grew up a fuckin' screw up

i hate nerves and anxiety. oh nooo i am scared of acting like a weird bitch to remedy this i will act like a weird bitch

god it's like nobody even cares that [problem i've taken great pains to make sure nobody will acknowledge] looks like i have no choice but to make it worse in isolation for reasons i can't articulate and don't understand

having to ask people if you’re still hanging out is one of the worst things ever . like is our playdate still on? im gonna stab myself

huge fan of reading and learning, but also an even bigger fan of sleeping and being unconscious.

there's just nothing that beats being at home. the world will try to convince me i should be doing more and it's like yeah but im at home

like if youre at home right now just take a minute to be like UGH yes im at home