Growing

Holy fuck… i didnt think that was going to hurt that bad… damn

You said you were going to call… but you never did. You never even said goodbye…

Im so fucked

At the end of the day, you knew how down bad i was and you still decided it wasnt down bad enough. Fuck you.

And what the fuck am i supposed to do when the noise in my head is all too loud and my brain keeps replaying all our memories. I can almost smell you and its killing me.. i dont know how to make the flashbacks and ache go away.. its slowly consuming me.

It genuinely feels like im not gonna survive this

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