jezelle

.✦ ݁˖ hii, you can call me Jezelle !

♡ :: I will mainly write for boyliife and nettspend, but my requests are always open!

♫ :: You can always catch me listening to .. 2hollis, charli xcx, bladee, ecco2k, jane remover, blood orange, frost children and nettspend

Masterlist

2hollis ໒꒱

Plug!hollis x reader

Boyfriend!hollis headcanons

Conceal ໒꒱

Boyfriend!ryan x reader

Rommulas ໒꒱

Nerd!roman

Nettspend ໒꒱

Jealous!nettspend

wc :: 374

!! :: smut , suggestive , cheating , mentions of weed

♡ ₊˚‧ ♡ ₊˚‧ Thinking about Plug Hollis and Reader..

Plug!hollis who had been hooked on you from the mere second his eyes caught a fleeting glimpse of you at that sorority mixer. His heart didn't just skip a beat, but fully launched itself against his ribcage. 

Plug!hollis who hates seeing you buy from other dealers out of fear you’ll abandon him for them.

Plug!hollis who makes sure to always throw some extra weed into your bag, his gift in return for you allowing him to be around you. 

Plug!hollis who’d gotten so used to your company he hated when you weren't around. 

Plug!hollis who tries to compress his feelings for you due to the nature of his job, but he just can't help the way the blood rushes to his cock when you hop in the passenger side of his car in your pleated skirt. 

Plug!hollis who has you saved in his phone as “My favorite girl”. His friends automatically get to pressing him asking who the mystery girl was. 

Plug!hollis who pulls you in by your throat, crashing into you like he’s starving. Kissing you like he’s afraid you’ll pull away. Hands roaming your body pulling you closer than you already are, mouths moving fast and desperately.

Plug!hollis who couldn’t wait another second dragging you into the backseat ripping off each other's clothes in between kisses.

Plug!hollis who fucks you like he hates you, “fuuuuuck” he grunts shoving his dick into you while you struggle to maintain on all fours in the tight space. You can feel the way his cock twitches in you whenever you moan his name. 

Plug!hollis who you know is close. He picks up the pace using his hands to guide your ass back and forth against his cock while his other hand holds his blunt. 

Plug!hollis who cums in you the second you look back at him, all out of breath and pretty for him, pleading to let you take him load. “taking it all for me, yeah?” he coos slowly pulsing in and out of you.

Plug!hollis who helps you get dressed, running his hand through your hair and pressing a light kiss onto your forehead. 

Plug!hollis who hands you your bag of prerolls with a smile and watches you walk back into your boyfriends dorm.

@luvvrafey @luvvconceal @punkceal @suxyio @whitetiger2crush2 @sophi-ii @dyanara2diary @all2-s @internett-archive @kingoveverything @zzombiiac

wc :: 700

!! :: smut , suggestive

♡ ₊˚‧ ♡ ₊˚‧ Thinking about Nerd Roman and Reader..

Nerd!Roman who couldn’t keep his eyes off of you the second you stepped into class. These days he’s barely paying attention to the professor, he’d much rather spend his time admiring you.

Nerd!Roman whose mind starts to wander each day he watches you gently tuck your hair behind your ear. He focuses on the way you bite your lip when you’re really focused. 

Nerd!Roman who “studies” in the library more often. Hair messily tied into a pony tail, propped up right beside the window watching you work at the cafe across the street. Wondering if a girl like you could ever want a guy like him.

Nerd!Roman who swears he forgot how to breathe when you approached him after lecture. Your top low enough to flaunt what’s hidden underneath. You’d missed the past two lectures due to being sick (which he noticed and was heavily worried about) and was wondering if he had the notes. 

Nerd!Roman who stumbles over his words. “Y-yeah, you can take a picture of them” he scavenges for the page in his notebook. Suddenly, a genius idea falls upon him. “Or I-I could send them to you, there’s a lot of pages and I kind of have to run”. The corners of your lips begin to curl, catching on to the game he’s playing. “Okay, sure” you agreed, he was kind of cute.

Nerd!Roman who can’t help but feel nervous around you. His palms are now home to pools of sweat. He clears his throat every time he begins a new sentence in an attempt to drop his voice to a lower octave. That causes you to giggle. Which results in him feeling his jeans become a bit tighter.

Nerd!Roman who was finally able to get your phone number. He could feel the incoming erection as you turned on your heel and walked away, turning back at him once more to wave goodbye. 

Nerd!Roman who walked home with his laptop in front of his crotch, embarrassed by how hard he was. That night all he could think about was you. He adored the way you refused to wear any color that wasn’t pink, the way you always had a cute accessory in your hair. He could only imagine how your soft voice sounded echoing his name. 

Nerd!Roman who kept checking his phone hoping you’d text him back. It’s been 3 hours since he sent you the note. Did you give him a fake number?

[4 Attachment’s] 

name: you’re such a sweetheart! tysm💗

roman: No prob :)))

Nerd!Roman who shuts off his phone and tosses it somewhere in his messy room, stomach attacked by butterflies. His room which has posters of Maps and old scientists, and can’t forget the shelves of figurines. 

Nerd!Roman who notices you wearing shorter skirts and tighter tops. Damn it now he’s bound to fail this course, he can’t give anything else the grace of his attention. All he wants to know is how good you’d feel around him. Probably so tight an- 

He missed 60 minutes of instruction, you’re his pretty distraction after all.

Nerd!Roman who can’t help but check every corner of the internet for your instagram. His search came to an end when he went through the following list of the cafe you worked at. Perfect.

Nerd!Roman who uses his treasure as material to jerk off. head thrown back as he runs his hand up and down his cock, gasping quietly as if there’s anyone else in the apartment. 

Nerd!Roman who reaches his climax to a photo of you on the beach wearing a tiny pink bikini. Chanting your name, moving faster as if his hand was yours. Your voice replays in his head, causing him to squeeze tighter. 

Nerd!Roman who finishes with one fina grunt of your name. Now stroking his length slowly, opposite to his previous pace. white pearls run down his member, beads of sweat kiss his face. 

Nerd!Roman who can no longer take it. He lies there semi-satisfied but it wasn’t enough. He just had to have you!

Nerd!Roman who decides to shoot his shot. You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take, right?

roman: you’re hot.

Nice one, Roman.

wc :: 1k

a/n :: drabble. not proof read. star symbol instead of y/n

Gunner never asked you out.

But you two acted like he did.

You were always together, when he’d come back from long studio sessions the first thing he wanted to do was be wrapped in your arms. You two stayed up late baking cinnamon rolls that would turn out being burnt to a crisp. He even had songs written about you.

He’s the fool for telling you he didn't want to be tied down or whatever. And you respected him and his whole “I’m not looking for anything serious” speech, because at the end of the day he was a really good boyfriend. You’re sure you’ve spent more nights at his place than your own. But still, he just wasn’t able to commit.

So why was his chest tightening at the sight in front of him? He dragged you here. He brought you to HIS listening party. The least you could do was respect him. 

Now he’s watching you laugh a little too hard and bat your lashes a bit too much for his liking. With disgust on his face he stares, for a little too long. “Yo, you good?” a deep voice calls out. Xavier.

“Yeah I'm fine” He lies. He could tear the whole building apart

“Alright bet, the djs looking for you”

“Okay cool ill be there in a sec” He feels like he cant take his eyes off you, If he does you’ll be gone with the mystery man and into a random bathroom.

But you feel it. His eyes all over you.

You don’t care. You love gunner but you wanted something real, something assuring. And he sure as hell wasn't giving you that. You guys shared intimate moments, sometimes you’d ask him to go stargazing and he’d just stare at your face as you rambled on about the Orion’s Belt. He loves how much you talk. But obviously not enough.

You eventually get bored of the guy you're talking to, you’ve been fake laughing at his horrible jokes for 10 minutes and he still wont get the hint. You scan the room looking for gunner, who seems to have moved from his hawk position. You find him over at the djs booth just finishing up whatever consultation they have going on.

He begins walking up the stairs of the rented mansion to watch the party over from the second floor indoor balcony. You excuse yourself from the conversation before swimming through the sweaty bodies to follow. 

“Gun!” You call out smiling, as if you weren't just purposely trying to piss him off.

He glances at you, substituting for a verbal greeting. He’s leaning on the balcony watching the party taking place beneath him. 

“Why so quiet?” You ask resting your chin in your palm.

You bat your lashes the same way you did to that guy. It makes his stomach turn that should be preserved for him and him only.

“Where’d your boyfriend go?” Jaw clenching and he avoids the way you look at him with those innocent eyes.

You fake confused, “what do you mean gun?”

“Don’t act oblivious” he shoots back.

“Gun I don’t know what you're talking about, plus this is YOUR party you can’t just be up here moping around.” 

“You know what I'm referring to, and it doesn’t matter if it's my party when you’re flirting with every guy in a 3 foot radius”

You’re now starting to get annoyed although you were waiting for this reaction. 

“Gunner you don’t get to be upset about things like that when you repeatedly tell me you don't want anything serious with me”

The air is heavy between the two of you.

“☆ that was a long time ago-” His grip tightens against the railing. “I want you ☆, I only want you.” 

Silence swallows you both. You can tell he was surprised at the words that came out of his mouth. You were as well. 

But you needed to hear more. It wasn’t enough. You scoff. “Gunner you don’t want me and if you did, why’d it take another man talking to me for you to tell me?!”  you argue “You just don’t want anyone else to want me”

“I’m sorry ☆. I have a lot on my plate right now. I wanted to be able to give you my 100% and I wasn’t sure if I could do that. I didn’t want to let you down”

Your eyes soften. You don’t even care if he’s bullshitting right now. “Gunner, you didn’t have to shy away from me. I will take as much as you can give. You know me. That’s why I'm hurt. 

You feel water begin to pool in your eyes. You don’t blink just in case tears fall. The overly loud music and crowd drowned out. It's just you two in this space. 

You continue “You always confide in me, you tell me whatever’s on your mind. Yet you can never be clear about how you feel about me.”

You see him relax from his once tense self, as if he’s applying breathing methods he’s learned from a long therapy session. 

“I know. And seeing you with him just confirmed that what you said is right. I don't want anyone else to want you and I don't want you to want anyone else.”

You could break out in tears. 

“I want to continue to spend my days with you and devote all my love to you”

You tread closer to him, the atmosphere around you has now completely faded away. It’s as if you two are the only people to exist.

“I love you ☆, This is a forever thing.”

And without hesitation, your lips crash onto his. Softer than you remembered. You missed his touch, his hand cupped your face kissing you slowly and passionately. He felt like he could breathe for the first time in forever. 

You slowly pull away, his hands still frame your face. 

“I love you too gun, just wanted to hear you say it.” you whisper softly

“I’ll give you the world.” he replies, kissing your forehead. 

He wraps an arm around your shoulder then turning to look down at his listening party that he abandoned.

Oh shit. 

You see phone cameras pointed up towards you both. 

Great.

an :: IF U MENTION ANY SPELLING ERRORS I WILL BANISH YOU also i need a perm taglist im so lay zeee