Lonely as Christmas morning

So like 3 years or so ago I started a diary type thing in my notes app. Just to write shit down when I was feeling sad or lonely. I haven’t looked at it for about a year now and I just read the last couple entries I put in there and fuck me. I pretty much gave up writing in it when I was going though my break up. (Probably should’ve kept it going, like what better time but than then…) I spose I just started putting shit on here instead on there. I’d be lying if I said it hasn’t gotten a bit easier since but I’m still so upset about it. It’s so hard to go from being someone’s someone to being alone ya know. There’s heaps I’m still sad about. But writing my feelings down seems to help abit so I’ll probably start again

So alone

It never ends

I wanna go on a holiday but have no one to go with 😖

I only want you

Fuck it

Hey Siri: when does it get better