SATELLITE - Long Analysis
SUMMARY:
satellite, the eleventh song of harry's house, is a song which uses the metaphor of an artificial satellite, an object sent out into orbit for the sole purpose of communication, to explain harry's desire to connect emotionally with the subject of the song.
CONTENTS:
- verse/chorus/bridge analysis
- comparisons
- final thoughts
VERSE/CHORUS/BRIDGE ANALYSIS:
First Verse:
You got a new life Am I bothering you, do you wanna talk?
straight away, harry acknowledges one basic fact: the subjectâs day-to-day schedule looks different from what it used to. this could be taken in the literal sense (they are busier, have different/more activities than usual, etc.), or it could be interpreted as this personâs perspective on things has changed.
from the second line, harry is already tip-toeing around the want to start a conversation. he wonders if heâs bothering this person by wishing to communicate with them, but still asks if they can speak.
here we see a major difference from harryâs previous work.
issue in communication is something that harry, as a person and within his romantic relationship, is no stranger to. but each time it has been referenced in the past, it has always been represented in two ways: (i) general resistance to communication (this can be as simple as refusing to take blame) (ii) waiting for conversation to happen without doing anything to initiate it.
but this time, heâs inviting this person to speak with him: do you wanna talk, (because i want to).
We share the last line Then we drink the wall 'til we wanna talk
these two lines could be taken very literally (aka, drug/alcohol references), and it would make sense. thereâs this pre-determined need to not be sober when they communicate, perhaps because they can be more honest, more open about difficult conversations.
since âweâ is used here, one could assume that both harry and the subject do wish to communicate (another difference from his previous albums). this could also be implied by the lyric âwe share the last lineâ, when taken to meaning the previously sung line (am i bothering you, do you wanna talk?). they share this sentiment, they share the last line.
âwe drink the wall âtill we wanna talkâ. is this a hyperbole? is he saying theyâre going to have to drink the entire wall of alcohol in order to be able to communicate? or rather, does he mean that theyâll need to drink the wall between them away till itâs down, so they can communicate? iâm leaning more towards the latter.
Pre-Chorus:
I go round and round Satellite
harry compares himself to a satellite going around a planet, or perhaps someone he considers his world in a romantic interpretation. the purpose of an artificial satellite is communication, but its kept at the perfect distance from the celestial body around which it orbits.
this person needs their space, so harry quite literally gives them space.
Chorus:
Spinnin' out, waitin' for ya to pull me in I can see you're lonely down there Don't you know that I am right here? Spinnin' out, waitin' for ya to pull me in I can see you're lonely down there Don't you know that I am right here? Spinnin' out, waitin' for ya
harry spins out into their orbit and waits patiently. all he can do is go around them and quietly observe them, and one of these observations that he makes it that the person is clearly lonely. he believes theyâre lonely because theyâve been left alone to think about their thoughts, about whatever conversation it is that harry so desperately wishes to be a part of.
in another interpretation, one can also see the lyric âdown thereâ as being about his partner âfeeling downâ (and thus emotionally shutting him out.)
âdonât you know that i am right here?â. thereâs melancholy, desperation and a slight frustration in this lyric. heâs telling the subject that he can see them. heâs been observing them meticulously and has come to the conclusion that theyâre lonely. but the subject doesnât seem to realize that harry is right there with them too, so he ponders;
donât you know that iâm here for you? to communicate and help you through whatever it is thatâs troubling you? i can see that youâre lonely, but you donât have any reason to be because iâm right here. iâm just waiting for you to eliminate the space between us.
Second verse:
I'm in an LA mood I don't wanna talk to you She said, "Give me a day or two"
the second verse is opposite to the first verse.
in the first verse, harry is inviting the idea of communication. in the second, he makes it blatantly clear that he doesnât wish to communicate. heâs not tip-toeing around this refusal to communicate, he isnât shying away from it - heâs saying it in the most obvious manner: i donât want to talk to you.
in other words, it takes two to have communication issues.
his reasoning behind this refusal to communicate is that heâs in an LA mood, a place which harry considers to be work. if you think about the environment of someoneâs workplace, along with the realities of LA in general (think stereotypical stardom), he may simply be saying that heâs in a bad mood, possibly as a result of whatever heâs required to do because of his work.
iâm inclined to believe that this includes his stunts.
the pronoun âsheâ is used here, when throughout the rest of the song there was a âyouâ being addressed to. the âsheâ could represent the subject of the song, harry himself, or a completely different person entirely, and thereâs not enough context behind the âsheâ to know which one.
the same person:
his partner believes itâll only take a day or two for them to help harry start talking and no longer be in an LA mood. (i personally do not see much substance in this interpretation, but i digress.)
harry himself:
considering harryâs explorations with gender in the past, the pronoun perhaps is intentional. its possible that he means he will be out of his LA mood and ready to open up to this person.
a different person:
thereâs another subject in this situation. perhaps this person is the reason behind him being in an LA mood, and whatever task he must complete in LA also requires the availability of this person.
Bridge:
Right here, right here Spinnin' out, waitin' for ya I'm here, right here Wishin' I could be there for ya Be there for ya Be there for ya (For ya) For ya Be there for ya
his partner doesnât seem to realize that he is right here, or perhaps harry believes thats the case and thus heâs trying to drive home the fact. he has his hands on this persons shoulders, shaking them and trying to make them see again and again that heâs right here.
âiâm here, right hereâ this almost sounds comforting. like heâs trying to give some solace to his partner by saying iâm here. you donât have to face whatever is troubling you alone because iâm here. youâre not alone, you donât need to be lonely.
âwishinâ i could be there for yaâ - harry just said that heâs right here, and now he says he wishes he could be there for his partner. this implies emotional distance instead of physical distance, because while he is physically close to his partner (right here), he isnât emotionally close with them and therefore he tells them that he wishes he could be.
COMPARISONS:
with harryâs own work (from HSH):
late night talking:
this song is quite literally the opposite of satellite, but the parallels remain. late night talking is about having communication despite physical distance, while satellite is about not having communication despite physical closeness.
If you're feelin' down I just wanna make you happier, baby Wish I was around I just wanna make you happier, baby
regardless, harryâs desires remain the same. he wants to be there for this person, and make them happier when theyâre not feeling good.
with louisâ work:
habit
You gave me the time and the space I was out of control and I'm sorry, I let you down
while i donât believe âsatelliteâ and âhabitâ are referencing the same moment, i do think these lyrics say enough about louisâ need to have space and time to himself, separate from his partner, in order to work things out on his own.
â7âł cover
And I love you but I need another year alone
And I love you but I need another second to myself
both of these lyrics of a song that louis chose to cover on tour are pretty much direct responses to satellite - affirmation of love for this person, but a gentle statement that he needs time to himself.
LAST THOUGHTS:
satellite as a whole is laced with an underlying anxiety. the emotional distance between harry and his partner, and the frustrating way it affects him can be seen not only through lyrics but also through production, with it becoming increasingly erratic in sound.
its almost a cacophony, like the music and sound was specifically chosen to represent the exasperation that harry is feeling inside his head. heâs going round and round, and he cannot stop feeling this desperate need to be there for his partner and make them feel better again, whilst also stopping himself from eliminating the space between him and his partner because he respects their wishes, needs and boundaries right now.
and i think that in and of itself is quite healthy. the willingness to give your partner the space they need to sort through their own issues isnât something that everyone is capable of or everyone understands needs to happen. mostly because its only natural to want to help them and somehow even that innocent want can cross lines when your partner wishes for space.
thatâs why itâs quite beautiful that harry acknowledges that. he acknowledges that he wants to be there for them, that he can see his partner is lonely. but, he holds back. he waits patiently until they pull him in. because despite his need to make things better, thereâs a much stronger need to be what his partner wishes him to be in that moment - their satellite.
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