Alisa

my old history teacher is using Instagram like Facebook/a sporadic private story 😭😭 it’s so adorable 😭😭 he looks so old now compared to when I was first in his class! He’s got instagram like two years ago and lovvvvves to let people know when anything out of the ordinary happens and i literally only check my instagram every few months to see what he is doing. Like in the past month and a half he’s posted 5 times. One was a picture of a funny pen, one was a birthday surprise someone made him, and one was a picture of him and his wife just on a plane to go somewhere, which was followed up by another post with a photo dump of just their first two days of their Europe trip 😭😭 it’s just them in the same pose in random different places in London. Like awww, he had gray hair now he’s not at lanky as he used to be 😓

I think I will soon hit a rock bottom emotionally and freak tf out and then be back to normal, but rn I think I’m losing it a bit. Like there’s no plot whatsoever. Like not even a fun plot or sad plot, like no plot, no bitches, no passion for fashion, nothing, nada. I need to ftfo already so I can get back on track, but also you can’t rush these things yknow.

*500 hundred word scenario in which I get fucked* and then I came 😱 and they came 😱 at the same time?!?? 😱

nvm I just can’t do the lake today, very sad rn 😓😢

literally about to pass out bc I forgot to take my vitamin b the past few days, but I’m supposed to go to the lake with my friend. I think if I drink water and 3 vitamin b gummies and rest for like twenty minutes I should be fine! But also I’m supposed to leave in ten minutes, which will not happen. I don’t need to text her my new plan bc honestly she probably be naked if I showed up on time, so it’s like more than fine. So I’m not really stressed about that, I’m just fill up my comically large water bottle and drink like a fish for a quick second andddd thennnnn I can get cute.