Himbo ! Noir !

Isato, Deadalus, Gavir, Noz'Ethil, Ragnie, some similar situations to yours, others different, all ERP all the way down.

I could do more!

Yeah'p, this, exactly.

Once she realized I'm biologically a woman, things started to get weird. This is when the "edging" started happening, where she'd push scenes into the erotic theme with Ilmerrisan but rip away once he started reciprocating, more often than not.

He'll never leave her. He may be one of many, but he is so deep up her coochie.

Now that I've shared the screenshots of him saying it himself to me in DMs while confronting me for allegedly saying something prior to my document, I feel comfortable enough to say:

They have spent significant time together in real life, in person.

Sexually? Way too frequently. I know for a fact that she wrote sexual scenes between Aurora and her twin brother, Guillames and his uncle (who were in an established romantic relationship), both of Aurora's elder sisters together, and now Aurora and Lonrian (her slightly elder brother written by Viktor Fenranis). These are just the scenes I was personally witness to, aside from Aurora and Lonrian, who I know about because they would speak frequently out of character about it.

First of all, what plot?

She had ideas, certainly, and had overarching 'story', but there was never any plot, nor any planned events or anything of that nature. It was all very seat of the pants (which is fine!) and day by day, with ideas discussed here and there, but never really brought to fruition.

Essentially though, yes, everything surrounds her characters. Either Wilhelmina being some 'badass', or Aurora being tormented and saved. Ilmerrisan - my guy - saved Aurora from at least 15 completely different situations in the short period I was a part of her guild.

Thank you, friend.

Thankfully, I already have. I've found great friends, have a handful that were with me through all of this, and I genuinely find joy in writing again.

Aside from that, the support that speaking out has garnered is hugely helpful in what I'm deeming my recovery stage.

You rarely, and shouldn't have to go into what appear to be friendships with the idea that you need to document everything being said, because people should inherently be good and have good intentions, right?

A friend said to me that thinking that way, and that I didn't think to screenshot everything, is some sign that I have a good heart, and that I try to see the good in everyone and everything.

While I thank that friend for framing it that way, I'll keep kicking myself because this isn't the first time it's happened. Even if you go back on this blog to a few years ago, you'll see that I had issues with one of the people I mentioned caused my trauma around cheating long after we had separated. Realistically, I should have personally known better. I should know better now, and pay attention to things more.

"Bullshit" is also a hilarious term given a lot of the stuff said about her is demonstrably true, but I guess the SIMP energy is too strong, emphasis on the MP.

Here's a tip Dom, you're not the first I've seen go to bat for her this hard, you won't be the last. I recommend screenshotting stuff now just in case, yknow?