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don’t want to come across as condescending when advice was not requested more so sharing what i do with no expectation of it being a method to now be used, rather i’d like to know what is used already. i really just like talking about crafts that i already do and it has been a long time since anyone around me showed interest. my younger sister threw a tantrum when she couldn’t pick up crochet from either me or the videos she watched and was really mean about what was clearly her own perception of failure or inferiority (i remember being her age and bad at it and feeling bad about that so i really tried to be patient until she started being mean) and my younger brother prefers video games or youtube or reading books in his downtime (which can be hard won from my evil parents) and so even though he has/had an interest it took second role to his main interests and as he wouldn’t give up any of those to learn when i was free it fell to the wayside. Oh And My Parents See Them Learning My Hobbies As Corruptive It Seems, As They Don’t Make Money And (in the case of my brother) Are Feminine. ummm so yeah it’s nice to talk w/o all that baggage
very tangentially related - one argument my mum has had with me is that i can’t let information or fact go undiscovered. like my younger sister was insisting that the liver played a fundamental role in the immune system - look it’s an argument i don’t want to explain it was what preceded me walking 5.5km to a pharmacy and buying what killed me on saturday/sunday and i’ve woken up feeling okay so let’s move on - and when i found easily accessible scientific papers talking about it not really doing that but playing a very niche role unlikely to do with [why she needed it to be true that the liver played a role in immune system response], my mum went ‘you don’t always have to be right it’s okay to be wrong. why are you always googling everything’.
then roughly a week later we were driving to my gastroenterologist appointment and she asked me to explain ICE. yeah the whole 24 year history and political and ideological foundations no i’m not joking. and i was able to!!!!!!!!!!! a few months back she asked me to do the same about. i shit you not. israel. and this is a woman who doesn’t like when you talk much and is both clued out of current affairs and only holds in high regard what her stupid duck (quack) libertarian army reservist of a husband says. for example i told her the night i died that it was possible to go straight from bachelor with honours to phd with no masters and she turned to my dad and asked if that was true. a man who has done a masters and has a chip on his shoulder that he ‘definitely could have done a phd’ despite hating the public and that was what his masters was in. so i both have incredibly limited time with her stupid fucking brain and also need to subtly unwork the connections linked in there are decades of entrenched bias against the populations ICE targets and my dads own libertarianism.
Avian August day 2! The rainbow embroidery on this one looks so vibrant in the sunlight 🌈 I extended the wings a bit on this design, too, to better capture the hummingbird shape.
don’t want to come across as condescending when advice was not requested more so sharing what i do with no expectation of it being a method to now be used, rather i’d like to know what is used already. i really just like talking about crafts that i already do and it has been a long time since anyone around me showed interest. my younger sister threw a tantrum when she couldn’t pick up crochet from either me or the videos she watched and was really mean about what was clearly her own perception of failure or inferiority (i remember being her age and bad at it and feeling bad about that so i really tried to be patient until she started being mean) and my younger brother prefers video games or youtube or reading books in his downtime (which can be hard won from my evil parents) and so even though he has/had an interest it took second role to his main interests and as he wouldn’t give up any of those to learn when i was free it fell to the wayside. Oh And My Parents See Them Learning My Hobbies As Corruptive It Seems, As They Don’t Make Money And (in the case of my brother) Are Feminine. ummm so yeah it’s nice to talk w/o all that baggage
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okay goodnight this is not a long stay unit and australia generally seems allergic to locking people like me up in the slammer for months so even if i don’t talk or refuse to engage it’ll be fine. if im here by the end of the week ill drop out fuck shool
she did die that night. someone always dies. so i have to be careful. i don’t know what her wishes were. i’m already disobeying the biggest one, not going back.
god i don’t want to make fun of me. i don’t know how to talk about it without joking esp over text esp when like im. effectively going to be left on read. thank you for quoting the passion of christ immediately after you left home after shouting at your dad that he was hitler instead of killing him. wow.
As the only streaming platform tagging AI-generated music, Deezer now reveals that nearly 75,000 AI-tracks are uploaded every day
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in drew’s video he shows a pie chart of how much of the money goes to spotify vs musicians. it’s 30 70 iirc (and the way it works is that out of their revenue a set amount is set aside for artists and stream cent percentages are determined from there. if there are more artists, your amount of money goes down). if spotify is allegedly making their own music, they would shrink the pie for artists and get more money for themselves.
spotify puts these commissioned artists tracks (who they own the IP of) in their algorithm playlists meaning that new artists can non longer be organically discovered through these playlists.
the practice is called perfect fit content. it’s not a fucking conspiracy you dickwad
firefly entertainment produces a lot of these songs and the ceo is personal friends with their head of music.
tldr, if spotify uses ai to do this, they can cut out the middle man of comming artists at all. they can then continue to shove these songs onto their ‘curated’ playlists esp ones used when sleeping or studying or meditating, where they will be less noticed but more used (i tend to leave the sleep ones running from when i fall asleep to when i wake up).
the most interesting recap of australia and the cold war/red scare comes from a hilariously australian man making a replica of the harold holt swim centre as he explains harold holt and falls down an astonishing number of rabbit holes. it’s shocking how much more ive learned from this man about the 1940s-60s in australia and the rise and fall of both major parties. education comes from the most unexpected places.
it’s funny that the ex PM harold holt has a swim centre btw because he drowned. you might’ve heard that one about australia before hence my reference here.
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the audacity of this medical school nerd to apologise to the still in his diapers intern BEFORE ME after fishing around in my veins for i shit you not TEN FUCKING MINUTES (and these fucking dweebs tried to find my veins without ultrasound first YOU NITWITS) while the very serious looking toxicology consultant and reg were like Hi we’ve met before. Have you ever experienced multi organ failure? today might be your lucky day! like GIRL. YOU MOTHERFUCKERS COULDNT EVEN PAUSE YOUR CHITCHATTING LONG ENOUGH TO LET ME PROCESS ICU + MOF. YOU KNOW MY HEARING IS IMPAIRED.
i forgot this happened i think hospital stays go in the private closet where time tunnels. to be fair i never know night or day in resus (ED but scary)
ambulance slaps ecg stickers on you ED slaps ecg stickers on you then they toss you on your tail and you’re removing like 20 of the bastards because no one trusts other team’s work (for real the resus nurses complained in front of me about the ambulance ecg job 😠ðŸ˜)
my arm still hurts from when they removed the picc line. it’s so strange i half heartedly attempted self harm in early 2023 after my first overdose evr and it just hurt and didn’t make change my state so i stopped. it only fully disappeared this year which is crazy cuz they were the. hm should i be talking about this. anyways its so funny when they ask if i do any other forms of harm and i think ‘apart from the worlds most pathetic attempt…’ the problem is i know knives are not for your skin they’re for food and these are things i can’t override in my brain i have a really strict code like this. this is why other methods of attempting - more successful ones - are not viable for me. but yes my point is they ask me what the marks on my arms and hands are and it doesn’t get any less embarrassing being like yes well several consultants at the state hospital know me by name and method for a reason…
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stop listening to posts about it being okay to rest if you’re in an unstable environment where it is not. i’m sorry they’re lying to you, you’re not making up that in your reality the correct thing to do is to not rest.
many of you are not stable. you are anxious about money, counting pennies, have doctors or maybe the state breathing down your back. what none of that is is someone in your domicile, holding housing over your head in exchange for you never acknowledging your disabled existence. so your post
is meaningless in these contexts. and i’m sorry, if it’s impossible to include a fucking caveat then disabled people in non abusive situations can just cope with not getting a little reminder about how it’s always okay to rest 🙂 because it’s not. one day maybe you can walk inside my memory being homeless round 2 and see why.
i hear a lot of 2k note posts about remembering how some disabled people will die without their care and are currently dying. after we finish the solemn silence can we maybe have even a 50 note post about surviving that treadmill to death?
i know i complain a lot waves hand but i feel like i vague a lot less about people i am currently mutuals with and thats a more important statistic to me than how much time i spend getting irritated by bad opinions on the internet. like sure i say thanks for zero help but i think it would be blind obvious that i dont receive help from anywhere so it feels like salt in the wound. like i dont actually carry animosity towards those comments. although, scratches chin, i dont really know what i posted last week. most comments i can make of myself are going to be accurate on an hour to hour basis. but i think i still believe this
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