I came close to believing you when you said not all people are bad, that there's good in this world. I believed you, when all along you were just like everyone else, fake. I cried all night, trying to figure out what I did wrong, what to apologize for and then I realized, this isn't me. I've had my moments, I wasn't great, I wasn't always easy to be around and I know all this, but I didn't lie. I've never lied to you, that was the number one rule from day way, and you betrayed that. I feel like a part of my soul, my very being is being ripped away from me. I can't close my eyes without starting to tear up. I never expected you to be around forever, but I always thought we would do this the right way, like adults and move on. You tell me you did this all to avoid hurting me, but I don't think you know how hurt I am, like you might think you do, but I promise you don't. I am all alone, you were my one light in this fucked up world, and you threw me away like everyone else has. I hope you're happy, I hope he's what you want, I hope he gives you everything I couldn't, and I hope you become everything you ever wanted. I can't up this up, I don't know if I can make it through this world anymore, I am honestly more scared to live than die right now. Take care of yourself and your family. I love you, good bye.
