Hollow

So like... Pants did not take the reveal well.

I loved this chapter so much!!! And I was so right about the main “darkner” in this chapter, and that he would be a character like Queen Watevra Wa’nabi in that because of the way that he presents himself he’ll be suspicious but would ultimately just show that he’s just a good person- or flower?

Anyways I love all of them, they’re all so cute:DD

But I feel like soo bad whenever I go back to try and find old videos that I used to love or trying to find YouTubers I used to watch and then finding little to nothing.

That one channel with all those comic dubs? Gone, they were all privated years ago with only one video up about the creator possibly coming back whenever they finished school. But a year or so ago their accounts became untraceable and were probably deleted.

That one person with all those reactions? Nothing else has been posted in years, and the most recent comments are from people asking if the creators is alive and well. And the other reactor that so happened to exist a round the same time who made fanart of the other creator? Their channel is gone and the last thing you remember that they posted was a video saying that they were opening emergency commissions.

The creator of that one comic series? No longer available. Only one post is up on the account but it’s private, (But I remember it being about why they decided to stop the AU) and the only thing publicly available is a spanish dub on Wattpad, and an amino page that was checked over a year ago that is probably no longer available anymore. (But was your only remaining trace of that artist.)

Because not only would I see the characters and animations/edits, but in the case with MHA I let sooo many spoilers wash over me so much so that I knew that Himiko Toga and Ochako Uraraka would be my favorite characters. But at that point I’d already given up the prospect of watching it “normally”. Since the last time I had tried to watch it I barely got a fourth of the way through the first season. And even though I’ve watched more of the show by now, I know how it’ll end so I just look at artists/editors every once in a while and like idk.

It takes getting back into another fandom for my brain to want more content. Which is what led to me watching Sir Crumb Crumblet S. Crumbington’s Pork Soda animation remake. Like a day after it had been released. (I had been a long time viewer for years. I think since Two Time? But I’ve been consistently watching ever since Amnesia was her name.)

I had seen the thumbnail for the original animation but being too scared to watch it I never did. But unlike the other animations which focused on characters whose story I had little to no basis of, I decided to just suck it up and binge watch the entirety of the EddWorld. And now I’m multiple frames into an animation, I’m frequently drawing the neighbors (But the Ellsworld counterparts), and I’m trying to find as many EW fanartists as possible to follow.

Of course beforehand I knew very little. I knew that Tord was a character that was incredibly popular (I’d see fanart of him and profile pics every so often.) I knew there was a guy in a blue hoodie who originally had only one eye that closed into a line but was later changed into two black eyes. And that there was a guy in a green hoodie. I didn’t even know Matt was a character until I started watching, even though five years prior I had seen Lee the Dogs Flamingo animation which used the audio from Mirror Mirror.

But that’s literally how my brain works.

Despite being a part of so many fandoms only one can take center stage when I’m trying to work on stuff, and y’know I should probably just let myself get into fandoms quicker and experience joy and happiness but it feels super daunting and impossible until I feel compelled to by the will of the Teletubby Sun baby.