AFTER ITโS ALL SAID AND DONE , IT IS A QUESTION OF UNDERSTANDING MY OWN DESTINY. ย ย OF SEEING WHAT THE DEITY REALLY WANTS ME TO DO ย ย THE KEY IS TO FIND A TRUTH AND OF WHICH IS TRUTH FOR ME ย ย TO FIND THE IDEA FOR WHICH I AM WILLING TO LIVE AND DIE WHEN ALL SAID AND DONE
independent, private, mutually exclusive, original district two hunger games character created by mal in 2011 / remastered in 2023.ย ย blog is 18+, may contain triggering materials such as blood, gore, and other possible triggering content.ย ย bio can be found hereย ย ย rules under the cut !
I CANNOT GET RID OF THE IDEA THAT I AM ALONEย ย ย IN A WORLD APART, WITNESSING THIS WORLD AS IF AT A SHOWย ย ย HARDNESS, SCORNย โย PERHAPS, BUT RATHER INDIFFERENCE.ย ย ย I AM NOT JUDGING. ONLY THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO DO NOT EXIST FOR ME, OTHERS WHO DO EXIST, THATโS ALL.
AFFLIATED WITH:ย ย @e1igiusโ (all verses)
first off , hi , iโm mal. ย ย ย iโm 30 years old , she / her , in the cst timezone. ย ย ย i have been writing on tumblr on and off for close to over ten years now with a variety of muses.ย ย ย this blog is a portrayal of my own character from the hunger games series and has been since around 2011. ย ย ย this is a mutually exclusive blog meaning that i will not write with those who i do not follow back for my own comfort and time management. ย ย ย i work full time and this is just a hobby and i intend to keep it as stress and drama free as i possibly can. ย ย ย please read the rules below before interacting following as to know what to expect on this blog. ย ย ย as well as i will not tolerate homophobia / transphobia / racism / and so on. and will unfollow if i see that content on my dash.
1 ] ย ย ย STEALING/GODMODDING, ย ย just don't do it. ย ย ย like i said above , this is my character.ย ย ย i have spent well over a decade creating and forming her and hold this character very close to my heart.ย ย ย and with that i will not abide by people stealing my heacanon's or ideas. ย ย ย that also goes for do not reblog my edits or posts if we are not mutuals / given permission. ย ย if you do , i know where the block and unfollow button is. and that goes go godmodding , which should go without saying. ย ย ย just be respectful to my blog and i will be to yours.
2 ] ย ย ย TRIGGERS ย ย ย on this blog triggers will be mentioned. such as death , trauma , blood and gore , ptsd , etc. ย ย ย cora is from a dark themed series and so elements of that will be present. ย ย ย however , triggers will be tagged like ย : ย tw: trigger. ย ย ย if there are any i do forget to tag / subjects you are uncomfortable writing , please let me know. ย ย ย with that , this blog is 18+. ย ย ย if you are under the age of 18 i will not write with you as i am an adult and do not feel comfortable in those situations. ย ย ย if you do lie about your age i will immediately block you.
3 ] ย ย ย SHIPPING/NSFW ย ย ย i am highly selective on my shipping with cora.ย ย ย i am open to possible ships but they would need to be talked through in depth and with substance. ย ย ย as for nsfw posts / threads : i will not be doing that on here for my own comfort.
4 ] ย ย ย FOLLOWING ย ย there will be no follow for follow here. ย ย ย reason being that i have just like to keep my feed clean for my own sanity. ย ย ย however i do look over every blog that follows me. ย ย please give me at least 48 hours to determine if i will follow back as i do work full time , and have a life outside of tumblr. ย ย ย if i do not , it's nothing personal , usually the reason being is just that i don't see our writing/characters meshing together well.
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starter call. i want to get back into the groove so like this for a small - ish starter tossed at your character. if you are a multi please specify which muse. or if you wish to plot i am always open !
โ ย are you always so competitive?ย โ
โ ย are you okay? are you hurt?ย โ
โ ย are you sure you can do this on your own?ย โ
โ ย are you thinking what i'm thinking?ย โ
โ ย can you go take care of this, please?ย โ
โ ย can you show me how to fight?ย โ
โ ย can you tell me more about your adventures?ย โ
โ ย do you believe in ghosts?ย โ
โ ย do you ever think about anyone other than yourself?ย โ
โ ย does it really have to be like this?ย โ
โ ย don't you think you've already done enough damage for one day?ย โ
โ ย has no one ever given you a compliment before?ย โ
โ ย have i ever told you how beautiful you look in the glow of the moonlight?ย โ
โ ย have you noticed anything different about me lately?ย โ
โ ย haven't you ever wondered why i never talk about my childhood?ย โ
โ ย how can you just go to sleep like nothing happened?ย โ
โ ย how many more people have to suffer before you realize your madness?ย โ
โ ย is there anything else i can do for you?ย โ
โ ย is this really how you want this to end?ย โ
โ ย isn't it ironic?ย โ
โ ย what are your plans for today?ย โ
โ ย what else do you want me to say?ย โ
โ ย what else have you hidden from me?ย โ
โ ย what happened here? where is all that smoke coming from?ย โ
โ ย what has happened in your life that made you like this?ย โ
โ ย when were you going to tell me?ย โ
โ ย where are we supposed to go from here?ย โ
โ ย who will be able to stop them now?ย โ
โ ย why can't you just act like a normal person?ย โ
โ ย why can't you just leave me alone?ย โ
โ ย why can't you just stay focused?ย โ
โ ย why does everything always have to be so complicated?ย โ
โ ย why should i believe you now when you've told nothing but lies?ย โ
โ ย why won't you just tell me what i did wrong?ย โ
โ ย will it ever stop hurting so much?ย โ
โ ย will you go out on a date with me?ย โ
โ ย will you just shut up and kiss me already?ย โ
โ ย will you please text me when you get home safely?ย โ
โ ย you're completely out of your element here, aren't you?ย โ
okay but post war plots where cora runs into your muse or something somewhere and is just trying to find where her place is in the world and trying to find herself again after over five years of hijacking.
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also the fact that in 60+ years the arena's went from what they were in the tenth games , just a big open space like a gladiator colosseum to what they are now is just !!!
it was a night unlike any other in the capitol. it was quiet. sounds of life that once filled the streets at all hours ceased. the chaos of war echoing through each alleyway all seemed to come to a halt. it had been a strange feeling , returning to the presidential manor after being taken by district thirteen. but even more so with the knowledge that , this time as she walked through the halls lit solely by the moonlight cutting through the windows , she was not there as his spy. is . . . is this was freedom felt like ?
expecting no others to be awake at such hour , it's easy to say the sudden sight of a dark figure in the room ahead halts her movement at once. there is a flash , a vision of the figure turning into a rage filled snow looking at her with just disdain in his eyes. no . . . no he was not there. it's what she tells herself over and over until the image fades back into the shadowed figure once again. and only moving closer does cora finally make out who it was. perhaps the only person that she could think of to be glad to see โโ @gamehaunt . โย ย can't sleep either ? ย โ
it was the chaos of the party that made her travels through the crowd simple. whilst the invited capitol citizens found themselves over indulging in drink and food , cora was sent amongst the party on a different venture. peeta mellark. the newfound darling of the capitol for his harrowing feat in the games previously played. but to her , to those that mattered , he was an accomplice in the mockingjay's plan. one of which she was sent to uncover , no matter how small the details.
โย ย enjoying the party ? ย โ coming to @me1lark 's side , glass still filled with the amber tinted liquor resting in her hands , cora offered a soft but warm smile. forcing light into eyes long since dulled from the years of manipulation. โย ย can't imagine they have ones like these back in twelve. ย โ
๐บ โโโโโ he didn't figure her a prisoner, but than again after everything they learned regarding peeta and the methods snow was willing to go in order to control a person anything was possible. this woman could be just as hijacked as peeta and there nothing was off the table. this woman could be so controlled she didn't even realize she was merely a puppet on snow's fingers. she wouldn't be the first or last if this did not end soon.
"i think when it comes to snow, you could be a puppet and not even know it." he pointed out. "you saw that little trick with peeta, ever cross your mind to wonder if ... you're not just another in a line of people he's manipulated." she had to have seen finnick's feed that suggested how far president snow was willing to go, he drank the same poison of his enemies just to stay on top. he wouldn't hesitate to turn young kids and adults into drones, clearly. any card to get ahead, stay ahead, remain in power. "no loss is acceptable loss." he told her.
"it's just another bridge to deal with, always another snow waiting in the shadows." he wasn't so naive but in this moment, coin was the lesser of two evils. for now.
he didn't know. clearly the woman they were following was not as forthcoming as she was letting onto be. apart of her wanted to keep it buried. leave that as an ace in her deck. but at the mention of peeta , well , not even the years of training even prior to the capitol's control could withhold the subtle smirk that etched at the outer corner of her lips. a sick twisted sense of pride that came with being the reason what had happened to peeta did not leave him naught more than ashes at the bottom of a cremation furnace. hell , they should be thanking her in that case. god how twisted the man had manipulated her mind.
โย ย saw that trick ? i โโ ย โ albeit she was unable to use her arms , her tongue was forged from the same knife that she'd used in her games to slit the throats of many who had crossed her path. one that , even near six years on , had yet to dull. and the pompous nature of her tone spoke volumes by which she was molded once in the capitol's bloody hands. it is before she is able to speak further on the subject , the clearing of a man's throat that cut the train of thought cora was barreling down towards. hastily casing her to note that the two of them would not be alone forever in this room and her words would best be chosen carefully.
โย ย you look at me like a puppet , and you can call me one all you want to , but you fail to see you and your precious mockingjay that started this losing war are exactly the same as i am. ย โ
starter call. i want to get back into the groove so like this for a small - ish starter tossed at your character. if you are a multi please specify which muse. or if you wish to plot i am always open !
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AS LONG AS YOU CAN FIND YOURSELF, you'll never starve. (...) PRIVATE, PERSONAL INTERPRETATION OF KATNISS E/VERDEEN. BY NADYA. CURRENTLY IN DEVELOPMENT โ RARELY FOLLOWS FIRST.
getting back from tbosas leaves me with two things to say since seeing it now:
i loved the more sides of the capitol that we got to see and invision vs just where the chariots walked , the training center , and the mansion
most of all he is still an ass no matter how pretty they made him and i still don't forgive him for what he did to finnick , johannah , peeta , and well everyone.
with tbosas coming out โฆ please note i will be very picky on what kinds of snow portrayals i will write with as i have been writing cora for over a decade and her backstory is concrete to me.
since i feel i should say this as my character is highly intertwined with snow given her backstory โฆ if you are uncomfortable seeing me writing with that muse please let me know and i can tag it accordingly if you wish to blacklist. i adore all my friends here and the last thing i wish to do is make any of you uncomfortable. please just let me know!
when it comes to book compliant , cora has no affiliation with tbosas and so will not be interacting directly with any of the other muses unless heavily plotted and talked through.
starter call. i want to get back into the groove so like this for a small - ish starter tossed at your character. if you are a multi please specify which muse. or if you wish to plot i am always open !
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๐บ โโโโโ he didn't say much. he felt that it wasn't necessary at the moment. things were complicated and there was a lot happening here and each side was trying to make the other completely bend at will. he was seated here because well ... frankly not that he was completely sober he was something of a prompt man. it wasn't as if anything else was keeping his attention. if his attention wasn't snagged by needing to see katniss, or a brief attempt at crossing with effie, this was more or less his focus. so yes, he was sitting as they brought in the infamous woman.
she was either a waste of their time or a damn gold mine. it was hard to say what it would turn out to be, but there was a lay of potential here in the darkness. she had been at snow's side for a long time, she might know even more secrets, useful secrets, than finnick ever could. "ah well ... personal vendetta." he raised his hands and shook them in a sort of wave of his hands. but it wasn't even just how he had a personal stake in president snow causing pain, but because this was the right thing to do. "you know some part of me hoped you'd come in here and sob desperate thank yous for a rescue, yet .... you either are just as bad as him or ... he did a real number on you, princess."
personal vendetta. comical. spoken as if he and those involved in the ignition of this war were the only ones in all of panem that held a distaste to the president. not even he was blind to the knowledge. but never once had anyone taken it upon themselves to uproot the nation and cause the death of thousands of civilians for their own means. which ever those may be ? did they honestly think that they would win ? and if they somehow did . . . what of the nation would even be left to celebrate ? questions not for the man before her in any means. but ones that would remain ever present for the woman who claimed herself holier than thou in this cavernous district.
โย ย for me to come in and kiss your feet for bringing me here would imply that i had been a prisoner back in the capitol. ย โ had she not been ? had the years spent in the capitol not been just a more lavish prison with chains around her mind versus her wrist ? nevertheless , she keeps her composure. studying the victor so to speak. โย ย as for being as bad as him as you put it . . . ย โ feet shuffle to the nearest chair where she is motioned to rest in by the overly large men inches behind her. โย ย it's quite ironic wouldn't you say ? calling me just like him when all of you are blindly following a woman who may as well fallen from the same branch. or are all of the women and children she is killing acceptable losses ? ย โ
๐น โโโโโ unfortunately a well thought out plan that lessened the chance of katniss everdeen's win had failed. she was starting to become much like a cockroach who would not be squashed by his acts. not for a lack of effort on his part. he had received word that his team had succussed extracted peeta mallark and johanna mason. they also had a few other assets to these rebel tributes. "it would seem we have an extremely large mockingjay issue." he spoke the word like poison on his tongue as he said it. he never liked mockingjays even as a young man, he certainly cared for them less now. "i received word that peeta mellark is amongst the tributes gathered in the destruction, i want you to confirm it, immediately. no time like the present to use this gift."
the man was calculated. cold in his core but held himself in such a way that those none the wiser would deem him as charming. and whilst cora viewed the man before her as her savior so to speak , the tone of his words were chilled enough to send ice down her spine. alas , her feet remained planted , eyes connected to his much like a dog awaiting their command. who knew what precisely was going to be his next move. but at heed of peeta mellark being apart of the prison group , only then did cora's mind began to wander. the mockingjay's love interest. he might as well have wielded the key to her downfall. there would lies had cora said she was not somewhat intrigued to know what the plans were. alas , the time for prying was not current.
โย ย yes sir. ย โ hands come to a clasp behind her back. then there is another question. his wording noting that he alone was not the sole extraction. whilst the final moments before the feed cut , those who were still alive was still a good number. one of which being her own mentor โ enobaria. or had the woman cora looked up to with great idolization perished in the destruction katniss took upon herself to unleash ? โย ย may i ask , soley curious is all , whom else was extracted after sh โโ the arena fell ? ย โ
