided it was time. Goodbyes stretched out in warm hugs and promises to text tomorrow, the energy winding down naturally as everyone filtered toward the exit. Outside, the Madrid night air was cooler, carrying the faint hum of the city. Judeâs driver was on the way, so the two of you lingered near the discreet side entrance, the doorman giving you both a respectful nod.
You were deep in that sweet, affectionate stage of being tipsy, everything felt softer, warmer, and Jude suddenly seemed like the most solid, wonderful thing in the world. You leaned your full weight against him without warning, arms wrapping around his middle as you pressed your face into his chest.
âKiss me,â you mumbled against his shirt, the words coming out a little muffled and demanding in the best way.
Judeâs laugh rumbled low, one arm steadying you around the waist while his free hand came up to brush hair from your face. âYouâre a handful tonight,â he said softly, but he obliged anyway, tilting your chin up gently and kissing you slow and deep. His other hand slipped your handbag and phone from your shoulder without being asked, tucking them securely under his arm as he kept you close.
You made a contented sound into the kiss, fingers curling into the front of his shirt, growing progressively handsier as the minutes passed and the car still hadnât arrived. Your hands wandered down his sides, then lower, pressing closer until your bodies were flush.
He indulged for a while, kissing you back with the same lazy heat, one hand sliding up your back while the other kept you steady on your feet. But when your touch grew bolder, he chuckled quietly against your mouth and redirected with effortless care. Instead of pulling away, he tilted his head, kissing slowly along your jaw and down the side of your neck. His lips lingered there, warm and deliberate, before he gave one teasing, gentle bite just below your ear.
You shivered, a soft laugh escaping as you tilted your head to give him better access. Judeâs hand stayed firm at your lower back, guiding you subtly when you wobbled on your heels, his body strong and reliable against yours. He passed you his water bottle between kisses, murmuring, âyou better drink this before getting into bed,â without ever making it feel like a correction.
You took the bottle, still grinning against his neck, and tipped it back for a few long gulps. The cool water slid down your throat, cutting through some of the pleasant haze. When you lowered it, you caught him watching you closely, his gaze lingering on the way your throat moved, the faint sheen on your lips. The corner of your mouth curved into something mischievous, the tipsy warmth making you bold.
âYouâre so jealous,â you teased, voice low and playful as you pressed closer, one hand sliding up his chest. âLook at you, staring like that while I drink water. What, worried someone else might offer me a sip?â
Judeâs eyebrows lifted, but the small smile tugging at his lips betrayed him. His hand flexed at your lower back, keeping you anchored against him as the night air brushed past. âNot jealous,â he said, the words carrying that familiar Brummie lilt, warm and slightly defensive in the most endearing way. âJust making sure you stay hydrated.â
You laughed softly, the sound flirtatious and provocative as you tilted your head, lips brushing the line of his jaw. âMhm. And youâre taking up all of my space and bossing me around.â Your fingers traced lazy patterns on his shirt, pressing just enough to feel the steady beat of his heart. âVery possessive for someone who claims heâs not jealous.â
âIâm not bossing you around,â he countered, voice low, but there was a quiet laugh threaded through it. His free hand came up to cup the side of your face, thumb brushing your cheek as he looked down at you. The streetlights caught the subtle tension still lingering in his expression from earlier, but it softened under your teasing.
âYes you absolutely are,â you shot back, grinning up at him with bright, tipsy eyes. You pushed up onto your toesâwobbling againâand stole another kiss, this one slower, more deliberate, your body leaning fully into his. âBig strong footballer taking care of his girl. Making sure no one else talks to me. Passing me water like itâs an order.â Between kisses you kept the playful pressure on, your voice dropping into something flirtatiously sweet. âAdmit it. You hated that guy chatting me up.â
Jude exhaled a quiet laugh against your mouth, the sound vibrating through his chest. He didnât pull away. Instead he kissed you back, deeper for a moment, then redirected with that same effortless controlâlips trailing slowly down the side of your neck again, teeth grazing lightly in a teasing bite that made your breath hitch. âYouâre trouble when youâre like this,â he murmured against your skin, hand steady at your waist as he kept you upright. His touch stayed sensual, affectionate, but groundedânever letting the moment tip too far while the car was still minutes away.
You hummed happily, fingers threading into the hair at the nape of his neck as you melted further against him. The teasing hung in the air between kisses, light and warm, the subtle undercurrent of his earlier mood still present but wrapped in the easy intimacy of the night winding down.
The minutes outside the club stretched lazily, the cool Madrid night air doing little to temper the warmth still buzzing under your skin. You stayed wrapped around Jude like that for a good while longer, the teasing flowing as easily as the laughter between you. He kept one arm locked securely around your waist, holding you steady while his other hand occasionally adjusted the strap of your bag on his shoulder or passed the water bottle back to your lips.
You drank when prompted, but mostly you used the moments in between to push your luck, wobbling deliberately on your heels just to feel his grip tighten, pressing closer until your bodies were flush, your fingers tracing the line of his collarbone beneath his shirt.
âYouâre so jealous,â you murmured again, voice syrupy and provocative as you tilted your head up, lips brushing the underside of his jaw. âAdmit it. You wanted to drag me away the second he smiled at me.â
Jude huffed a quiet laugh, the sound warm against your hair. âYouâre winding me up on purpose now.â His hand slid lower on your back, steadying you as you shifted your weight again, one heel catching awkwardly on the pavement. âCareful.â
You giggled, the sound bright and unfiltered, and did it againâjust a little wobble, enough to make him pull you tighter against his chest. âSee? Bossing me around." Your hand wandered down his side, playful and bold.
He shook his head, but you could feel the smile in the way his cheek pressed against your temple. âYouâre trouble,â he said again, lower this time, the words laced with affection. For several long minutes you stayed like that, talking about nothing, really. Teasing him about the way heâd watched you drink the water, giggling when he tried to defend himself, stealing lazy kisses that tasted like champagne and the night air.
He indulged you, kissing you back whenever you asked, sometimes deepening them until your fingers tightened in his shirt, sometimes redirecting with slow trails down your neck that left you shivering pleasantly. The city hummed softly around you, distant traffic and the occasional passing car, but it all felt far away.
When the black luxury van finally pulled upâsleek, tinted windows, the driver stepping out to open the door with quiet professionalismâJudeâs demeanor shifted. He kept his arm around you, guiding you toward the open door, but his voice dropped into something more serious, steady, and low.
âAlright, thatâs enough of that,â he said, the words firm but not harsh, carrying that natural authority he slipped into when he needed to be the grounded one. âYou keep pushing and Iâll have to put you in your place when we get home. Behave for five minutes, yeah?â
The warning wasnât a threat, it was Jude, looking after you in the way he always did, serious enough that you knew he meant it, but wrapped in the same care that had defined the whole night. You pouted dramatically as he helped you into the backseat, but the giggle that followed ruined the effect.
Inside the van the world narrowed to soft leather seats, dim ambient lighting, and the smooth hum of the engine as it pulled away from the curb. Jude settled beside you, immediately pulling you close so your head could rest on his shoulder. He took your heels off without being asked, setting them neatly on the floor, then draped his jacket over your lap when you shivered lightly.
You were still giggling at first, tipsy and affectionate, trying to climb into his lap with clumsy determination, lips seeking his again.
âBaby,â he murmured, catching your hips gently but firmly before you could fully straddle him. âNot here.â He redirected you back down beside him with effortless strength, kissing your forehead instead, then your cheek, then the corner of your mouthâslow, soothing presses that calmed the restless energy without shutting it down completely. âSettle. You're drunk, baby.â
You pouted again, dramatic and sleepy now, but the fight drained out of you quickly. The gentle motion of the car, the warmth of his body, and the long night finally caught up. You melted against his side, head heavy on his shoulder, fingers loosely tangled in the front of his shirt.
âYouâre so sweet,â you mumbled, voice softening into something smaller and more vulnerable. âTaking care of me all night⌠even when Iâm annoying.â
Judeâs arm tightened around you, his free hand coming up to stroke your hair in slow, rhythmic passes. âNot annoying,â he said quietly, lips brushing the top of your head. âJust happy, I like you happy.â
You hummed contentedly, eyes already drifting shut as the city lights continued to streak past the windows. âI love you,â you whispered, the words slurred with sleep and affection, genuine and unguarded. âSo much.â
He pressed another kiss to your hair, holding you closer as your breathing evened out. âLove you too, darling. Get some rest. Iâve got you.â
The rest of the ride passed in comfortable silence, just the low hum of the engine and the steady warmth of him beside you, carrying you home.
author's note â don't even know what to comment i'm sleepy as fuck and my back is killing me. if this sucks blame the pre-season because apparently i suffered through it too.
Yeah, we read a lot of things in fan fiction so it can be somehow normalise some things, but letâs not forget that SEX education is important
1. You cant spit on pussy nor use it as lube. Itâs dirty af. Protect yâallâs
2. Wash your hands before fingering or rubbing. Dirty fingers easily can cause you health issues. Especially careful with nails. Itâs really sensitive in there.
3. Your mouth is the dirtiest part of your body. Brush your teeth before doing any sexual things. Especially oral things (mostly fem. receiving cuz pussy is an open organ)
4. Body hair is absolutely normal thng.
5. Bl o o d should never be normalised in sex. This is not normal. Iâm talking about in the process and first time.
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My problem with a lot of non-black fans is the fact that some of you guys lack awareness. Whether you choose to act ignorant, or you simply are, especially when we black fans are speaking out on someoneâs racist actions in this fandom. Itâs unfair and highly disrespectful, we have feelings too and we black fans should be allowed to express that freely without ignorant people trying to shut us up.
It also shows me that a lot of you guys donât understand Michael, or at least the message he was giving not only to the industry but to the world. Yes, Michael stood against injustice and inequality and begged everyone to come together as one but at the same time, he never went for racism. Not for himself, not for his family, and especially for the rest of the black community. Heâs spoken out about racism all his life, especially having to deal with it so severely his entire life.
So why would you, as a non-black person, ever feel the need to push yourself in a conversation full of black people expressing their distraught when a situation happens?
Also, most of us donât care that youâre white in this fandom, okay, great but what you do after that is established is where there can be a problem. Your actions matter. A lot of you guys forget you are supporting a black man, I wholeheartedly believe that. A lot of peopleâs actions prove my point that you donât view Michael as a black man, a proud Black American man at that and itâs odd and offensive; especially with the scrutiny he faced and continues to face even through death.
Thereâs always an excuse for someoneâs behavior, instead of allowing black people to be offended when it is offensive. Itâs always pushing black people down and making us feel small, and our voices go unheard when someone does something disrespectful. Why is it when a non-black person does something odd to the black community, theyâre met with excuses and apologies but when we, as black people tell people thatâs wrong and hurtful, weâre met with the opposite? I know why, but itâs still frustrating.
Your excuse of not knowing better sucks, and most of us in this fandom are grown and should know better.
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my opinions about MJ and fandom that might be considered unpopular. coming from a big fan since my childhood.
(pls be respectful,share your thoughts or staymad)
1. I think the whole manifestation thing Michael had he got it from Diana. Thereâs an interview with her where she clearly talks about things like manifestation (without really wording it). So if you know Michael you definitely know that Diana had a whole pack of influence on him. So itâs probably how Michael got his mindset. Iâm not saying Diana is a good person( I hate her), but we canât say she had no impact on MJ. (never heard anyone talk bout it)
2. People oversexualize him. Like I get it, fanfics (i enjoy them too), some imagines and stuff, but genuinely discussing how long he was and stuff, itâs just too much. As much as age gap fanfics.
3. I really dislike people (mostly new fans) who use ai pics of Michael or do ai content with him. Michael wouldâve hated yâall. Cuz how you donât know about how serious he was about climats changing and earth slowly being destroyed. Listen to his songs. Itâs not that hard.
4. I donât think MJ is for everyone. No. Not everyone can love him. Yâall should have some empathy to understand him. And I think not so much people in general have it.
5. âI love Michael but the fact that he slept with kids is wrongâ WHAT do you know about him? If you donât believe his innocence, how can you be a fan. Youâre fake, just like every person who false accused him. Educate yourself, study what happened. Defend him.
6. Despite the fact how many new people are in the fandom, I donât think people will ever realise how was it before the movie. Itâs was so different. Yâall will never get it. Itâs was a confort place, people knew exactly what they talked bout. When you defend him against grown ass people like your life depends on it.
Also yeah, people were bullied for liking him, cuz everyone was blind with media propaganda. And I will never forgive anyone who believed/shared rumours.
7. You love Michael? Then you love him at his lowest and his best.
8. I donât judge people who believe that heâs alive. I think for me itâs about people who find comfort in their beliefs. So just let it be
9. Invincible, bad, dangerous, thriller. His best albums ever. I LOVE it. (I actually love every album itâs so hard, they all for me no skips)
10. Not everyone has to know every song of him, but yâall should be interested to find something new
11. Michael was so spiritual and so much more than just believer into one religion. In his book he talked about his vision of the god, he used he/she pronouns btw. I think itâs just proves that he found answers not only in bible but also in other religions. (He was mostly Muslim at the end of his life (I know, itâs surprising)). He wasnât narrow minded. He was just really different, and difficult to understand for narrow minded people.
Thatâs why heâs so misunderstood. He was very wise.
11. I think the fact that he get into Islam in his last years was cuz he was mostly in Islamic countries and was so depressed. He was searching for new meanings. Also his spiritual guide was Muslim.
12. No unfortunately no one could saved him, he couldnât saved himself. But I canât blame him, itâs was too tough for him.
13. I donât believe those books about Michael from people who knew him in person. (Only fam members) I hate that one girl who shared her book bout their secret relationship and stuff. And said that âjoe is a good person. Everyone can make mistakesâ just stfu
14. Donât believe everything you hear bout Michael. Thereâs too many rumours. No itâs not confirmed that he had a crush on sade and many TikTok rumours are fake.
15. Bro did not had a type. He loved every kind of women. But especially he loved woman with long legs ans sense of humour. I just see it
16. He was NOT friends with trump/epstein. He DIDNT saved kids from the Island. He simply didnt knew bout island, he wouldâve exposed them, he was always brave to do it. He was not a pro life.
17. Michael is a home wrecker. Iâm fine with it.
18. He was obsessed with Diana after adulthood mostly cuz mĂŠmories he had about her probably was his comfort zone. Like something you just go back to find comfort after life throwing you up and down.
19. Moon walkers or soldiers of love should spread his message, and try to make it a better place.
20. Many new people here love Michael only for his âauraâ and itâs just trending now. Itâs so obvious, theyre just running from on hyperfixation into other. Heâs not just a shy person, he was funny, charming, bold, unapologetic about his beliefs and his own philosophie
21. Also, yâall should respect his kids and stop saying that theyâre not his. Genetics can play unexpected game. Since their mother is a white woman (paris is a copy of her mother, prince has a little vitiligo) bigi looks just like him when he was a kid. And he raised them!!!!! AND respect on his race. Heâs a proud black man.
22. Moonwalkers sounds better than soldiers of love.
I think I have a lot to write, but itâs already a lot! Also English is not my first language, so be nice.
Oops, I got carried away. Thank you for your attention!
okay, so i donât know who needs to hear this but im so confused as to why we (the michael fandom) can never learn but we need to stop doing this whole white people vs black people stuff..
everyone who claims to love michael but easily forgets he advocated for peace between all races???
Michael was a black man, which some people seem to forget, trying to claim him solely for the white community (which will never happen??) Yet does this mean heâs exclusive to only the black community; no.
This isnât black vs white.
This isnât american vs british.
Every one person is not the same and should NOT be subjected to prejudice because you have a certain idea or mentality about people.
Especially with friendly fire in the black community, a lot of people feel the need to attack one another based on whether theyâre british, american, mixed, etc. Weâre all BLACK.
lastly, michael loved all races, and wanted all races to love each other, letâs stop generalising groups of people and assuming because you met people who gave you a negative experience that all people of that âtypeâ are the same, because thatâs just not realistic.
can we live in peace, cus this is getting outta haaand⌠and we all know full well michael would not stand for any of this problematic behaviour..
mind you not everyone in this fandom is either black or white.. LETS BE INCLUSIVE
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