The sky was never the limit

Tumblr Reboot. Life is good right now but I need to remember this.. I feel like I don't care about what anyone else thinks but in the same day I can care like crazy. I am 2 extremes and I DO NOT understand myself. I am struggling so much with mental health right now that it is affecting my life. It has for a long time but never this bad. Never this bad to the point where I am just letting myself down time and time again. It's funny how you can be completely ok (and by ok I mean coping) and then one thing can happen and it pushes you off the path you thought you could see the end of.. This happened to me in May. (I will probably say more about this in another post) and since then I haven't managed to get back on track. Yeah, i'm happier now that it's happened and it's over but it just pushed me off the path I should be on. I always believe things happen for a reason. It can take the piss a lot of the time though..! I know this post is vague.. Didn't wanna go crazy and post a massive essay-length story. But yeah I'm gonna come back on here regularly and post updates about my mental health - anxiety, agoraphobia etc....