Eli

I really love project Hail Mary so much.. ughhhhhhhhhhhh nothing will ever touch me the same I swear RAH

Why does my mental state decline exponentially after the sun goes down..

I’m really emotional right now and I love project Hail Mary

I have to have transport to therapy tomorrow and I’m so not excited. I’m about to puke just thinking about it. It’s the same kind of transport I had to have when I was homeless in a little group home. I wish my parents could just make time for me it’s so terribly triggering and I don’t know why no one cares. I keep asking for virtual therapy and they won’t let me. I’m just forced to suffer every week. Like can anyone hear me or see me? Why does no one care about my needs or feelings..

Hi guys I’m going on a walk 🙂‍↕️ idk what to listen to tho

I’m so oddly clingy in such a quiet way. Like I won’t say anything but please don’t leave me please talk to me please please please please but no one would know bc i would never say it 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

I want to be treated like I’m precious. Why is everyone so harsh on me I can’t deal with it all the time :( like someone be gentle to me for a while even when I’m being angry. I swear it would fix me a little

I’m so sick of foster care ugh. And it’s so annoying because no one like understands anything. My mom was in foster care and she doesn’t even understand. I literally hate everyone I swearrr

I don’t think I will ever come to terms with how my body looks

I hate period. It needs to stop existing. Oh you aren’t pregnant? Okay. GO THROUGH THE WORST FUCKING PAIN EVER FOR A WEEK WHILE YOU BLEED OUT WHILE YOURE ALREADY IRON DEFICIENT! Ok thanks body I’ll go die…

Sometimes when I see certain people interact with my blog or message me I start tweaking like a dog when its owner comes home

I always see pro bush propaganda but like.. what if I don’t want the bush? Am I going to get shot down?

I hate HATE HATE HATE crickets and cockroaches. GET THE FUCK OIT MY HOUSE?! Why do they think they’re just allowed all up in my house especially in my bathroom. I have been up every hour bc I have to pee but I can’t bc my bathroom is being occupied by a giant cockroach. So I cant pee. Ever again I guess bc my dad won’t kill it. And I don’t even understand crickets because there are dead crickets everywhere. Is this like their elderly center?! Why does every cricket in the world come into my house and my room to die