mercury smear

being a kid and hearing adults say stuff like "woah 2011 was 4 years ago haha" didn't really convey the fucking horror of a youtube video crossing my recommended labelled "9 years ago" and it's from 2017. that's not true. 9 years ago is 2010 or something. don't lie.

wizard college is going to kill me I swear to god. I just saw someone without a component satchel reach into their pocket and pull out a handful of LOOSE tapioca to use as a substitute for blood in their fell ritual. and it worked. I've never been so fucking mad.

sorry to be a broken record every month but christ menstruation is a stupid concept. oooooh excuse me for not getting pregnant, why the fuck is there goo falling out of me about it? grow the fuck up and reabsorb that shit for nutrients.

there was a long stretch of time where i’ll admit a concern of mine was coming across as a more acceptable and palatable version of myself specifically in the interest of possibly dodging ire and antagonism from people who hated the very core of what i was anyway. like maybe if i could prove i was different or more normal then i could bridge the gap. but when doing this you realize eventually that certain gaps are not meant to be bridged. they’re man-made and specifically maintained on purpose to keep you othered. there is nothing i can ever say or do that will stop the most hateful people from twisting literally anything into evidence of a pre-decided nature. it is genuinely impossible to be anything but who i am, so i can’t afford to waste my breath anymore. there’s too much light and love to be found within what i’ve already had the whole time.

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

hate when I type :) and this 🙂 fucker appears. Go away you evil soul

women were not banging out spirk fanfiction in the 60s for you to be AI generating your fic