LMC

In the end, the most interesting people always leave.

For myself I am too heavy, and for you too light.

I’m caught between trying to live my life, and trying to run from it.

I tell myself I am searching for something. But more and more, it feels like I am wandering, waiting for something to happen to me, something that will change everything, something that my whole life has been leading up to.

This is the story of how I never stopped running. This is the story of how, when the wolves knocked, I met them at the door and I became the beast, instead.

I don’t think it’s possible to get over some things,“ she said, “they change you too much - shake you up until all your bones are disjointed. No matter how long you spend putting yourself back together it won’t be the same as before. “You can’t really protect yourself from it either because a lot of the daggers come from inside. You’ll spend so much time putting on armour against the world you’ll forget how much damage you can do to yourself.