semi-hiatus

izmir isn’t that far from where i live, so i felt it too, even so lightly. we had similar earthquakes in the city i live in too, in the last 1 month. but those never took lives.

these earthquakes mean that tomorrow is not guaranteed, and we have to treasure every day we have.

so, if you’re seeing this, do me a favor & go and tell your loved ones that you love them. tell them you appreciate the love they are giving you. tell them you are happy that they are in your life.

again, tomorrow isn’t guaranteed. spread love,

more people are being rescued under the buildings that collapsed. it is getting way worse.

right now we have 75+ deaths and 900+ injuries.

this is the link to the national disaster and emergency departments’ donation site. izmir needs your help. if you cannot donate, please share this.

i know i haven’t been on here in some time, but i need help. my father had money stolen from him and is blaming me and my mom for it. he refuses to believe that someone stole his card information and wants me to pay him back. the total amount taken is about $4000. i’m selling merch items i have, and i’m looking for a job, but he is demanding to be repaid immediately. i normally wouldn’t ask for help, but its so much money he wants back so quickly.

my Dad lost $4000 on his bank account and is blaming me and my mom of stealing from him, the bank told him that someone stole money from it, but he refused to believe it and the bank won’t help us any further.

my mom has had many surgeries in the last years because she sufferered from Cancer (Non Hodgkin Lymphoma) so I had to leave my job as a manager in a coffee shop to work at the family store without pay for a good while, so that she could recover. The money I earned from the coffee shop also went towards her surgeries mostly.

my dad is an extremely aggressive and abusive man who is sadly not listening to me and is making me and my mom pay him back but sadly, i don’t have a stable job due to me working on the grocery store for two years without him paying me anything at all and my mom also works there and cannot look for a job elsewhere due to her health condition.

I also am suffering from depression and its a struggle to be able to afford my medication every month, i have been doing so with the help from my best friend for the past few months.

as a result, in the last week I’ve been selling all my merch on facebook and returning what I can, but since I didn’t spend $4000 on it all like my dad claims, it won’t even reach $1000, I’m even selling my switch and TV.

i’m currently looking for a job but i am scared of my father taking other measures if this money is not paid soon to him 

i’m also scared of him physically abusing us, In the past he has done it.  Im scared my mom’s health worsens, she has a surgery on the 20th of this month and with this situation we are not sure if my father will support her financially anymore.

While I would like to leave this household, I can’t bring myself to abandon my little brother as well, he’s only 12 years old and i am afraid of what could happen if i go.

I know working and selling my stuff can repay some of the money, but i don’t know how long we can endure his abuse. I am trying my best to do anything i can, i don’t care to lose my belongings or having many jobs as long as i can pay him back soon and possibly work hard enough to get out of this household where we are constantly in fear of him abusing us. So if you could please donate, even if its just a little bit, we will be eternally grateful, I just want to protect my mom and be able to live a life without his constant abuse.  

If you read all of this, if you could share it, if you donate, know i am really thankful and i will work really hard to get out of this situation, Thank you, Any amount would help us. I just want to protect my mom and little brother from him.

i’m still looking for a job but my mom has been asking me to help her at the store for at least 2 weeks more… she has a surgery coming up and i need to be there because she cannot do it alone in her current state

but I have another problem, I can’t pay for my medicine for depression, and i don’t know what i’m gonna do when I run out in 2 weeks, my parents aren’t paying for it

Asphyxiation will make me subject to policies/laws that allow paramedics to force me into an emergency department against my will. Emergency departments will attempt to “mobilise” me without my consent, which could be life-threatening with my current condition.

Funds have to be saved up for any potentially effective treatment in a non-acute setting, but it’s been IMPOSSIBLE to raise enough money for the past few days.

I’m also falling behind fundraising for an accident compensation case that could be the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity out of degrading poverty from living with a prolonged and incurable condition.

$3,237 are needed for those legal fees + medical bills + disability expenses by 10am 29th Aug EST

Specifically this includes

$1,002 for legal costs and medical fees, which could not be raised earlier this week, despite consistent posts about this.

$2,235 for general expenses incl. rent + home care, and saving up medical + legal fees. You can view the full list of expenses here

Medical reports have been uploaded to http://fundraiser-evidence.tumblr.com/

Please consider donating something if you can. Thank you.

- PayPal.me page (PayPal account required; no transactions fees for PayPal balance transfers) - PayPal page (no PayPal account required) - PayPal transfer to [email protected]

- If PayPal doesn’t work, please try my old gofundme page which uses Stripe. Note: the info there is 20 months old, please just use the page as an alternative means of donation. https://www.gofundme.com/hmnad

there are so many layers to why this vine is immaculate. the slight blur of maple in the background. the halo effect on her fur. the warm autumn lighting. there are no flaws to this and i could watch it forever