drink champagne in my airplane

Well, where do I even begin with this… I’m sitting here in front of this blank screen trying to come up with the right words but the only that come to mind are THANK YOU and I don’t know how to make you all understand how much I mean them. I wish I had better words than these but I honestly don’t and I hope you can believe them and feel them with the intensity that I do as I am typing this.

When I left this blog in November, I had reached the 6.000 followers milestone but I wasn’t happy. I wasn’t happy with myself, with my content, with my lack of interactions, with my life in general. I shared all of what was going through my head back then when I decided to close the blog but I never shared the aftermath of doing so. I was heartbroken. I cried in the days prior to me closing the blog, I felt like suffocating the entire time and when I closed it… I cried myself to sleep. I felt like a failure, like I had betrayed you guys and like I had just killed off a part of me… a bit dramatic, I know, but I wasn’t in a good headspace, you know?

I would have never imagined coming back here a few months ago, let alone achieve another milestone in such a small amount of time. I have to say that I don’t believe I deserve all the recent love but I’m going to take it anyways and be grateful for it. I am beyond happy on this blog now and I just have you guys to thank for it!

Last time I did something like this I did a follow-forever, I believe it was my 1st year anniversary but I thought this time I’d do something different. I never do those “author appreciation” posts and I thought it would be nice to give back some of the love I received while being on this platform.

Here is a list of all the BTS writers I follow. Whether I’ve spoken to them, read most of their stories or just a single one, I want them all to know how much they inspire me, entertain me and help me through the dark moments.

✮ 𝖆 𝖋𝖊𝖜 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖒𝖞 𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘

@dark-muse-iris ( masterlist | favourite story: call me mistress series) - hello, my dear. We’ve known each other for quite some time now, uh? I have to say it is very hard for me to develop friendships, both outside Tumblr and on it but you’ve been here for a very long time and we may not talk everyday, but I genuinely care about you. You’ve helped me in so many ways I don’t think I’ll ever be able to repay you for it or thank you enough. I hope life brings you nothing but joy in the future because you’re one of the greatest people I’ve ever met and you deserve the world ♥

@starlightauroras ( masterlist | favourite story: sealed with a kiss) - my little sister, hi ♥ I’m pretty sure you don’t expect this and let me tell you, I can’t keep secrets for the life of me so appreciate the effort of not telling you anything about it, I WAS DYING THE WHOLE TIME. You put up with me every single day and I love you for it. You make me laugh when I need to, you scream with me about those amazing boys, you welcome my rants and vents and everything in between. You found me in a time where I didn’t believe in friendship anymore and even though part of it is still true, you changed that. You became part of my life and now I can’t imagine not having you in it gfdgjhdgjh I’m so sappy, oh my God, I’m sorry ahah Just know that I love you and I hope one day I’ll get to see you in real life and squish you in the tightest hug ever uwu

✮ 𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖜𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘 ♥

@ditzymax (masterlist | favourite story: clandestine series) - @ellieljade​  (masterlist | favourite story: mr min) - @gimmesumsuga​  (masterlist | favourite story: gravity check) - @hobidreams (masterlist | favourite story: bloom) - @hobiwonder  (masterlist | favourite story: induratize series)- @holyfluffly (masterlist | favourite story: until forever) - @httpjeon (masterlist | favourite story: collateral damage) - @jamaisjoons  (masterlist | favourite story: faded love) - @jessikahathaway  (masterlist | favourite story: into eternity series) - @johobi  (masterlist | favourite story: when you least expect it series) - @junqkook  (masterlist | favourite story: the young wolf ) - @kookswife​ (masterlist | favourite story: masturbait) - @koyamuses (masterlist | favourite story: winter court series) - @parkjmzl​ (masterlist | favourite story: lower) - @kinktae  (masterlist | favourite story: hot rod ) - @winetae​ (masterlist | favourite story: money shot) - @yoonia  (masterlist | favourite story: in motion series)

✮ 𝖜𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖞 𝖗𝖆𝖉𝖆𝖗 👀

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