( // * ---- & how deep is your love

the second she’s able to hear blaise directly beside her, the urge to regain her consciousness began to skyrocket. she pushes herself to inch her eyes open, sitting up as yet another blast of pain targeted violet’s brain. “that’s the sickest thing i’ve ever heard.” she mumbles mindlessly, shuddering at the thought of reliving & remembering what had occurred to her the previous night. “i guess you were right,” she sighs defeatedly, tears beginning to well up in the girl’s brims. “i did sleep with my ex.”

[ t i m e  s k i p ]

at this point in time the girl’s hearing was just beginning to return ; but only to a minimal extent. she had no recognition of where she was or what she was dealing with, & violet’s first assumption was that she was in the possession of a rival gang of some sort. even if such had been true, there was no way that she could possibly react to the environment anyway considering her state. though she was able to pick up on a few hushed voices in close proximity, murmuring something along the lines of rophenol. this, she could only assume, was in reference to the brunette herself. & as her mind began to buzz, the information she’s been given is explaining so much of what she was unsure of before.

“no, you ––” violet attempts to shake her head, but in doing so an immediate stinging follows. her face scrunches together in confusion, though in the same moment she’s reaching towards the boy in front of her for support ; stumbling forward as her footing gives way. “blaise, something’s wrong..” she breathes, & before she can elaborate she finds her vision blackening & her state slipping into one of unconsciousness.

“that can’t be right. you know me, i know you do. you know me better than anyone else and you know that i’d never do that…” she’s taking this moment to shift a step closer to him, pure hopelessness written across her features.

“no, you didn’t !” she rebuttals quickly, face growing flushed & hot at his perseverance. “i would never do that to you blaise, what won’t you get about that ?”

as much as she just wanted to wave off his words, chanel had a feeling that he was seeking some sort of confirmation or protest ; why else would he have voiced them in the first place ? “mhm, i got it blaise. now do us both a favour & just relax…” the brunette urges, cupping his jawline and allowing her fingers to brush over the soft skin. thankfully, he obliged to her request before even processing it ; freely allowing his palm to trail down each & every one of her curves to reach a final destination on her thigh. a smirk tugs at the corners of her lips at his next words, & she can’t help the reaction it elicits from her as a bubbly sensation fills the gaps of her stomach. “can i take care of you ? i can sure as hell try.” chanel mentions confidently, capturing his lips in her own once again in order to emphasize the points she’s attempting to make.

she can’t help but raise her voice in return, clearly frustrated by the entire ordeal. “it must not have been me blaise, i can’t believe you don’t trust how much love i have for you.”

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also that your lunch tastes good, you find twenty dollars on the ground, and that thing coming up that you were dreading turns out not so bad

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I reblogged this 3 days ago and my skin got clear and I got a message from a guy who refers to me as queen yesterday. Good karma vibes all around.

it was no mystery to ella that blaise was dangerous it was rather common knowledge to the girl, but she had never expected him to act so monstrous especially towards her. the blonde could practically feel the fear turning into adrenaline as she approached blaise, feeling rather infuriated with the fact that he wouldn’t listen to her. it wasn’t until she spotted the gun in his grasp she stepped back, clearly intimidated by the weapon ella shook her head in disbelief. “i can’t believe you.” she spat, maintaining her balance from the push. the girl didn’t bother chasing after him once he had entered the home, surely ella wouldn’t risk her life over a couple lines her guests had brought over. but that didn’t mean she would sit back and do nothing. minutes after anticipating on what to do ella took it upon herself to enter through the front door stopping in her footsteps directly behind blaise she spoke “don’t do this.”

out of all the things he could’ve possibly said right then, the brunette hated that he chose that, unknowingly reminding her of how wrong she was by allowing him to go on with what he was doing. she would’ve pushed him away when he began, she wanted to, but his tender kisses were addictive and the way he touched her made her go weak – her mind becoming increasingly jumbled and her speech incoherent. she clearly has feelings for him and allowing things to get this far surely wasn’t make her job any easier. whether she wanted to admit it or not, it made her grow more attached, becoming protective over someone who didn’t deserve it. not when he’d harmed that many people even if he claimed he had a good reason to do so. and who was she to argue with that ? she would’t have crossed paths with him had she not been assigned to this case. ‘ yeah. um, babe. – ’ she takes in a deep breath and pushes herself up, one of her hands covering her chest as she reaches for the bra he’d discarded a few moments ago. ‘ i think we should watch that chick flick we were talking about earlier. are you hungry ? ’ she inquires as she rolls off from underneath him and runs her fingers through her locks, her bottom lip then being nervously tucked in behind the top row of her teeth. ‘ you asked me all those questions. now it’s my turn. what do you think when you see me ? do you think i’m a good person ? ’

“i don’t know how many times i have to tell you that i didn’t sleep with him.” she scoffed, shaking her head. though her memory was fuzzy, she knew that she wasn’t capable of sleeping with her ex… or even being in the same room as him. “i didn’t invite him either, i think you’re just imagining things. i didn’t see him at the party once.”

her heart sinks at his response, but she’s come to expect it by now. “we need to talk eventually, you can’t ignore me for the rest of your life.”