hiding in the 12th house

recently my mind goes to impossibilities. things you will never ever get to experience. things that don't even have a low probability. things that are physically impossible. like experiencing the world as a goddess devotee 4000 years ago. like having a relationship with someone under different life conditions. like doing CTRL + Z for an action/behavior. like seeing the night sky 500 years ago. like seeing what "your" life would look like if you were never born. like going back in time and doing that one thing you regret not doing. like experincing life as an entirely different human being. like learning what it feels like to officially die without dying. like the concept of having kids while remaining child free. like experiencing the world as a baby with the consciousness of an adult. like reading all books in the world. like being "sure".

Context: Some people pause whatever they are doing during the calls for prayer, out of respect for the religion. For instance, they pause the music they are listening to during the calls for prayers, and then continue once it’s over.

My unconscious: let’s slow down

You will laugh at this but I think about this very often. Remember last year when I was doing stuff like money bowls, road opening stuff, abundance energy works etc etc? No? Okay anyway. I had tried creating and feeding a money bowl last year while looking for a job. Among other stuff, you can put bank notes and coins in it. Because I had euros, US dollars, and my country’s own currency, I had put everything in it—coins and paper bills, everything.