Will

But if I start to act like myself they’d be confused. When I do act like myself they think that my energy is off. That I sound sad, different. They pick up on it. It’s like I have to put on a constant mask. I’m not that person anymore but they need that person, but it’s still me. I’m still that person. Just different. I look different, I act different, but I remember everything I need to know. It makes me feel wrong. I feel like they liked the unhealthier version of myself. But I’m not healthy now either. I don’t get it.