Dangerous Company - part 9
by Holmesianlove
Chapter 9: A Surprising Evening
My sleep was disturbed by the sound of my name, âŠgently whispered. Watson. Watson... calling me from my sleep. âŠAnd then... John. It was sweet sounding. âŠWhat I imagine a Siren calling to the sailors would sound like. Some of my soldier mates swore they'd heard Siren calls from the boats on the way to battle, but I was convinced they were crazy.Â
This, however, sounded heavenly. Only much deeper. It vibrated through me. I opened my eyes, giving over to it completely and was greeted by the sight of Holmes holding out his hand, waiting for me to take it. âŠâCome on. Let's go.âÂ
âWhere?â I asked. âŠ
But he didn't speak. He merely took my hand and guided me out of the apartment, down to the street below, without another word. Everything seemed to move in slow motion. It felt like my legs were made of lava but walking through dense water at the same time; everything in such slow motion. I wasn't sure if it was because I was sleep-weary or whether I was dreaming it all. Everything felt so surreal. I had no control over what was happening. âŠMy entire body was being controlled by something else, somebody else. All I could do was be guided by Holmes. And in that moment I knew I didnât mind at all. I looked down and he still had my hand in his. Somehow, I didn't mind that either. It was comforting, even though it felt slightly cold. In the small amount of time we had spent getting to know each other, we had really bonded. I had enjoyed seeing that he, somehow, in his way, liked spending time with me, and I in turn wanted to spend my time with him. So this felt completely fine with me. If he wanted me to join him now, I would.Â
The night was dark and misty. I couldn't feel my legs. Unlike the day when my legs had tired from all the walking, now it felt as if I was floating. Like I wasn't even inside my body. It felt like we walked for hours and yet minutes at the same time. âŠIt felt as if we were talking, and yet no words were exchanged, but it seemed our brains were communicating without speaking, as if some kind of bond took place without needing to say words at all. I was smiling. I felt happy. âŠI didn't know why. It didn't matter to me that I didn't understand it. I knew instinctively that I was following him, wherever he would take me, and it didn't concern me that it could be dangerous. He could be leading me somewhere to my death, and I was going, regardless. âŠSomething about this man had entranced me, and I wanted everything he was offering, whatever it might be. He was beautiful, elegant â both in his style and appearance. âŠHis pale skin and eyes absolutely intrigued me in a way nobody ever had before. Was it an attraction? âŠI don't know. I'd certainly appreciated the male form before. âŠI was not shy about sexual encounters, despite the fact that such things were not spoken of in public. One found what they needed wherever they could â particularly away at war â so long as prying eyes werenât to find you. But I had never really found that heart-pacing sensation that people called romance with anyone before â man or woman. That desire to be around one person, that passion, that craving. It was the first time I was desperate for someoneâs attention. His time, his eyes on me. He had been conditioning me by drip feeding his availability. Maybe thatâs all it was but I knew any moments I had with him were precious. He was the first person I actually wanted to spend time with, I needed to see. Now, here he was, dragging me through the streets of London. Or if it was some kind of fantasy I had dreamed up, I did not want to wake from it. Perhaps he and his brotherâs concerns were well-founded and I was ill, and having a fever dream. I did not know which was true, but I was enjoying every moment of it. Every sensation.Â
Suddenly, he grabbed me and pulled me into a doorway, just as he had earlier in the day. He closed the door behind us and we were safely inside an empty room. Dark, quiet. Unlike the antique store, this room was deserted, but for the two of us. He crowded against me again, only this time it wasnât in fear. I could smell his clothing, his hair. In his lapel he had a fresh red rose. My head was spinning at the closeness of him. At the heady scent of the flower in his lapel. He put his face to my cheek and kissed the scar there, gently, featherlight.Â
âIâm so sorry,â he whispered. âPlease forgive me?â
âIt is forgiven,â I replied gently, my voice barely coming out. âOf course itâs forgiven. It was an accident.â
âI would never hurt you, my dear Watson, I would never hurt you. You know that.â
âI do.â
âDo you trust me?â he pleaded.
âYes, I do.â I nodded slowly. He had me, anything he wanted of me he could have.
He stroked gently at my cheek. As his eyes grazed over all of my face and I felt somehow naked despite being fully clothed. It felt inexplicably sensual even though he barely touched me. I wanted so desperately for him to kiss me. I wanted to lean in and kiss him back. I wasnât sure if that is what he intended with the encounter but I wasnât sure I really understood what was transpiring at all. He leaned his lips down to my throat and rested them there. I sucked in a breath at the intimacy of it. My breathing picked up in excitement as he remained there. He didnât kiss me, he didnât do anything at all in fact. He just rested his lips there on my pulse point, continuing to breathe slowly, as if he had found a contented place of rest and I didnât know what to do next.
âHolmes?â I asked a little nervously.
âShhhhh!â he hissed, silencing me, as if he was busy listening to something.
I couldnât move. I dared not move. I didnât want to in any case. It was mesmerising.
And then I startled awake, opening my eyes to find myself on the couch at Baker Street. Holmes was seated in his arm chair, which he had turned around to face me, watching me closely as I slept. His eyes were transfixed on me, his elbows rested on his knees and his fingers were steepled together as he watched me.
âAre you alright?â he asked, immediately sitting up straighter.
I felt completely disoriented and embarrassed. I flushed instantly, at the memory of everything still fresh in my mind. It felt so real, as if it was a memory, not a dream, as if I had just been experiencing it. I could still feel his breath on my neck, his voice still giving me goosebumps down my spine. I nodded uncomfortably in silence.
âJust a⌠strange dream,â I offered instead, frowning as I tried to re-orient myself.
âLet me make you some tea,â he suggested. âAre you hungry?â
I thought for a moment and shook my head. He got up to move to the kitchen, though the look in his eyes seemed to convey something strange. It was almost as if he knew what I had seen. Could he know what I had dreamt about? Surely not!
âAre you alright?â I asked. âI was worried about you - hiding out in your room like that again.â
âSorry IâŚâ He came back out of the kitchen without any tea to answer me. âIâm not used to having people around me and I thought perhaps I might have upset you with my behaviour.â
âIâm fine. I told you I was fine.â
âI just wanted to give you space to recover.â
âI was shot in the shoulder,â I said, clearing my throat awkwardly.
âWhen?â He looked utterly confused of course.
âIn the war, I was shot in my shoulder, Holmes. My point is, this cut on my faceâŚÂ itâs nothing.â
âWatson, itâs not nothing,â he groaned with renewed impatience.
âAlright,â I sighed, sitting up further. âLetâs assume itâs not nothing. And I respect your thoughts on this. Letâs assume you injured me greatly and while you seem to think it should be punishable by death, I think it can be forgiven.â
He stiffened. âIt will be forgiven when I know you are alright.â
âI am alright!â I cried in frustration.
âWe must give it another twenty-four hours, and then I will concede that you are alright.â
âYou are very peculiar,â I said with an awkward chuckle.
He finally gave a little grin. âThat may also be true.â
âSo⌠for the next twenty-four hours Iâm to stay on this sofa?â
âYes.â he gave a curt nod.
âAnd⌠youâre going to watch over me?â I checked.
âYes,â he agreed.
âSo does that mean I get to spend time in your company, or will you hide out in your room again?â I asked.
âI wish to watch over you,â he agreed.
âDo you play chess?â I asked.
âI do.â His eyes lit up.
âWell great. I assume you have a set?â
âThatâs probably a bad idea,â he immediately said and I frowned at him.
âWell Iâm very good,â he continued.
âAre you?â I replied in challenge. âWell then, perhaps you can teach me a thing or two? We can play games, we can ask each other questions. Drink tea. I can feed us.â
He scrunched his face up at the suggestion.
âYou really donât eat much, do you? How do you survive without eating?â I asked.
âI have a⌠weak constitution andââ
âYou know Iâm a doctor, Holmes. I could help. I could work around your condition - whatever it is,â I offered, trying to open the door for him to tell me more about himself.
âItâs fine. I like to manage it myself.â
âYouâre very secretive.â
âI like to keep it that way,â he said gently.
âVery well. You worry about your own needs and Iâll look after mine. So long as you keep me company,â I agreed gently. He seemed to like that, and relaxed slightly.
He smiled and went back to the kitchen to make tea.
âDeal, then. Your brother is a real treat,â I called out.
âI can assure you, I see him as little as possible. We donât get along.â
âHeâs much older than you,â I commented.
âConsiderably.â That seemed to amuse Holmes.
âHow much older?â I asked.
âOh, a hundred years or so,â he said flippantly.
I chuckled at the comment. I found it very funny, a jibe between bickering siblings, not realising at the time just how accurate the comment was to be, until much later. When Holmes finally entered with our tea and settled opposite me again I offered: âIâm sure heâs only looking after your best interests, as all brothers are.â
âCertainly that must be true,â he said with a stiff half smile to end the topic.
We sat and talked for hours passing the time well, occasionally reading quietly on our own and he forced me to take a nap when I looked tired. Eventually I persuaded him to get out the chess set.
âHow often do you get clients?â I asked as we played our moves.
âWell thereâs different seasons. Christmas is busy - lots of stressful situations - lost people, theft, that sort of thing.â
âRight, of course,â I agreed as I made a move on the board.
âValentineâs Day - thereâs stalkers, lost lovers being sought out, murders,â he said, raising his eyebrows excitedly and moved a piece in response.
âReally?!â I was fascinated, and probably distracted. I leaned in, hoping for more information.
âMmmm,â he hummed as he watched me play out my move.
âWinter time, people get bored. They start to fill their time with historical research - family trees, and so on. They start asking for help finding people. That sort of thing.â
âI see.â
We continued to play as we talked. The way he watched the pieces move, like he was stalking a prey. It was enthralling. And every now and then those eyes flicked up to mine and it took my breath away.
âI donât take every case. Only the ones that interest me. Of course, now I have you to help, so sometimes I might send you out to ask some extra questions, gather some extra intel. See if thereâs more there worth looking at. It can be hard when I only go out in the evenings.â
âOkay. I can do that,â I replied. âHappy to.â
âYou donât wish to find a more permanent position as a surgeon again? Would this be sufficient for you? To hold your interest?â he asked, tentatively.
âI might eventually⌠but the break has been good for me. Itâs early days. I enjoyed investigating with you but Iâm sure you also donât want to be paying me a wage if Iâm only sitting around waiting for clients.â
âIâll find things for you to do. Youâve already been tidying.â
âYes, your brother thought I was your housekeeper! Thatâs humiliating. I donât want to be your maid.â
âNot at all, youâve done a splendid job and you cook beautifully. At least from what I can smell.â
âYou donât even eat it!â I exclaimed, finally making a move.
âStill. Youâve been making yourself very useful, an invaluable human even. Donât worry so much. We will make the arrangement work Iâm sure.â
I nodded, uncomfortably. I didnât want to be a nuisance. Holmes looked at me with a strange grin. âAhâŚ.â
âWhat?â I asked, trying to gauge why he was looking at me like that. He didnât say anything, just looked very uncomfortable. âWhat? Holmes what is it? What did I say?â
âCheckmate?â
âWhat?! Already?!â
He chuckled low in his chest. âSorry.â He looked embarrassed.
âYou are good.â I stared at the board completely horrified.
âI told you.â
âWell perhaps youâll have to train me up better then if you want to play more often.â I gave an embarrassed smile of apology. After all, he had warned me and I had forced him to play.
He nodded and started packing up the pieces.
I frowned suddenly, his earlier comment catching up to me. âYou mentioned the other day that you donât talk to humans much and just now you saidââ
âItâs just a joke my brother and I have because we donât like people very much. Itâs nothing,â he said quickly, avoiding my eyes as he tidied up the pieces.
âSeems a strange turn of phrase to use,â I commented.
âYour book. The one youâve been reading? The Beetle⌠Richard Marsh? With the detectives and the beastsâŚ? What do you make of it?â he asked suddenly.
âOh a lot of hogwash really,â I scoffed.
âYou donât think there are beasts among us?â he asked.
âWhat in real life? No, itâs just a fantasy novel! For entertainmentâs sake, Holmes.â
âAnd⌠were you? Entertained?â
âWell certainly - for a couple of days at least.â
âBut you donât believe it to be possible?â
I looked at him a little shocked at the question. âNo⌠Do you?!â
âOh,â he stood and moved the chess board back to the bookshelves, âwell I think science has a lot of catching up to do certainly.â
âYou believe in beasts of fantasy?â
âI think science finds new creatures all the time. Whoâs to say what is and isnât real?â
âHuh. Interesting,â I huffed. I looked at the clock on the mantle. âWell, it seems Holmes Iâve survived your twenty-four hour quarantine and not turned into a beast yet.â I thought it was a funny joke given the conversation. I expected him to chuckle with me.
But instead, his face fell and darkened. âNo indeed.â He nodded. âGoodnight, Watson.âÂ
And with that, he walked away to his room and I got the distinct impression that the statement upset him somehow. A funny feeling passed through me. Had that been it? Had he and his brother been watching me so closely because I was infected with some kind of virus? Had they been expecting me to turn into some kind of fantastical beast? Well that was ridiculous! Of course those things werenât real. Holmes was just a man. A strange man, but a man nonetheless, who had scratched me in a moment of insanity. Nothing more to read into it. I had to stop reading bizarre fiction stories, that was certain. There was no such thing as crazed beasts. No werewolves or vampires here. Just an overprotective, moody, flatmate.
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