Bre’s Thoughts

I have no voice, my feet hurt and now I have to drive back home. Enhypen you were fucking amazing

I feel like everytime I blink I’m blocking someone new for saying jungwon and jay are toxic. So I ask are they toxic or are yall obsessive and reading to much into things that are NOT your business

I already broke my one rule so I might as well keep it going. The reason people are having such a hard time with moving on when artist leave the group to the point of being hysterical is because they put more emotional investment into idols than they do themselves or people they actually know who know and care about them as well. At this point it’s like nobody just does the normal fan stuff anymore. What happened to going to concerts and enjoying other fans company instead of hating on objectively pretty people because they are pretty. What happened to dressing up and going out with a pc or plushie on your bag or belt loop just because it matched the outfit. What happened to celebrating other fans when they get to interact with their favorite artist. It’s rare to find people who don’t want to socialize and concerts and conventions without turning it into a whole knows the artist or media better. Also I know fandom wars have always been a thing but yall take it entirely too far. If you don’t like and artist don’t interact with them or their fans. This is me actively begging yall to go outside and make friends. Also can we please finally address how normal stalker/saesang behavior has become. Because why is it almost every time I blink someone is breaking into idols homes or trying to find out where they are so they can plan some fucked up version of a meet cute. Also why is fighting at concerts so normalized now

Now I am a Fuma girl till the end but Nico at the end of their love song cover is infact burned into my brain

The boys calling it a double standard is the very reason I dislike all of them. Because you can clearly say he was disrespectful but then completely ignore that’s the reason why the girls were upset. Nobody gave a rats ass about him exploring but they didn’t like the disrespect. And yall know the reason they booed him after casa was because they now had evidence of said disrespect. Then to say the attacked titi no she interjected with some bs and they let her have it too. Also if dishonesty ever sees me on the street he will need to walk faster.

I am like fully over Stan culture. I can’t be the only person who feels like this. No I’m not saying I’m no longer gonna listen to kpop but I fully taking several large steps back from fandom spaces for a minute. Being a black kpop Stan who has been into kpop for literally most of my life at this point kinda just feels like a humiliation ritual. Because kpop has been westernized for years hell a lot of groups got their flow from from B2k, Janet Jackson, Tinashe, and Micheal Jackson. People hate rap but love groups like cortis and think bts during the proof era was peak but won’t acknowledge the black artist that pave the way. I have for the most part stopped listening to groups where it feels like they are in a never ending cycle of buffoonery and I don’t indulge certain groups fandoms for the same reason. But idk other than like occasionally concert and an rpd now and again when I go to conventions maybe but online and meet ups are just feel like a constant of who can be the most moral correct (not a bad thing but a lot of times they don’t hold everyone to the same standard), who is the bigger fan or who can be the biggest asshole. No on wants to see their favorite artist critiqued when the release objectively bad music, and suddenly everyone is five when they do something a fully functional adult should know better than to do. These outrageous think pieces, vocal comparisons and dance comparisons by people who know nothing about the fundamentals of either. The way fans treat other fans when they interact with a group. Yes this about how some atiny are treated Chase Infiniti and how engenes treated the bite me girl. It all feels like it’s no longer a for fun thing and more of a pissing contest of what fandom is the worst, what idol is the worst, or some messed up combination of the two. With that being said I know all of my mood boards have been taken down but after this unless it serious enough for me to put my two cents in this will be strictly a mood board account that I will try and post weekly on.

How you feel about the men of this season of love island is infact a litmus test

The fandom police pmo so bad. Ok so I had seen a post for someone talking about how their biases often leave groups and she had mentioned skz and how her bias was woojin and someone is arguing that woojin had no fans when he left. Now I was a woojin from the show until he left the group. I love his vocals and even when he left I still kept tabs on him and ‘In The End’ is probably one of my favorite ost. And I had said something because while I have moved on and have a new bias that doesn’t change that woojin was once a part of skz. And I was then called a fake fan because “no real stay would have ever biased him”. I disagree because again I am a pre debut stay I listened to hellevator the literal week it came out which was before the show started. I watch ever episode of their survival show while it was going on not only that I tried to get into treasures music because I loved yedams performance when they did yg vs. jyp. Babe for crying out loud mirror and tortise and the hare are in my top three skz songs. I think I have more than earned my title as a stay.

I have so many mixed emotions about Evan’s debut. Like ride or die is a song that i can feel is def gonna grow on me it’s not a song I love but I don’t hate it either and I absolutely adore overflow. Overall I feel like his debut is something that makes you want more. He has so much potential and I genuinely can’t wait to see what next for him. I also can’t wait to see what’s next for the remaining memebers of Enhypen (I can’t wait to see them for my birthday)