just so paranoid again now. Back to doing things I managed to stop doing a while ago. Have to contend with things I can’t get out of my head. Can’t push the pictures and words from my head

Am I strong enough for this? Resilient enough? It comes uninvited and stays

I’ve spent so much of my life wondering what’s wrong with me. I tried to put all that aside and try again. I didn’t think I could feel any worse about myself

i have covid and i can’t remember the last time i felt this ill. i’m double jabbed. i’ve spent the last 4 days almost entirely in my room and it’s beginning to depress me

i don't think i like anything but the touch of your skin on my skin, and i don't think i like anyone but you

It is literally as though the rain clouds from the last year have just completely cleared